Derek presses his fingers against his soulmark briefly, studying the familiar phrase in the mirror before tugging his shirt on. Itâs an old habit, running his fingers across the mark on his ribs, touching it gently with unending fondness. Even though itâs been years since the phrase appeared, and even though he has long since memorized the curves and arches of the writing, Derek loves looking at the mark.
He was only five years old when the words burned themselves into his skin. No one really knows how the marks work, just that they appear when the youngest of the pair is born, spelling out the first words that the soulmates will say to each other. By the time the last letter finished carving Derekâs skin, he was in tears. His mother had held him through the tremors and promised that the pain would be worth it in the end. After all, having a soulmark was a gift, the universeâs way of helping him find the one person to make him whole. (In Derekâs opinion, if the universe has the power to match people up, than it probably had the power to make the process painless, but what did he know.)
When the pain ended and his mark was legible, Derek wondered what type of person his mate would be. After all, who started a conversation with a proposal? It always seemed so presumptuous that their meeting would begin with an offer of full commitment, but at the same time Derek has always loved the originality of the statement. In comparison with something like âhelloâ or âcan I help you,â his words have always stood out (though his motherâs words are âcan I help youâ and his fatherâs mark reads,âfor starters, you can get that monstrous thing out of my way,â so maybe even simple marks have something unique about them).
Regardless, Derek has spent a long time looking at his words and thinking about his soulmate. But itâs his younger sisterâs soulmark that helps Derek grow, that helps him find the career that he happily dedicated his life to.
Or rather, itâs her lack of one.
Everyone knows the statistics of the people who never get a soulmark, or of those who get one much later in life. Itâs lead to tons of research, outpourings of support groups, and an anti-soulmark rhetoric that questions the validity of the marks themselves. But Derek hadnât really considered the implications of being unmarked until Cora becomes one of those statistics and he sees firsthand how her self worth diminishes as her skin stays bare. In an effort to help support his sister, he takes his passion for art and finds a different kind of canvas.
And he loves it. He loves giving people tattoos, painting their bodies with images and words that they choose for themselves. It speaks to him the same way that his own mark does, with a sense of rightness that he canât deny. When Cora graduates, she joins Derek and two of his closest friends at his shop as his piercing expert. Together they make the tattoo parlor, Unmarked, flourish, and each of them with it.
Cora covers her arms and legs in artwork until she stops feeling less than for not having a soulmark and starts feeling powerful being herself. Isaacâs hands, unsteady from years of abuse, become controlled and confident, and he covers his scars with colors that he isnât ashamed to show off. Erica tattoos the word âbeautifulâ across her knuckles and embodies it, learning to love herself and who she has become. And Derek is happy. He has a shop that means more than just tattoos, a strong group of unwavering friends, and a sleeve of artwork that was drawn up and done by the people that he loves the most.
Even so, none of his tattoos mean quite as much as the two words written in his soulmateâs scrawl.
âââ-
Derek sets his sketch book to the side when the door of the shop is tugged open. Two college-aged kids stumble in out of the rain.
The shorter of the boys shoots Derek an apologetic look, before wiping his feet and approaching the counter. âSorry about getting the floor wet,â the boy says when he reaches the counter.
Derek is grateful for the apology and for the fact that they didnât just duck into the shop as a means of escape from the summer storm. When he smiles up at him from where he is sitting, the smile is genuine. âNo worries. What can I help you with today?â
The response elicits a bright smile from the man, who introduces himself as âScottâ and then launches into a detailed description of the tattoo that heâs been wanting to get done since he graduated high school. The design is simple enough, not anything that Derekâs too worried about, and when Scott starts explaining the significance behind the tattoo, Derek should be paying attention. Normally hearing people talk about why they want something permanently etched on their skin, whether itâs something that holds a lot of personal meaning for them or because they think itâs âjust something pretty,â is his favorite part of a consultation. But he keeps getting distracted by Scottâs companion.
With a lithe body and bright eyes, the other boy is all energy. He lingers on the edge of the room, looking at the tattoos displayed in frames along the wall. With unconscious abandon, the boy moves from frame to frame, running his fingers over the glass and examining each piece of art with interest. At an image of a tiger, he bears his teeth. At one drawing of a small bluebird, he coos.
Derek canât keep his eyes off of him, and he doesnât want to. Thereâs something about him thatâs captivating, and Derek canât decide if his electric movement makes him annoyed or aroused. All the same, his attention is caught.
Itâs Ericaâs laugher from the back room that finally breaks his captivation. He clears his throat, interrupting Scottâs explanation, and asks, âDo you want something too, or are you just going to keep touching everything?â
The energy in the room freezes as both boys turn to look at Derek with mouths open wide. Licking at his lips, the boy breathes out, âMarry Me,â in a voice full of wonder.
Derekâs muscles lock. Erica is still laughing at whatever Isaac is telling her, but he canât hear them anymore. His whole world has narrowed down to whiskey eyes, pale skin, and bitten pink lips.
âI-.â The boy licks his lips again, before laughing in a way that sounds almost hysterical. âOh shit, thatâs what your mark says?â His cheeks color as he rubs the back of his head. âI spent a long time trying to come up with something wonderful to tell my soulmate when I met them, but I guess my lack of filter ruined my plans. Of course I would propose to my soulmate as soon as we met.â His fingers curl around locks of his hair and he tugs at them harder than he probably should.
Derek smiles in a gentle way. âHey, I think itâs perfect.â
Scott beams at him, and his soulmate stumbles closer to the counter. Composing himself, Derek reaches out one hand and states, âMy name is Derek.â
The man smiles wider and takes his hand. âIâm Stiles.â His hand is warm.
âââ
Erica laughs forever when she finds out what Stilesâ mark says. She states that it suits Derek, demanding something from his soulmate before theyâve even met. Isaac keeps his amusement to himself, though he relays all of the information to Derekâs sisters through text, so really he isnât any better.
Finally, Derek leaves Scott in their hands to go over his tattoo, and takes Stiles to the coffee shop across the street. For as much time that Derek spent imagining what his soulmate would be like, he never really came close to the truth. Stiles is so much more, more impassioned, more energetic, and so bright. He laughs freely, leads the conversation when the words get stuck in Derekâs throat, and Derek thinks that heâs beautiful. A part of him had been worried that they wouldnât get along, that Derek would end up with someone who just didnât fit, but the conversation flows easy. It gives Derek a rush he hasnât felt in a long time.
It feels like no time has passed when Scott walks up to their table with a big smile and bright eyes. âHey guys, Iâm all done at the shop.â
Stiles blinks up at him as if coming out of a daze. âHey. Did the consultation go okay?â
His smile widens. âDude, the tattoo is done. Isaac had a free slot, and seeing as you were tied up here, I figured I might as well get it done.â
Derek jolts. He hadnât even noticed the time passing, let alone the bandage wrapped around Scottâs bicep. When he checks the time, he curses. What felt like fifteen minutes with Stiles was actually almost two hours. And Derek has appointments of his own to get done.
Scott sees his expression and laughs. âErica bet you would look like that. She told the girl that came in for her appointment that you found your soulmate as an excuse for your tardiness, but told me to let you know that you better get your ass over there.â
He sighs. As much as he doesnât want to leave Stiles alone, he has work to do. It makes him feel a little better when he glances at his soulmate and sees how upset he looks at the prospect of having to say goodbye.
But then Stiles seems to steel himself. âWhat time do you get off?â
Derekâs answering grin is huge. âI have two appointments today, then Iâm all yours.â
âI like the way that sounds,â Stiles mutters under his breath, barely loud enough for Derek to make out the words. The statement makes Derek feel brave.
He takes Stilesâ hand across the table. âYou wanna hang out at the shop until Iâm done? It might not be the most fun but-,â he trails off. It seems presumptuous to finish his thought. Then he thinks about the words on his chest and decides to go all the way. âBut Iâll be there.â
Stiles is on his feet and pulling at Derekâs arm before he has a chance to find his bearings. âWell what are we waiting for then?â
Scott rolls his eyes at his friendâs exuberance and takes a step back. âYou guys have fun. I need to head out, If you need anything Stiles, give me a call.â
Stiles waves him away without sparing him a glance. As they exit the cafe, his grip on Derekâs hand tightens. He stops before they get to the tattoo parlor though, drawing closer to Derekâs chest. âBefore we go in, can I just-? It might be too soon, but I want-. Just-.â
He makes a complicated noise, then surges forward, slotting their lips together. Despite the frantic way Stiles brought them together, the kiss is gentle awe, a question and an answer at once. Derek groans into it, unable to help himself, and tugs Stiles closer, curling his arms around his waist to keep them pressed chest to chest. When Stiles laughs into the kiss, Derekâs heart soars.
âMm,â Stiles says when they pull apart. His gaze is hazy and glazed over. It makes Derek preen.
âCome on.â Folding their hands together, he leads Stiles back into his shop. Erica is perched at the front desk, talking to a young woman lounging on the couch. Both women grin up at Derek when he walks in, delightful mischief making their eyes bright. In turn, Derek rolls his eyes at them. âStiles is going to wait for me here at the shop, if thatâs okay.â
Ericaâs smile widens. âDonât worry Der, Iâll keep Stiles company while you work.â
The girl on the couch snorts and gets to her feet. âI think Derek wants to keep this one, Erica, not scar him for life.â She lays her hand on Derekâs shoulder and grins in a way thatâs sharper than the blondeâs smirk. âIâll keep him company, Derek.â
He groans, and makes the introduction. âStiles, this is my younger sister, Cora, who will in no way try and intimidate or threaten you while I work.â He raises one eyebrow in his sisterâs direction.
Stiles laughs, a bright sound that breaks the stand off the siblings were engaged in. They both turn to him with confused expressions. He leans in and kisses Derekâs cheek before pulling his hand away and stepping behind Cora. âDonât worry, Der.â The adoption of Derekâs nickname makes him shiver. âIâm sure everything here is going to be fine.â His eyes gleam, smile turning sly. âMaybe your sister can fill me in on some of your embarrassing childhood stories.â
Derek rolls his eyes, but seeing the way that Cora brightens makes something warm curl in his chest. As wonderful as it was finding Stiles and getting to know his soulmate, there was a part of Derek that was worried about how Cora would react. But he supposes it would make sense that Stiles would get along with her; after all, he wouldnât be Derekâs soulmate if they ended up hating each other.
âNicky is in the back with Isaac. Go get your work done, Derek. Stiles will still be here when youâre done, I promise.â
He nods, gives Stiles a lingering look, and then he heads to the back. Nicky, one of his regulars, grins up at him when he comes in, and coos at his flushed cheeks. He flips her off, hiding a grin when she breaks into laughter, and starts gathering everything to get her piece done.
Isaac hangs out in the back with them for a while before heading to the front. Derek can hear everyone laughing, can tell that theyâre getting along well, and it makes him feel warm and content. Every so often, Nicky shoots him a fond look and a bright smile, which he rolls his eyes at, but thereâs a warmth in his chest that wonât go away.
He thinks about the pain that accompanied the markâs craving, how despite the tears that he endured, how his mom reassured him that it would be worth it. He thinks about the guilt he felt trying to deal with the fact that he had a mark when his younger sister didnât, and how it took years of therapy for him to overcome that guilt and look forward to having a soulmate again. He thinks about how now, even though he has only just met Stiles and even though they still have a long way to go before they know each other completely, how he canât imagine not having him there at his side. He looks forward to finding everything about the younger man out, looks forward to being able to stand at his side as they grow older. And itâs scary, but going back into the front of the shop, watching how at home Stiles seems with Derekâs friends, Derek isnât scared. Mostly heâs just excited about what more heâll find.
As Nicky leaves the shop, Cora rises and presses against Derekâs side where heâs standing watching as Stiles recounts a story about how he met Scott when they were in kindergarten. The expression on her face is softer than heâs used to, but he simply loops an arm around her shoulders without commenting on it.
Stiles glances over at them, smiles wide, and continues his story while everyone listens on. After a drawn out moment, Cora jabs her brotherâs side. âHeâs a good one,â she mutters under her breath, barely loud enough for Derek to hear her.
Derek smiles softly in response, feeling much too domestic. âYeah, I think so too.â
âIâm happy that youâve found him.â
Hearing those words from her makes a tension Derek wasnât aware he was carrying dissipate. Unconsciously, his raises a hand and presses it against his chest where his mark is carved. âMe too.â
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Itâs only been two days since he brought her home and already heâs forgetting what the house smelled like, sounded like, without her. Derek steps back into the strip of moonlight thatâs painting the nursery with a silver glow and looks down to the squirming little bundle in his arms.
Sheâs so tiny.
When a pregnant omega had shown up half dead on Deatonâs doorstep the vet had done everything he could to save her and the child she was carrying. Heâd only been half successful and even then it had been close. The baby was early and if she wasnât a werewolf cub the chances of her making it would have been lower than Derek likes to contemplate. Still, she pulled through and today she is officially three weeks old and weighs a whole five pounds.
Werewolf or not, Derek is constantly terrified heâll break her. Honestly, heâs been terrified since Deaton put her in his arms two days ago. Maybe even since he looked down at that sweet little face for the first time and told Deaton not to reach out to any other packs to find a place for her. She was an orphaned cub in his territory and despite his fear something slotted into place in his chest when heâd said, âIâll take her.â
Of course he has no idea what heâs doing and has spent every available second of the last couple weeks memorizing how to take care of your baby books and getting the nursery in order. The pack has been unbelievably supportive. Isaac and Boyd took care of painting the room and assembling all the furniture while Erica and Lydia gleefully took his credit card to purchase a truly staggering amount of baby clothes and necessities. Scott has been working with his Mom and the Sheriff to get all her paperwork in order. Kira and Allison have happily offered to babysit anytime he needs a break, and all of them have been in and out just to help out ever since he brought her home.
Then thereâs StilesâŚ
Sitles who sat beside her incubator at the vet clinic for hours every day reading Batman comics or text on ancient runes or the newspaper to her because Deaton said it would help for her to know someone was there. That she wasnât alone. Stiles who presses his nose into the downy red mop on her head and just breathes her in. Scenting her so sheâll know she belongs. Stiles who tucks her into the crook of his arm and sings to her so softly when he rocks her to sleep. Who is the only person who has coaxed a smile from her.
Stiles who is currently slouched in the rocking chair in the corner with a tiny stream of drool on his chin. Derek canât help the tiny snort he lets out and Stiles immediately flails, eyes shooting directly to Maggieâs crib before he spots Derek next to the window.
âIs she ok?â Stiles whispers, wiping his face and stretching as he gets out of the chair and comes towards them.
Derek glances down at her, his daughter, and his heart threatens to burst. âYeah,â he answers just as quietly. âSheâs been a little fussy, but thatâs to be expected.â Itâs her first full moon, and while Deaton assures them she wonât actually be able to shift until sheâs a bit older or even flash her eyes while sheâs still so weak, she can still feel itâs pull.
Stiles reaches his side and touches his index finger to one of Maggieâs little hands where sheâs struggled them loose of her blanket. Instantly, she takes it into her grip and Stiles grins. âSheâs getting stronger everyday.â
Derek smiles and just canât tear his gaze away from those tiny little fingers wrapped around Stilesâ larger one. âShe is. Sheâll be ready to spend the full moon out with the rest of us in no time.â
âYeah?â
âWell, sheâll mostly stay with you,â Derek flushes, realizing heâs just assuming Stiles would want to stay with her on full moons and quickly stammers out, â...or Allison or Lydia. If one of you is coming out with us that is.â He clears his throat and looks out at the moon. Itâs a clear night and he can see almost as well as if it were high noon. He watches the wolves of their pack darting amongst the trees. Probably playing tag while they wait for the moon to reach itâs zenith.
âYou hear that little wolf? You get to hang out with me while your dad goes running with your aunts and uncles. Iâll teach you the proper way to roast marshmallows. None of that lightly toasted nonsense your Aunt Lydia is always going on about.â Stiles glances up and seems startled to find Derekâs eyes on him. Like heâd been so engrossed talking to Maggie that heâd forgotten Derek was there. Dark shadows fan out across his cheeks when he drops his eyes again to Maggieâs face then to the window. âIs it almost time?â
âYeah. We should probably head down.â Stiles moves before Derekâs even finished talking to pick up the the littlest pair of coveralls and jacket on the planet. Together they get all of Maggieâs limbs where theyâre supposed to go and once sheâs all bundled she looks nearly three times her size.
âOh wait,â Stiles says before turning to pull something out of the backpack heâd tossed next to the closet when heâd arrived earlier. âI..uh, got her a first full moon gift.â In his hands is an adorable little lavender beanie with a cartoon wolf embroidered on the front. âI hope thatâs ok.â
âOf course itâs ok, even though you didnât have to.â Derek says as he takes the cap from Stilesâs fidgeting hands and slips it on Maggieâs head.
âWell, itâs a big deal isnât it? Babyâs first full moon? Having a new cub in the pack?â Stiles reaches out and smooths the material over Maggieâs head. âI mean, I know Iâm not a wolf or,â his voice cracks, â...you know, her parent, but I still want her to be happy. To know...to know that sheâs loved.â
Derekâs gaze snaps up just in time to see Stiles flush, but the younger man doesnât drop his eyes. He just stares steadily back at Derek with his hand still softly cupping the top of Maggieâs head. Derek already knows that he, himself, loves Maggie. He thinks heâs loved her from the moment Deaton led him back through the clinic and heâd walked over to her incubator. The weak scent of cub thick in the room as sheâd struggled just to survive. Heâd reached inside and placed his hand on her round little belly, offering her an alphaâs scent and comfort, and sheâd opened her eyes. Heâs been a goner ever since. He just didnât expect anyone else to fall as hard as he had.
Apparently, heâd been wrong and really he should have realized. Stiles has been ever present and fiercely protective from the second he laid eyes on her. It has become apparent in the years theyâve known each other that while Stiles is cautious to love, once he chooses to love someone thereâs no one more loyal. Derek is abruptly, overwhelmingly grateful that Maggie has him in her corner.
He reaches out the arm not cradling Maggie and grips Stilesâs shoulder. âShe knows.â
Stiles nods and Derek can see his adamâs apple bob. âWe should get out there or weâll miss it.â Stiles says taking a step back and glancing to the window.
Derek turns to the door, but then stops and looks back to Stiles. âYou want to carry her down?â
The answering smile is blinding as Stiles steps forward and gathers the now sleeping cub from Derek. Thereâs a moment when Derekâs arm is pressed against Stilesâs chest as they transfer her over and he looks up to find Stiles staring back at him. They both freeze, faces scant inches apart. Derek glances down then back up and says softly. âYou know, sheâs incredibly lucky to have you.â
A small, private smile pulls at the corners of Stilesâs mouth. âYouâre going to be a great dad, Derek.â HIs gaze is intense where itâs meeting Derekâs and the warmth blossoming over his skin isnât just from Stilesâs arm pressing into his stomach from under Maggieâs bottom or the heat radiating from the cub herself.
Maggie shifts and grunts and they both jerk their gazes back to her with little huffs of laughter. Derek disentangles his arm leaving their cub resting against Stilesâs chest. He turns and makes it all the way down the staircase when the thought stops him dead in his tracks.
Their cub.
Heâd just thought of Maggie as if she belonged to both of them. Derek and Stiles. Like theyâll be raising her together. Something molten unfurls in his belly, pulls at his insides and he has to reach out and grasp the bannister to keep from stumbling. He turns to see Stiles still about halfway up the stairs, Maggie clasped securely in his arms. Heâs rearranged her so that sheâs upright with her head tucked under his chin with one strong forearm snug under her bottom and his other hand pressed against her back. Heâs whispering to her about all the things sheâll get to see outside and how her pack canât wait to scent her and welcome her. How sheâll always be protected and loved because he and her daddy will always love her and would never let anything happen to her.
Stiles stops just a couple steps above him and asks, âYou ok, man? You kinda look like youâve seen a ghost.â
âStiles.â The word comes out raw and so weighted heâs surprised it doesnât bear him down to the floor.
Somehow, Stiles seems to understand, even though Derek barely does, and takes the last two steps giving Derek that soft little smile again and taking his hand from Maggieâs back to pat Derekâs chest as he walks by.
Once Derek collects himself and reaches the porch, he finds Stiles standing at the bottom of the steps still cradling Maggie with all the pack surrounding them, each taking turns to run their hands against the back of Maggieâs head down to the tiny bit of neck left exposed between her cap and jacket.
After each of them have taken a turn, Stiles lowers his face to the side of her head and presses the lightest of kisses against her cheek whispering, âI love you my little wolf.â
Derekâs heartbeat triples. When Stiles lifts his gaze to Derek, the alpha moves in close and wraps one arm around Stilesâs waist pulling him close and running his other hand over Maggie from the top of her head down to one tiny foot. He looks Stiles in the eye, but he can still see the half shocked, half smug expressions of the pack around them. He tilts his head, resting his forehead against Stilesâs temple, and quietly asks, âYouâre sure?â Â
Stiles simply turns his head and presses a warm, chaste kiss against Derekâs mouth.
Derek grins into it before he drops his head back and howls. The betas join in before the last echoes fade and then theyâre all jumping and whooping with joy.
âDerek!â Stiles says and jabs an excited elbow into his ribs.
Derek looks down to see little golden beta orbs gazing at him. Maggieâs eyes are open wide and sheâs making a little grunting âuh-uhâ sound and squirming against Stilesâs chest. He lets his eyes bleed alpha red and scoops her up, carefully cradling her head, and presses his face to hers while a pleased rumble boils up out of his chest. Â
âThis is your pack, Margaret Laura Stilinski-Hale and weâre so happy to have you.â Derek tells her. She coos at him and he presses kisses all over her face before passing her to Scott who is dancing around beside him like heâll die if he doesnât get to hold her soon. As soon as sheâs in Scottâs arms the others converge on them and Derek takes a step back to where Stiles is wiping his eyes on his shirt sleeve.
âOkay?â Derek asks him as he pulls him close and buries his face in the side of Stilesâs throat like heâs ached to do for ages.
A wet laugh bubbles up out of Stiles as he clings to Derek. âPerfect.â
I saw idle speculation about how many themes could be fitted into one fic, so I give you 8 (9 if we include the wildcard): Â (SBWILDCARD1,) SBHP, SBMAGICSTILES, SBFERAL, SBALPHA, SBSHIFTEDDEREK, SBBAMFSTILES, SBREDHOOD, SBCOMFORT
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âAw, câmon!â Stiles said. âItâs not even that believable! I mean, really, a Hogwarts student somehow gets bitten by a werewolf and goes full-on feral wolfman and now spends his days snacking on wayward students? Donât get me wrong, it makes for a great campfire tale, butââ
âYou do know itâs not a legend, right?â Allison cut in.
ââCourse it is,â Scott said, confused. âWe all heard it as first years. Itâs tradition to scare the little kids with it. Donât they tell it down in the Slytherin dorms too?â
Allison rolled her eyes and dragged herself properly upright, dislodging Scottâs arm much to his disappointment. âSure they do, but thatâs not what I meant,â she said. âI mean, itâs not just a scary story. Itâs true.â
Stiles tossed a decorative red and gold throw pillow at her, which she caught with her stupidly good quidditch player reflexes. âGet out of here!â he said. âItâs just a stupid myth made up to keep students out of the woods. Which, by the way, I have gone snooping in many a time, and I have never seen even a hint of any mutant werewolf slavering for a victim.â
âIâm telling you, Stiles, it actually happened,â Allison said, and she really did look like she believed it. Usually when she was pulling his leg about something, she had a hard time keeping her grin under control, but she looked perfectly earnest now as she leaned forward, elbows on her knees. âIt wasnât exactly the way the story gets told,â she allowed, âbut he really is out there.â
âThe monster?â Scott asked, and really, a tried and true Gryffindor like him had no right sounding that spooked by the mere possibility.
âHe really was a student,â Allison insisted. âA Hufflepuff named Derek Hale.â
âAre you daft?â The question is asked in a harsh tone, one that Stiles is used to hearing from his father or his instructors, not a random stranger. âWhat were you thinking, hanging about in the rain like that?â
A small cloth is thrown at his chest while the man storms around the shop, continuing to mutter under his breath about how stupid Stiles must be. When he turns back with a glare, Stiles almost shrinks away from the anger in the manâs eyes. âWere you trying to catch your death?â
Stiles watches him bustle around for a drawn out moment, trying to gather his bearings. He had been minding his own business, enjoying the way that the cool summer rain felt on his skin, when he had been yanked inside the blacksmith shop against his will. If anyone has a right to be angry, itâs him. But the man is acting as if Stiles brutally insulted him. Finally he asks, âWhy do you care so much anyway? It was just a little rain, no harm in that.â
He knows that heâs said something wrong when he sees the way that the man reacts. His body freezes, becoming ridged for a moment before he turns around. Where he had been angry and concerned since he pulled Stiles in off of the street, now he regarded him with a completely blank expression. The change has Stiles reeling back. âYouâre right.â All emotion has bled from his voice, leaving it a toneless, monotonous drawl. âI shouldnât have interrupted your fun.â The last word is spat in his direction.
Stiles tried to backtrack. âNo, no. Iâm sorry. You were kind enough to look out for a random stranger, and Iâve repaid your concern by questioning that. My apologies.â
The manâs body freezes again. This time he stops and examines Stiles closely for a drawn out moment that makes the younger man squirm before his muscles unclench. âIâm sorry too. For getting so mad. I assume that youâre not from around here, so it would make sense that you see no threat from the storm.â The man swipes at his face and tries to explain. âThe freezing water may feel refreshing at first, but all too quickly the cold can seep into your bones. Iâve watched too many people be taken by illnesses brought on from the rain, warriors much larger than yourself who didnât think that a little water could do them much harm.â
Stilesâ mind reels with the new information. He always knew that it was ill advised to spend a lot of time in the rain, but he was never allowed to play in it. He had just been happy for the opportunity, not considering the consequences in the slightest. His dad would be so upset with him.
One thing sticks in his mind, and he looks up at the man in surprise. âWait, you said you watched many warriors fall? Youâre a soldier?â If this man is a soldier, even if he isnât part of the guard Elite, Stilesâ identity and mission in town is compromised. He takes a small step back towards the door, almost willing to risk the rain if it means escape, but the manâs mouth just quirks into a smile, one that is anything but friendly.
âNot anymore. Itâs been many years since anyone has called me that.â
Stiles feels himself relax. Though there is still a slight risk of exposure, he has not given any indication that he knows who Stiles is. Perhaps if he did, the man would be more reluctant to yell at him. He wants to ask more questions about the strangerâs involvement in the Kingâs military, but he can see how tense heâs becoming waiting for Stilesâ response, so he lets it go. âWell thank you, for looking out for me when you could have left me alone to the stormâs fate. Itâs true, this is the first time that Iâve come to the city, and unfortunately Iâm not aware of all of its risks.â
This smile is softer, more genuine. âMy name is Derek. I own this shop.â
âYouâre a blacksmith?â Stilesâ attention is caught. He steps closer eagerly, excited by this news. âThatâs amazing! Iâve never met a blacksmith before! Obviously, Iâve read books about the craft, but Iâve never known someone who is actually skilled in it. Do you work while itâs raining? Can I watch?â He blinks. âOh, and my name is Stiles.â
Derekâs eyebrows are raised in surprise. Stiles feels his cheeks heat. âSorry. I-uh. I tend to get a little over-excited sometimes.â He thinks about all the people who have avoided him because of it, because they were overwhelmed with the pace that his brain worked sometimes. Thank goodness for Scott, who never walked away from one of his tangents, letting Stiles work out whatever he was thinking verbally without backlash. Sure, sometimes Scott would just tune him out, but at least he never walked away.
Derek shakes in head, still looking surprised, but then a smile teases the corner of his lips. âNo, I wonât work during the storm. But, Iâd be willing to answer some of your questions, if youâd like.â Stiles nods his head quickly, excited for the opportunity. The smile widens. âCome on then, letâs get somewhere warmer to wait out the rain.â
Stiles scrambles after him without stopping to consider whether or not itâs a good idea. Heâs used to having to over analyze everyoneâs intentions, but thereâs something about Derek and the way that he carries himself that puts Stilesâ guard down. Scott would smack him upside the head if he knew, but Scott also thinks that heâs reckless, so heâs used to it.
Derek leads him through a door at the back of the shop that opens on a modest living area. He gestures for him to have a seat, then moves to tend the fire without a word. Settling into a spot at the table, Stiles watches him bustle around the area with interest.
He canât help but feel lucky being allowed to watch. Growing up, he never had much time to watch people do their jobs. Sure, he made a habit of hanging around the kitchen with the staff there, learning about how and why they did things a certain way, but itâs different with Derek. He moves with relaxed ease through the small area, mindless of the turmoil raging outside and of Stilesâ watchful gaze. As he stokes the flames, his hands are sure and steady, each movement deliberate but also soft in a way where Stiles expected something harsh. Stiles is captivated by the confidence he portrays in such a simple task.
Derek glances at Stiles from over his shoulder. âYou hungry?â
He thinks about the question for a moment before shaking his head. Sure, he can feel the hunger gnawing at his stomach, but he doesnât want to impose anymore than he already has. Derek narrows his eyes and stares at him for a moment before ladling something out of the large pot handing over the fire into two bowls. As he moves back to the table, he picks up a loaf of bread, then passes one of the bowls to Stiles.
âI said I wasnât hungry,â he mutters, inhaling the smell of the stew deeply.
Derek settles into the seat across from him. âYou were lying.â He meets his gaze briefly, holding his attention. âI was a soldier, remember. Now, eat up.â
Although the stew isnât what Stiles is used to, itâs delicious. He shovels spoonful after spoonful into his mouth feeling greedy, but Derek doesnât seem to mind. He gets done before Derek, but lets him finish his food before bombarding him with questions. As promised, Derek answers every one without complaint, pouring them both a cup of tea when it becomes obvious that Stiles is only getting started.
Sometime during their discussion, the rain stops. Stiles notices it immediately, sending his companion a concerned look. He doesnât want to be kicked out now that the storm is over. The conversation has turned from questions about blacksmithing, to general discussion about the town and the life Derek lives, and Stiles doesnât want to stop it. At his concerned glance, Derek just smiles slightly, pours himself some more tea, and settles in to continue their conversation.
And Stiles is so pleased. Derek gives him his undivided attention, which is something the he isnât used to. Even in the castle, itâs hard for people not to get annoyed with his incessant jabbering. His teachers want to encourage his questions, but even they become overwhelmed by his curiosity. Scott too has learned to drone out Stilesâ rants. But Derek doesnât tap out. He doesnât yell at him for talking too much, or kick him out of the shop. Instead he listens closely, patiently explains his answers, and then listens more when they make Stiles go off on another tangent. When Stiles manages to make Derek laugh for the first time, he preens at the accomplisment.
What finally interrupts their discussion is the door of the shop being opened and a masculine voice calling out, âDerek? You here?â
The open expression on the older manâs face closes up as he calls out, âIn the back.â Derek sends Stiles a apologetic look, at which Stiles shrugs.
Moments later, a large black man enters the room. He eyes Stiles suspiciously, before shrugging and setting down into one of the empty chairs.
âThe fields survived the storm,â the man reports, reaching over and tearing off a piece of the bread without asking. âI wasnât sure that they were going too, but they did. Every single one.â
Derekâs face relaxes again. âThatâs good. Youâll have enough wheat to sell then?â
The man smiles brightly. âMore than enough. Iâve just finalized the paperwork for the shop too, so itâs actually mine.â His laughter is boisterous. âCan you believe itâs finally going to happen?â
He laughs, slapping the stranger on the back. âErica is one lucky lady, my friend. You will make a fine husband, Boyd.â
âI think Iâm the lucky one, Derek. Sheâs-. You know that Iâve been in love with her for a long time.â
âI know. And I know you wanted to wait until you had enough money to take over the bakery, even though she would have married you before then.â
The man, Boyd, laughs again. âYes, I know. But I wanted to be able to provide a good life for her. Now I can.â
Derek claps him on the back again, then turns and introduces Stiles, who was starting to feel out of place. Heâs still considering how he can excuse himself when Boyd offers him a tight handshake and a bright smile. âItâs good to meet you, Stiles. Anyone who can get passed Derekâs gruff shell is good in my books.â
Derek rolls his eyes, but he offers Stiles a warm smile and the prince wants nothing more than to stay at his side.
Itâs that thought that has him up and moving. âI should get going,â he mutters, trying to will his blush away. âThank you for letting me wait out the storm with you, Derek. And for not throwing me out when I asked all those questions. And, uh. Congratulations, Boyd. It sounds like you have a lot to celebrate.â
When he makes a move to leave, Derek rises and follows him into the shop. âIâm not kicking you out you knowâ he tells him. âJust because Boyd is here, that doesnât mean that you have to go.â
Stiles smiles, meeting the older manâs gaze. âYeah, I know. But my brother is probably freaking out because he canât find me. Besides, you should celebrate with your friend.â
Derek raises one of his hands to rub at the scruff on his jaw. âIf youâre still curious about what I do, you can stop by tomorrow morning when Iâm working and see for yourself everything I told you.â
A bright smile tugs at his lips. âIâll be here.â
Even with the promise of tomorrow, Stiles doesnât want to leave. Heâs sure that he imagines Derek standing at the shopâs window, watching him walk away.
âââ
Scott freaks out when he gets back to the inn. He had been about ready to go to the Guard when Stiles turned up.
âStiles! You canât just disappear like that, especially when I canât go out and look for you.â His hair is messed up, evidence that he had been nervously tugging at the locks for hours. âWe should go back to the castle.â
The prince glares at his friend. âWeâre not going back, Scott. I know that I worried you, but I was promised a week out here, and thatâs what Iâm going to get. Soon enough everyone will know who I am and I wonât have this type of freedom anymore. You promised we would attend the summer festival.â
Scott groans, trying to get him to see reason. âYes, but that was before-.â
Stiles throws up his hands. âBefore what? I already apologized for worrying you, but it couldnât be helped. Derek wasnât about to let me out in the rain, and besides, I thought you would be happy I was taking care of myself for once.â
âItâs not about the rain!â He tugs at the shirt Stiles has clenched in his hands. âThis is reckless! We hardly know anything about this place and how dangerous it is. A random person let you into their home because the rain could turn deadly, something we had no idea about, and then you and I were separated for several hours. What if something had happened to you!â
Stiles clamps his jaw tight and stands up straighter. âScott, I am not going back to the castle. I understand that youâre freaked out, but I am not going back. There are too many things that I want to do this week, things that I will do, so stop trying to convince me otherwise. Weâll just have to be more careful about getting separated.â He can tell that Scott wants to argue, but he bites back his comments.
âFine. But if you go missing like that for hours again, I will go to the guard, I swear.â
Stiles shrugs, smiling brightly. âFine, if it will make you feel better.â Now that Scott is actively trying to get him to pack everything up, Stiles finishes changing into his bedclothes, then falls onto the mattress. He smiles up at the ceiling. âTomorrow, weâre going to the blacksmithâs shop first thing.â
Scott groans, but Stiles ignores him and closes his eyes.
âââ-
The market square is bustling with people when Stiles and Scott stumble outside in the morning, but Stiles knows where heâs going and he leads his best friend through them with confidence. Scott hadnât seemed too pleased by the prospect of spending their morning watching a blacksmith work, but Stiles isnât taking his lack of interest as a deterrent as he winds through the streets.
When they arrive, there is a small crowd gathering at the front of his shop despite the blistering heat. Several young women, each of them dressed in garb nicer than a trip to the blacksmith requires, cluster around the table where Derek is bent over and working. Stiles pushes past them, ignoring the dirty looks they shoot his way, in order to get a better view.
As if sensing him in the audience, Derek glances away from his work, scanning the crowd until his eyes catch on Stiles. His lips twitch, almost unnoticeable, with a hint of a smile. In response, Stiles feels himself beam.
Itâs captivating, watching Derek put into practice what he had been explaining to Stiles the day before. Being able to recognize the process is exciting in a way that goes over Scottâs head, and it makes Stiles want to stand there all day. It doesnât help that the strength in Derekâs arms, which had only been hinted at before, is on full display as he works, and that every so often Derek will look up and smile upon finding Stiles rooted in the same spot.
After about an hour of standing in the early morning heat, Scott leaves Stilesâ side (with clear instructions to stay put) in order to find them breakfast. Stiles hardly notices him leaving though. Sometime later, Derek puts his work aside to take orders and conduct business. Stiles watches as several people step forward to pickup completed orders, ranging from a collection of horseshoes, an elaborate lighting fixture, and (for a soldierâs order), one large broadsword which Stiles can is a piece of true craftsmanship.
Soon enough, there is a lull in people approaching Derek. He uses that time to move to Stilesâ side. âYou shouldnât stand in the sun too long,â he begins. âYour skin is already turning pink.â
Stiles flushes at the comment, already aware how the color will stand out against his pale skin. âWell if I burn, itâs your fault,â he states in response, enjoying the way that Derekâs lips curl up.
âI never said you had to come and stand in the sun for hours watching me do buisness. Youâve done that on your own.â
Stiles rolls his eyes. âPlease, you knew as well as I did that I was going to show up today.â
Derek tilts his head, perhaps in agreement, and then mutters, âWell if youâre going to stand out here and continue watching me, at least move over here.â Curling one warm hand around Stilesâ bicep, Derek tugs him over to a little grove alongside his shop. The space is shaded, with a large barrel that acts as a perch.
All too aware of Derekâs grip on his arm, Stiles jokes, âWhat is it with you protecting me from the weather?â
Extraordinarily, the tips of Derekâs ears blush red. âShut up and sit down,â he says in response, dropping his hand and turning away. âI have some repairs to finish before the next rush.â
Stiles reaches out unconsciously, gently pressing his fingers against Derekâs back. âThank you.â
Itâs a simple enough statement, but Derek smiles softly at it as though it were a gift. When he takes his station back at his bench, Scott falls onto the barrel at Stiles side.
There is an uncomfortable pause, and then Stiles asks, âhow much of that did you see?â
Scott shakes his head. âAll of it. Stiles-.â
âI know.â And, really, he does. âScott, I know.â
All that Scott does in response is sigh, too deep, and pass him a thick slice of bread, settling in beside his friend to watch Derek work.
âââ
âHave you ever been to a festive before?â The question startles Stiles out of his daze. When he turns, Erica smiles over at him with a predatory expression. Stiles had had the great pleasure of meeting Boydâs fiancĂŠ the day he went to watch Derek work. She had come by to tell Derek that Boyd had (finally) proposed, and seemed to recognize Stiles instantly. Ignoring Derek and the purpose of the visit entirely, she had pulled herself up to sit beside Stiles and Scott, and talked with them until Stiles couldnât deny their friendship. Not that he would. As fiery as she is, Stiles bonded with her quickly, goading her until she gave up stories about Derek in his younger years. Derek, aware of the stories that they were sharing, shook his head at them and joked that their friendship would be bad for his health. Scott had watched each exchange with a frown that kept deepening.
Stiles understands. He knew that he was in trouble when he left Derekâs shop that first day, knew that it would only get worse if he spent more time with the older man. He didnât need Scott to remind him of his station, or to point out that he was falling quickly into a deep hole of captivation that would rival the feelings he had for a certain redhead many years ago. But being around Derek, getting to know Boyd, becoming friends with Erica and her brother Isaac, it all meant more to Stiles than he had expected it would. And now, here he is on the last night outside the castle, trying to find a way to be excited about finally seeing the summer festival that heâs been dreaming about for years. Instead heâs caught in thoughts of saying goodbye.
Erica jabs his side and answers her own question with a sharp smile. âObviously you havenât. Normally festivals are times to be happy, but you look like youâve lost something precious youâll never get back.â
He tries to force a smile for her, but all he can think about is how soon their friendship will be over. âScott and I will be leaving after the festival,â he explains. When looking at her open expression becomes too much for him, he looks back into the crowd. In the city square, people are dancing merrily under strings of lanterns, a jubilant celebration of the summer solstice and everything to come. Drink flows freely, conversations of business have been put on hold for the night as everyone takes the time to have fun. Truly, it is a glorious sight. âI donât want to leave.â
She steps close enough to him that she can hook her chin over his shoulder and relax into his back. The casual touches that the people in the village exchange had startled Stiles at first. For several years, the only person comfortable enough to lean into him casually has been Scott. But all of the new friends that heâs made have been so open with it.
Of course, they donât know who he really is, so Stiles guesses that their comfort makes sense.
âSo donât go.â She says it like itâs the simplest thing in the world. âYou have no apprenticeships to go back to, and thereâs plenty of opportunity here to take advantage of.â
âI wish it was that simple.â She pulls back and steps in front of him so that he canât avoid her gaze.
âYouâre young, Stiles. Figuring out how to make your own way comes with growing up. I think youâre just making it too complicated. I mean, look at Scott. He seems to be having a good time, not worried about what tomorrow will bring.â Sure enough, Scott is out on the dance floor, twirling a pretty girl named Kira around with a smile like the sun. âIf youâre so worried about tomorrow, stop thinking about it and enjoy tonight. If this is your last night here for a while, donât you want to make it count for something?â Her smile gets sharper and she reaches out to shove him. Not expecting it, he stumbles back into a warm body. Erica winks at him and then shimmies off to find her fiancĂŠ.
Heâs not surprised when he turns around and sees Derek standing behind him, but he is surprised by how soft the older man looks. Although it was easy for Stiles to get under Derekâs shell after the day they spent together waiting out the rain, he has never looked so warm. Stiles canât help how his whole body relaxes under Derekâs palms.
âWas she giving you a hard time,â he asks, helping Stiles steady himself.
His response is a snort. âWhen is she not.â
The smile that flits over Derekâs lips is all warmth. âYeah, sheââs good for that. It just means that she likes you.â
His heart pangs. He has to turn away. âYeah.â
Gently, Derek reaches out and touches his elbow, a question. Stiles shrugs and repeats what he had told Erica. âI donât want to leave.â
The grip he has tightens almost uncomfortably. Stiles canât look at him, doesnât want to know if he looks indifferent at the prospect of Stiles leaving, or upset that heâll be gone. Stiles canât decide which would make him feel worse.
Instead they stand side by side for a while, watching the merriment that continues on around them without a care.
âYou should join them,â Derek says finally, inclining his head at the dancers. Stiles can see Ericaâs mess of blond hair, Boydâs unburdened look of adoration, Scottâs mouth open with laughter. It makes him feel warm, seeing the people that he cares about look so free. Just like that, he unhinges his worry, allowing himself to consider everything that Erica had said. Even though he has to leave in the morning, he still has tonight for memories. After all, when he leaves and returns to the castle, everything changes. Eventually, the friends that heâs made with figure out who he is and that he was lying to them. Derek will know that he was a fraud.
But for tonight, he wants to be selfish.
His hand blindly seeks for Derekâs, and then he turns and answers his questioning gaze with a bright smile. âCome on then. You can teach me this dance.â
Derek scoffs, but allows himself to be dragged forward. They pass Isaac on their way to the dancers, and he cheers for them with a sharp grin. Stiles rolls his eyes at him but doesnât stop tugging Derek forward until theyâre pressed closed together in the center of the square.
The steps of the dance are easy to pick up. It helps that Stiles has already been schooled in the art of dance, enough to know how to follow the rhythm with his body. Other dancers welcome the new pair with bright smiles, not batting an eye that they are both men, and Stiles revels in being able to act so carefree. For one dance, he twirls Erica around, and for another, Scott jokingly takes his hand, but Stiles always comes back to Derek. And itâs so easy, falling in line with him, allowing warm hands to clutch at his hips without worrying about whether or not the action is proper, enjoying the way that heâs allowed to curl his body close to Derekâs as they move in time.
Itâs the most fun that Stiles has had in much too long, made better by every unbidden laugh that escapes Derekâs lips before he can bite it back. A part of him knows that heâs risking too much of himself, that he should step back and politely tell Derek goodbye so that leaving will be easier. But when Derek pulls him away from the dancers and the brightly lit square, presses him back against the nearest building, and covers him with his body, Stiles lets himself fall.
Kissing has always been one of Stilesâ favorite things to do, though he has not had too much experience himself. There is something so intimate about sharing breath with another person, allowing oneself to open under them and delight in the closeness.
Kissing Derek is something else though, like nothing Stiles has ever experienced. Itâs like being consumed and welcoming the consumption. Stiles presses in against Derekâs body almost desperately, brings his hands up to clutch at his hair, and holds on tight. In turn, Derekâs grip on his hips is strong enough to leave bruises. There is the faint taste of spiced wine on his tongue and a hint of the honeyed tart that they shared earlier, and Stiles chases the taste until Derek pulls back, panting and blurry eyed.
Immediately he buries his face into the curve of Stiles neck while he takes gulping breaths. Stiles relaxes his grip, but keeps his hands buried in his companionâs hair, carding his fingers through the locks.
Eventually, Derek presses a kiss against the tendons in Stilesâ neck, and steps back. He keeps his eyes downcast when he apologizes. âIâm sorry, for-.â Stopping to clear his throat, he briefly meets Stiles bewildered gaze. âIâm sorry.â
Stiles feels the apology like a splash of cold water. He reaches for Derek before he has a chance to run away completely. âNo, what? What are you apologizing for?â
He watches as Derek swallows. âI just-. It wasnât proper of me to kiss you like that. I didnât even ask if you wanted to before-.â
Stiles laughs, albeit a little hysterically, and pulls Derek closer. âTrust me, I wasnât complaining.â
They fall together almost helplessly, with kisses just as sharp as the ones before, and just as desperate.
When Derek pulls back again, Stiles silently commends his strength for being able to pull away, all the while cursing him for allowing any space to separate them. This time though, he doesnât move very far.
âStiles,â he says his name like it weighs so much. âYou leave tomorrow.â
It makes Stiles sigh deeply. He pulls his body away from Derekâs, cursing the distance but allowing it all the same. Something hollow pangs in his chest. He ignores it. âI know. Youâre right.â
Derek growls, running one hand through his hair. âItâs not that I donât want to,â he tries to explain, oblivious to the fact that heâs making Stilesâ feel worse, not better. He looks like he wants to close the distance between them, but hold himself back. âBut I canât be with you, and then lose you. It isnât fair.â
None of this is fair, Stiles wants to say. He wants to whine, curse the world for allowing him to find a connection only to be forced to cut it off without allowing the exploration of their possibility. It most definitely isnât fair that Derek doesnât even really know the person that he wants to kiss.
Where is seemed like a harmless game before, masquerading as a commoner to see the festival, now it just makes Stiles feel dirty. âI should go.â
Derek makes a hurt sound and tries to reach for him, but Stiles evades. âI donât want you to,â he says, clutching empty hands.
Stiles just shakes his head, trying to bury the sadness choking him. âI donât have a choice.â He shrugs one shoulder, trying to act like his stomach isnât cutting itself to strips. âBesides, you said it yourself, itâs not fair to drag this out.â
Suddenly, Derekâs eyebrows rise up and he looks almost frantic. âStiles, I-.â
âIt was a pleasure making your acquaintance, Derek Hale.â When Derek flinches back Stiles allows his voice to soften. And it isnât fair to add it, not to either of them, but heâs already established his selfishness so he mutters, âOut of everyone here, I will miss you the most.â
He runs away before he has a chance to see Derekâs expression crumple. On his way back through the square, he runs straight into Erica and Boyd. The blond gives him a startled look which quickly becomes concerned.
âStiles? But I thought-.â
âWe saw you leave with Derek,â Boyd explains, glancing over his shoulder as if waiting for the man in question to show up.
âIâm glad I got to meet both of you,â he says. âI know that you will have a wonderful marriage.â
âStiles.â Erica sounds alarmed.
He shakes his head at her and smiles sadly. âIf you see Scott, will you please let him know Iâve gone back to our room. And tell your brother that I am pleased to call him a friend.â Gripping her hands tightly, Stiles kisses both of her cheeks. Turning to Boyd, he offers a handshake that turns into a tight hug.
âTake care of yourself,â Boyd tells him as he walks away. He forces a smile for both of them, then hurries through the crowd to get away.
âââ
They meet up with the guard in the morning, early enough that the town is still asleep. Scott offers Stiles a sad smile as they begin their trip back to the castle, but keeps his mouth shut, giving Stiles time to himself. For most of the journey, the prince tries not to think about the people heâs leaving behind. Itâs hard, when images of each one of them flicker in his mindâs eye like beacons, Derek most of all. It only took a week for them to find a place in his heart that he didnât even know was empty. And Derek-.
He presses one hand against his chest as they ride through the gates. His father is standing with the guard, a smile pulling his lips up. âDid you have a nice time,â he greets, sounding fond.
Stiles nods, dismounting to stand beside the king. âYes. Thank you for allowing me the freedom.â
John runs a hand through his sonâs hair. âGood, Iâm glad. Now, get changed. Iâll have Mia start breakfast.â He must see something in Stilesâ expression, because his smile falls. âStiles? Did something happen?â
He fakes a laugh. âNot a thing.â John waves off his guard and leads Stiles inside.
âYou know,â he begins as they walk. âYouâre a lot like your mother. She was stubborn, and kind hearted, and just a little reckless. And, like you, I could always tell when she was lying. When Stiles looks back at his father, surprised that he brought up the late queen, the kingâs eyes are glistening with amusement. âIf you donât want to tell me, then thatâs fine. But donât think youâre getting away with the lie. I know you better than that.â
Moments like this, Stiles is grateful for his father. John may be king, and he may take those duties seriously, but he is so dedicated to being a good father. Instead of pushing Stiles onto his tutors and neglecting him, their relationship has always been a strong one.
Itâs what makes Stiles open his mouth and state, âI met some people while I was in town, and even though I was only there just over a week, they mean a lot to me. Leaving them behind was hard.â
Johnâs mouth pinches down in a frown. âDid you tell them who you are?â Stiles shakes his head. âI see.â Thereâs a drawn out pause, during which Stiles grows reckless with waiting. Instead his fatherâs mouth quirks up the slightest bit. âThere was someone in particular you met, wasnât there?â
Stiles startles back. âYou canât possibly read me that well,â he grumbles, ignoring the way that his fatherâs delighted laughter makes him flush.
âSon, I know you better than you do. And trust me when I tell you, you may have your motherâs mischievous and curious nature, but I recognize that lovelorn look from long days watching myself in the mirror, fretting over whether or not I was good enough for the woman I loved.â He pats his sonâs back, continuing the walk down the corridor. âWho are they?â Stilesâ response is a grumble. âYou could tell them the truth you know. Someone of your station is guaranteed your throne no matter who you fall in love with, and all your mother and I ever wanted was for you to be be able to find love on your own.â
âItâs only been one week,â he exclaims, his heart racing at the prospect of what John is saying. âI hardly know him, and definitely not enough to offer him the place at my side.â
The king doesnât seem surprised by the male pronoun. Instead he just laughs and gives his son a side-eyed look. âThereâs no rush for marriage, you know that. I was merely pointing out that it is okay for you to like someone who isnât of noble blood. And liking them doesnât have to mean anything more than getting to know more about them.â He pulls them to a stop again outside of his chambers. âStiles, your friends will find out who you are. Your coronation is coming up, and it is an inevitability. That doesnât have to change the connections that youâve made. Invite them personally to attend the events. Give them a chance to get to know the royal you as well as the person buried underneath.â
He turns to go, but before Stiles can walk away, John adds, âAnd remember, you havenât yet invited anyone to accompany you to the coronation ball. Perhaps your someone would like the opportunity.â
The walk back to his rooms seems to take forever. A jumbled mess of the words his father said dance around in his head, each vying for attention. As soon as heâs cleaned up, instead of heading directly down to the dining room, he heads down to the barracks and calls for an audience with one of his favorite soldiers.
Jordan Parrish, only a few years Stilesâ elder, is a hard worker that is loyal to a fault. But he treats Stiles like a person and not just a prince, which Stiles appreciates.
âYou want me to go get a new sword made?â The question is full of amusement.
Stiles scoffs at it. âI didnât say you, necessarily. I just happened to notice this blacksmith while I was in town. His work was beautiful. One of the soldiers in Cordinâs command had a broadsword made, and it was impressive enough that I thought I would recommend the shop to you. And then, if you feel so inclined, you might share the information with the others.â
Jordan laughs, throwing the rag the had been cleaning his hands on over one shoulder. âYou know, when I was younger, I trained alongside many people, but there was this one man that I was friends with. He was a good soldier, steady and dedicated. Quickly he rose in ranks, but he never forgot about the friend he had made before he got noticed by the others, and he helped me foster myself in this role instead of seeing it as a competition and tossing me to one side.â
He swallows, already seeming to know where this is going. âWhat happened to him?â
âHe got tired of death, tired of burying his friends. When his older sister got pregnant with her firstborn, he handed in his resignation and moved into town. Heâs a blacksmith now, working humbly, enjoying the change of pace.â His smile is slow. âBut perhaps you already know that.â
Huffing, Stiles wrings his hands. âI just want to make sure that he does well.â
Jordan laughs again. âMy Prince, Derek does well enough. He is happy with what he has. But, if it will please you, I will mention his business to some of the others. I know that many of them are in need of new weaponry.â His smile becomes something softer, more fond. âYou know, amongst the soldiers, Derek is a legend. They know him as the Wolf, a nickname that he got when we were still young. To them he is a ruthless commander who never hesitates or backs away from a fight. The reality of it is that Derek is just a man. He is nothing to be afraid of. I will tell them about his shop.â
Stiles feels himself flush, thanks Jordan for his time, and then heads back inside. Despite the hunger making his stomach growl in protest, he has one more thing to do before he can eat.
âI would like this to be delivered to Vernon Boyd, owner of the Loaf bakery in the city.â
Greenberg looks away from the wrapped gift in surprise. âYour Highness, this is a gift befitting a monarch. You would like me to-.â
âDeliver it to Vernon Boyd. He just got engaged to an amazing woman, and I want to make sure that they are congratulated accordingly.â
Flapping like a fish, Greenberg watches Stiles as if trying to decide whether or not he is joking. When Stiles keeps his expression steely and serious, he nods and makes note. âI will see that it is done today, Your Highness.â
Expression breaking into one of pleasure, Stiles reaches out and casually pats Greenbergâs on the back, ignoring his wide-eyed look of surprise. âThank you. There is one more thing. There is no need to let them know where this gift is coming from.â
âI-. Are you sure?â
âIndeed. There is a note wrapped in the parcel. It will explain everything.â
âOf course, Your Highness.â
Feeling pleased, Stiles finally allows himself breakfast. It isnât exactly what Stiles wants, but it is enough for now.
ââââ
âMaybe this is a bad idea,â Stiles grumbles as they approach the town.
Scott, riding at his side, laughs. âStiles, itâs fine. Youâre overthinking it.â
âWhat if theyâre mad and never want to see me again.â
âThen you will leave and not return, but Stiles, itâs not going to happen. I donât know if you met the same people that I did, but they didnât seem like the type to care about royalty.â
Tugging uselessly on one of his sleeves, Stiles scowls. The feeling of returning to town in his fancier clothes and wearing his fatherâs crest seems like too much. âThey might care that the friend they made is actually the crown prince.â
Pulling his horse to a halt, Scott dismounts. His smile is bright. âLetâs go find out.â
Stiles joins him on the ground. Butterflies roll in his stomach at the sight of the bakery. Like Derekâs shop, there is a house attached to it. Through the window he can just see Ericaâs hair. âWish me luck,â he mutters, taking the first step.
Scott, who will be going to visit Kira instead, grins bright. âTell them hello for me.â
Stiles takes a deep breath, pulls one ivory envelope from the satchel on his horse, and moves to the house. When he knocks, Boyd is the one to answer. He stares at stiles for a long moment without saying anything, taking in the wealth of his appearance. Then he grins.
âWe were just sitting down for dinner,â he announces around his smile. âPerhaps youâd like to join us?â
Stiles exhales, feeling shaky, and nods. âI would like that.â
When he is invited inside, Erica hurries to his side for a hug. She holds onto him for a long moment, before pulling back and smacking him alongside the head. âYou have some nerve,â she mutters around a smile of her own. âWhen your gift showed up, Boyd and I nearly passed out in shock.â
âYou knew it was from me?â He had signed the note with his official name, not the one that they know him by.
Boyd chuckles and puts another plate on the table. âAs soon as the new friend we had made, one of the only people to know about our engagement, leaves, we received an expressive package from a prince, who would have no way of knowing we even existed unless he had been masquerading in town in order to attend the summer festival. You can say that it was easy to put the pieces together.â
âIt helped that, all of a sudden, Derekâs shop was being invaded by members of the guard Elite, stating that they had been referred there by a friend.â
Stiles rubs the back of his head, embarrassed. He had thought he was being subtle. âYouâre not mad? I lied to you.â
Erica scoops a pile of potatoes on his plate. âYou didnât lie to us, not really. You just forgot to mention that you were the crown prince. But you befriended us honestly, gave us a part of yourself Iâm sure that others do not get the chance to see. And then when you went back to your station, you didnât forget and ignore us because we werenât rich.â
The weight on his chest lightens. âSo if I gave you official invitations to my coronation-.â He trails off, enjoying the way that Erica squeals in delight and Boyd break into laughter.
âOf course weâll go! Weâd be honored!â
Stiles laughs with them and takes a seat, the conversation turning from what all the coronation entails to other topics, light and casual and the same as if he had never left. After they finish eating, the nerves come back though. Erica picks up on it.
âStiles, are you okay?â
He shuffles uncomfortably by the front door. âI-. I have to go see Derek now.â
Her smile softens. âOh. That makes sense.â
Boyd reaches out and grips his shoulder. âIf it helps, he misses you a lot. Gods know why, all you did was jabber at him all the time.â
It helps. The three of them laugh as they see him off, Erica giving him one last hug before he goes. âIt will be okay,â she whispers in his ear. As he winds through the streets, he hopes that sheâs right.
Instead of going to his front door, Stiles goes to the shop. He knocks hard, hoping itâs enough to draw Derek out. Luckily, it is.
When he opens his mouth, face pulled into a scowl, Stiles gets to watch him freeze in surprise. Heâs just as beautiful as Stiles remembers.
âStiles.â His name is a breath. âWhat are you doing here?â
âWell. Um, I thought I should apologize for sending all of those soldiers here. Apparently, if Erica is to be believed, youâre being invaded by them. And uh, I wanted you to do well, not to overwhelm you, so Iâm sorry.â Heâs rambling. âAnd Iâm sorry for not telling you who I was. When I came to town, it was to have a chance to be a normal person before I was crowned, but then I met you and everyone else, and you all accepted me for everything that I was without question. That had never happened before, and I loved it. And you-. Oh, it was so easy to fall for you. Scott was worried, because he knew what I was feeling and that we would be leaving, and he had a right to be concerned. And when you kissed me, it felt like falling in the best way, and leaving you was so hard, but I did.â Derek is starting to look overwhelmed and more than a little concerned, but Stiles barrels on. He has to. Otherwise, heâll run away without getting the chance to fully explain.
âThen my dad mentioned that he just wanted me to be happy, no matter what, and it got me thinking, very selfishly, about how happy I was with you. That night at the festival was the best one that Iâve ever had, even though I was sad about leaving, and even though it was cut short. But it was good because you were with me, seeing me as I am, and it made me think that maybe I was too hasty in running away. But I was afraid of telling you the truth, afraid that you would feel betrayed and that you wouldnât want me anymore. My dad said that I could never know that if I didnât try, so I guess this is me trying.â
When Derek stares at him, open mouthed, Stiles thrusts the invitation against his chest, ignoring the way that his hands are shaking. âThis is an invitation to the coronation in a few weeks. I was going to ask you to come as my date, but thought maybe this would be better for you. Erica and Boyd agreed to go, so you can always go with them. Or! Or you donât have to come at all, obviously. Iâm not making you do anything.â
He backs up a few steps, trying not to stumble on his weak knees. âOkay, well I think Iâll go. Thank you, Derek. Uh, have a good night.â
Turning around, he makes to flee. A hand on his wrist drags him back. Heâs turned around, pulled against a hard chest, and is being kissed before he can understand whatâs happening. When his brain catches up, his hands are already buried in Derekâs hair, pulling at the locks, trying to get closer.
He keeps making low keening noises as Derek grips his hips. When they pull back for air, Derekâs eyes are bright. He doesnât let Stiles go.
âIâm not upset with you,â he whispers into Stilesâ mouth, kissing him again before continuing. âWhen you left that night, all I could think about was what I was letting slip through my fingers. And I did. I let you go, afraid of getting too deep and then losing you to distance. When Erica and Boyd figured out who you really were, at first I was thankful that you were gone. I thought that knowing you were royal would make everything easier. It would mean we never would have worked anyway. But I couldnât stop thinking about you, about how much I wanted you, how much I wanted to be with you.â
He rubs one hand across Stilesâ cheek, smiling softly. âAnd now youâre here, offering something I didnât think I could have. And I still want to be with you.â
Stiles lunges up to press their lips together again, greedy with the feeling of being so close. Derek tugs him backwards, into his shop and further, into his room. Stiles allows himself to be led, feeling dizzy and wanted and warm.
When Derek presses him down on the bed, blanketing him with his body, Stiles holds onto him tight.
The frenzy relaxes into something more intimate, the kisses less biting but deeper. Stiles body is a pool of warmth, mendable clay under Derekâs hands. At one point, Derek tries to pull back, tries to quell the fire burning them up. But Stiles doesnât let him get far, reassures him that everything is okay, pulls him back into the fire.
They rock together, and Stiles feel so complete, so grounded. As morning begins to break they curl up on Derekâs bed, sweat slick and satisfied. Stiles feels so much hope it threatens to break him open. And when Derek smiles gently at him and breaks into awed laughter, Stiles allows himself to relax into sleep.
âââ-
Stiles is dressed in the finest clothes he owns, an outfit designed specifically for this moment. He feels suffocated by the finery. On one side of him, his dad stands proud. On his other side, Derek is a comforting presence, dressed in an expensive suit. He looks beautiful, and if Stiles wasnât so terrified, he would be distracted with thoughts of getting him out of the suit. Instead, heâs too concerned with everything heâs about to do.
âStiles.â Derekâs voice is warm. âYouâre shaking. You need to calm down.â
âArenât you nervous at all,â he hisses in response, tugging at his sleeves. Beyond that curtain, everyone waits in anticipation for their prince, ready to welcome him, ready to look at him for guidance.
Derek smiles easy. âI have you, prince or not. Thatâs enough for me.â
Stilesâ nerves shudder and then drop, replaced by warmth and love for the man standing at his side. From the corner of his eye, he sees his dad smile wide and wipe away a few tears discreetly. Taking Derekâs hand and holding on tight, he agrees, âMe too,â as the curtains part.
âWeâve got another one,â Scott says in greeting as he approaches Stilesâ desk. His mouth is turned down in a frown.
The update makes Stiles lean back in his chair with a heavy sigh. When he got to work that morning, he had been hoping that he was going to have an easy day. He should have known better. âWhere are they?â
His best friend makes a vague gesture and replies, âAllison got him into one of the holding cells out back.â His shifts from foot to foot, a tell that heâs anxious. Stiles picks up on it immediately.
âWhatâs wrong?â
His fingers tap an unsteady rhythm on the surface of the desk. âItâs not good, Stiles. This one, heâs really gone. Thereâs hardly any awareness in his gaze. He nearly ripped Jacksonâs arm off.â
Stiles gets to his feet, having heard enough. âAlright, letâs go have a look.â Already the tattoos on his arms are humming with energy, ready to help in whatever at they can.
But Scott reaches out and grabs his elbow. âStiles, thereâs something else. Heâs an alpha.â
That makes his body lock up. Since they started working at Allisonâs familiesâ rehabilitation center for the supernatural, theyâve had a variety of feral creatures come in in need of help. But theyâve never brought an alpha to the facility before. In fact, they havenât even come into contact with an alpha since Scott and Jackson were changed in high school. That alpha was beyond help, and for the safety of the people around, Allisonâs father had to put her down. Chris took them in afterwards, helped teach them control along with the local emissaries, and then put them to work at his agency, helping creatures from all over. Stiles, who had his own Spark of magick awaken at an early age, loves being able to help others. And he loves working at the center.
But even so, the prospect of seeing another feral alpha makes his skin crawl uncomfortably. Scottâs grip tightens. âYou donât have to go, Stiles. Someone else can do his initial screening, see if heâs beyond help.â
That resolves his effort. âNo, Iâll do it.â Even though everyone that works at the rehabilitation center has been trained to work beyond their bias, alphas are rare and there are enough horror stories of them that it would be too easy for someone else to pass judgement without giving this alpha a chance. Stiles is always the first choice for dangerous creatures because he can keep calm under pressure and get accurate readings on their conditions. âLetâs go.â
Scott looks unsure, but he doesnât question his friendâs decision. Instead he clamps his jaw tight and leads the way to the holding cells, the ones that they use for the feral creatures. Stiles can hear the growling before the doors are even pulled open.
Lydia and Allison are huddled close together, staring into the only occupied cell. Lydia looks up at the sound of their approach. Her eyes are dark. âIt doesnât look good,â she says in lieu of greeting.
Stiles lets the comment roll away and peers past the plexiglass door. The werewolf is huddled in one of the corners, fangs on full display, eyes gleaming red where they once were blue. âOh shit.â
Scott catches his elbow again. âDude, you really donât have to do this, someone else can-.â
âDo you know who it is youâve caught,â Stiles breathes, mind racing with what the werewolfâs feral presence could mean for the people at the agency.
That stops Scott short. âYou know him or something?â
Lydia snorts, a harsh sound. âYou really are a terrible werewolf, Scott. Do you not pay attention to anything important in the supernatural world? Thatâs Derek Hale.â
Scott might not have been able to recognize the half-shifted werewolf, but he knows the name. Everyone, supernatural or not, knows about the Hales. He echos Stilesâ sentiment, âOh shit.â
Allison, who has remained silent during their conversation, sighs deeply. âSomeone needs to contact Mrs. Hale, let her know that we have her son.â
Stiles winces. Heâd much rather be stuck in a cell with the feral werewolf than be the one making that phone call to one of the most powerful figures in the United States. Before Stiles was born, young Talia Hale was at the forefront of the media, fighting for equality for supernatural creatures of all kinds. As the alpha of one of the biggest werewolf packs in the United States, Talia was a force to be reckoned with, and when supernatural right activists came out victorious, she graciously accepted the role as their representative in the United States government. Stiles definitely doesnât want to make that call. Luckily, thatâs not his job.
He rubs his hands together. âOkay, well, while one of you takes care of that, I have a werewolf to try and calm down.â
Lydia steps forward and places a gentle hand on his arm. Sheâs hardly ever soft with him, so it gives him pause. âStiles, maybe you should wait until his mom gets here. Heâs gone a lot farther than most of the feral wolves we bring in. It might be better for her to handle him.â
He frowns at her concern. âLyds, I understand where youâre coming from, but look at him.â Everyone turns to do just that. âWho knows how much worse this can get by the time she gets out here. Who knows how much farther he can go before-.â He trails off, not wanting to add that if it got much farther than he might not be able to turn back.
Her eyes narrow at him, then turn back to examine Derek, who bristles at the attention. She sighs deeply. âFine, but be careful. Maybe one us of should stay here. Or we should bring in one of the other mages to help you out.â
Heâs shaking her head before she can finish making the suggestion. âNo, the more people that are around, the more nervous that heâll be. Iâll be fine, Lydia. Iâve done this enough to know that I need to be cautious.â
She raises an eyebrow at that, but doesnât argue. Instead she starts ushering everyone away. âCome on, we all have a lot of work to do, and Stiles needs to get started.â
Only Scott hesitates, looking at his best friend with wide and concerned eyes. Stiles waves him on. âIâve got this, buddy. Donât worry.â
He waits until heâs alone to turn back to the feral werewolf. Derek is glaring at him and growling threateningly. Stiles rubs his hands together, calls on his magick, and opens the cell door. Immediately, Derek dashes at the open space. Stiles calmly takes a step back, and crosses his arms. The werewolf hits the mountain ash barrier and is pushed to the back of the cell looking dazed. The growling cuts off and is replaced by a low whine. Stiles steps into the cell. The barrier moves in as he walks, tightening in a circle around the werewolf.
âHello, Derek.â He kneels in front him, ignoring the growling which has started back with a vengeance. In response, the werewolf snaps his jaws. Stiles ignores the threat. âMy name is Stiles. I donât know how you got this way, but Iâm going to try my hardest to help you, okay?â A soft purple haze appears around his hands as he focuses his magick to start the assessment. Derek makes a harsh sound at the sight and sinks back against the wall, tucking his face into his shoulder. It makes Stiles frown. Normally, the sight and smell of spell-work makes feral creatures uncomfortable, but heâs never seen a reaction so full of fear. And theyâve never willingly turned away from someone they see as a threat. A feral alpha especially wouldnât leave themselves so vulnerable.
âWoah, hey. Itâs okay, I wonât hurt you.â Without considering how stupid heâs being, Stiles reaches one hand out and rubs it through Derekâs hair. The werewolf tenses under his hand, and turns to stare at him. His jaw is hanging open, fangs on full display, but he doesnât move to bite him. Instead he just watches him with a sharp expression. His pupils are still huge, leaving only a ring of red around them, and he doesnât appear to have any more control than he did before, but the curiosity is better than outright hostility.
âI just want to do a quick diagnosis to try and figure out how you got this way and how I can help fix it. Iâm not going to hurt you, I promise.â He reaches out with his other hand, crossing the barrier, and calls on his magick again. Derek whines and pulls back, even though he doesnât have anywhere to go. Instead of moving away, Stiles focuses on getting his analysis. Lowering his guard, Stiles lets the magick take over. Heâs swept into Derekâs consciousness, moves past his obvious fear and unease, and tries to find the source of what made Derek lose control and whether or not that control can be re established.
What he finds is a cloaking spell locked tight around Derekâs identity, which explains why Derek was so afraid of Stilesâ magick. Someone put a spell on Derek to make him feral, stripping him of his control and identity. It makes Stiles pull back with a frown. He runs his hand through Derekâs hair again, trying to calm him down. âWhy would someone do this to you?â Not only is it illegal to use magick against someone like that, but it also doesnât make sense that someone would want to make Derek feral. What could their purpose for that be?
He sighs, thinking about how he can break the spell. Before he can figure out what ingredients he needs, Derek moves. He wraps his hand around the wrist Stiles has buried in his hair, and tugs him forward, pulling him past the line of mountain ash and into his lap. Stiles curses at his own stupidity and closes his eyes when he feels Derekâs breath on his neck. But the werewolf doesnât bite down like he expects. Instead, with a whine, be buries his nose against Stilesâ neck.
âUm, buddy? Derek?â
The werewolf whines again, and holds his captive tighter. âOkay, gentle with Stiles! Stiles is too human to withstand werewolf strength!â He looks up at the camera positioned in the corner of the cell. âA little help here,â he calls out to it, hoping someone is paying attention enough to show up before Derek gets hungry.
Actually, the werewolf seems calmer now. When Stiles turns to look at his face, he allows the movement. There is more awareness in his expression than there was before, despite the fact that heâs obviously still feral. A plan is forming in his head when Greenberg and Scott appear at the cell door.
Stiles raises his hands quickly to keep them at bay when Derek starts growling again. âPlease donât freak out. It may not look like it, but I have everything under control here. I just need you guys to bring me some ingredients for a spell.â
Scott looks at the claws tucked too close to his best friendâs abdomen before looking at him like he thinks Stiles has finally lost it. But before he can protest, Chris walks into view behind his employees, making Stiles wince.
âHey, Boss. This-. Uh. Trust me, this looks worse than it actually is.â
The older man pinches the bridge of his nose. âHow exactly did you end up in this situation, Stiles? You know better than to get too close to feral creatures, especially werewolves. Theyâre dangerous.â
âI know, but I needed to do his initial assessment and-.â
âThose can be done outside of a mountain ash barrier.â His eyes narrow as he sighs. âYou take too many risks, and this isnât the first time that Iâve told you that. Youâre reckless and impulsive.â
Stiles snorts. He wants to point out that this isnât exactly the right time for an employee audit. Besides, Chris should have known what he was getting when he hired Stiles. Heâs always been reckless and impulsive. Patting at Derekâs arm to try and get the werewolf to quiet down, Stiles isnât the only one surprised when it actually works. âListen, I know that it looks bad, and I know I definitely got too close, but heâs not going to hurt me. Someone used a spell to make him feral, and I need some ingredients so that I can break it.â
That stops Chrisâ rant. âWhat do you mean, someone did this to him?â
He shrugs as best he can in the werewolfâs hold. âI mean thereâs a spell binding him in this form, an intricate one too. Trauma didnât make Derek feral. Someone wanted him this way.â
âShit,â he mutters. Thereâs a long moment where Chris considers the implications of what Stiles reported. Finally, with a sigh, he turns back to his employees. âJust-. Scott, gather whatever Stiles needs. Do whatever you can to get him out of this.â He points a finger at Stiles, looking stern. âBut Iâm sending Lydia in to help you. Donât do anything stupid.â
Derek pulls him closer and growls at Chrisâ threat, making the older man step back. Stiles hides a smile against Derekâs arm. âLydia can stay, thatâs fine. Iâll do my best to help him.â
Finally, Chris sighs. âYeah, I know you will. Just be careful. Greenberg, you come with me. Thereâs something we need to check.â
When theyâre gone, Stiles grins up at Scottâs dumbstruck expression. âYou ready, buddy?â
Scott shakes his head in disbelief. âHow is it that youâre so calm right now? And how is it that Chris just lets you do whatever you want? You both are crazy!â
Stiles snaps his fingers, trying to get his best friendâs attention. âDude, this is not the time for you to have a break down. I need you to get everything I ask, okay. And if you canât find it, Lydia will know what I need. Now, are you ready?â
He doesnât look happy about it, but Scott sighs and nods. Stiles rattles off everything he can think of that would help, then sends him on his way. He pats Derekâs arm again. âDonât worry, dude. Iâll do whatever I can to help you get back to normal.â
Derek makes a low rumbling sound and buries his head back into the crook of Stilesâ neck. Theyâre still sitting that way when Lydia shows up, looking unamused. âReally, Stiles. I tell you to be careful and instead you go and get adopted by a feral werewolf?â She shakes her head. âWhatever, letâs just get this done. Are you going to stay there for the spell?â
âYeah. Iâm keeping Derek calm, and thatâs important.â
She watches him for a long moment, but doesnât protest. Instead, she gets to work setting up his elemental stones. Stilesâ doesnât need to direct her for the setup; theyâve worked spells together enough times that she knows where everything goes. And her banshee energy purifies the environment as she moves around, connecting everything together. Stiles takes it all in, allowing the magick she weaves to wind through him. Derek keeps making low, distressed sounds, but he doesnât get hostile again.
When everything is set up, she turns to look at him, an unspoken question in her gaze. Stiles nods, and watches as she breaks the mountain ash barrier. Her final step is to place a bowl full of water in front of the pair. Then she steps back.
Stiles closes his eyes and bows his head at the bowl. Derek rumbles uncomfortably, tightening his grip and panting into Stilesâ neck. The mage pushes his back against Derekâs chest for comfort, and bridges their energies. Diving into Derekâs unconscious is uncomfortable. It feels like a complete intrusion of his privacy, and he tries his best to skip past Derekâs memories to get to the spell binding his identity, but he still gets parts of an intense young love, an act of mercy, and a fight for survival before he finds what heâs looking for.
The spell is a deep red bind, ugly in comparison to Derekâs soft blue aura. Itâs well crafted, the work of someone with years of experience. As he begins to unravel it, Stiles can feel Derek relax into him, making the connection easier. Stiles sends feelings of gratitude his way, then allows himself to get swept up in the magick.
He doesnât know how long it takes, whether itâs minutes or hours. But finally, the red bind unwinds. It makes Stiles breathe easier, allows him to relax. He starts pulling away, drawing back from Derekâs consciousness. But a spot of brilliant gold catches his attention. And he knows he shouldnât, knows better than to meddle more than he already has. But he canât help but nudge it a little, give it some warmth and attention.
Heâs snapped out of the spell when his body hits the cell floor. Returning to himself so suddenly makes him nauseous. He spends a few seconds dry heaving, his body shaking with the effort, before he registers how quiet it is in the room. Stiles looks at Lydia first. Her eyes are wide as she looks past him. He turns slowly to look at Derek, and his jaw drops.
âWell, shit.â
Instead of seeing Derek in his human or beta form, Stiles comes face to face with a large, black wolf. The wolf nudges his face against Stilesâ and whines.
âLydia, how common is it for a werewolf to achieve a full shift?â
It takes her a moment to respond, though he already knows the answer. âThe statistic is very low. Itâs a rare occurrence for werewolves to achieve the shift. Aside from Talia Hale, only five other alphas across the world have reportedly reached this form.â
He keeps his eyes of the wolf. âAnd Derek was never one of these reported cases, was he?â
âNo.â Thereâs a long pause. Then, âStiles, what did you do?â
Finally, he turns to look at her, ignoring the instincts that scream at him for turning his back on the predator in the room. âWhy do you think I did something?â She glares at him until he gives in. âI didnât mean to! I didnât even know what it was. There was just this spot that was repressed, and it was so gold and bright that I thought giving it some energy would be beneficial.â
âStiles! Do you know how irresponsible that it?â Lydia is understandably furious. âYou canât just dig around in someoneâs head, especially without permission. You know how bad that is. It could get you fired and sued, or worse. Are you really that dumb?â
Derek barks, breaking the tension in the room. He positions his body between them, pressing his side against Stilesâ chest and watching Lydia in a less than friendly way. Stiles is baffled by the obvious act of protection.
She rubs her temples and lowers her voice. âIâm sorry. Itâs just, sometimes youâre so reckless. One of us need to watch out for you, and since you obviously wonât, that means I need to.â
He sighs. âI know. Iâm sorry. I really didnât mean to. It just kind of happened.â
Her eyes soften. âI know you didnât mean to. Iâll stand with you, no matter what way this goes.â Gathering herself, she regains her control. âFor now we have work to do. Chris is trying to track down someone that could put a spell like this on Derek. Obviously, that includes a huge range of mages and other types of magick users, but a crime has been committed so heâs trying his best to figure it out and he could use your help sorting through the group of mages. Allison has been in charge of contacting Mrs. Hale, who should be here in a few hours. Until then, we have to try and figure out a motive. It would have been helpful to have Derekâs input on what happened, but heâs a giant wolf now, so unless he can change back, heâs no help.â
They both watch Derek for a drawn out moment. When he remains in his wolf form, Stiles sighs and gets to his feet. âIâm not going to try and break this form. Not only have I done way too much already, but who knows if Iâd even be able to help without unraveling his ability to shift into this form completely. Talia should be able to help him figure it out.â
Lydia nods in agreement. âThereâs just one thing; what are we going to do with him until she gets here?â
Derek bristles at the questions and bumps back against Stiles knees. It makes the mage smile. âWell, heâs not feral anymore, so heâs not a threat to anyone in the agency. He can hang out at my desk until his mom gets here.â
She doesnât argue. âWhatever. I have work to do. You can clean this up.â Before she leaves she adds, âIâll tell Chris about whatâs happened and let him know that Derek will be with you.â
He thanks her, watching as she struts away. Derek turns to look at him, a question in his gaze. âSheâs always been like that,â Stiles reassures as he gathers his equipment. âEver since we met in grade school, Lydia Martin has always been a force to reckon with. Come on, Iâll tell you the story of how we all ended up here, just so youâre clued in. Plus, youâre probably wondering just exactly where you ended up.â He leans down to look the wolf in his eyes before they leave. âIâm really sorry for this, Derek. I didnât mean to meddle. I understand that it broke your privacy when I had no right, and Iâm so sorry.â
The werewolf tilts his head in understanding and butts their noses together softly. Stiles takes it as understanding, and climbs back to his feet. âAlright, we have work to do, buddy. Let me give you a tour of this place.â
Derek walks alongside Stiles as they move around the agency, listening closely to his stories. The few people that they run into during the tour greet both of them, not questioning why Stiles is walking with a wolf companion. When the tour is finished, Stiles leads them back to his desk. There is a pile of documents waiting for him to sift through, and he starts immediately getting to work trying to narrow down the list of mages. Derek, though he remains stuck in his full wolf shift, proves to be a lot of help. He manages to, with the help of a large map, pinpoint where he was when the spell was cast, which helps them narrow down their search. However, they donât really get anywhere. There are just too many mages to sort through, and no way to pick the right one amongst the group.
Instead of continuing to work in circles, Stiles starts filling out his report on Derek. He is relieved when the werewolf clambers to his feet, his tail wagging in excitement. Seconds later, Lydia appears by his desk. âCome on, Stiles. Mrs. Hale is here and sheâs wants to see her son.â
Even though the wolf is obviously excited to be with his family again, he waits until Stiles is ready to go and then walks by his side instead of leaving him behind. It makes something warm curl in Stilesâ chest.
Talia Hale turns out to be an intimidating woman, not because she looks mean or scary. Itâs just that her aura is all powerful control and confidence. Even standing beside Chris, she is obviously the one in charge. Derek bounds up to her, making a series of excited yips and wagging his tail. Talia brushes her fingers in the fur at his neck, and smiles. âI see youâve managed a full shift, my son. Youâve had a very exciting few days.â She looks up, locking her powerful green gaze on Stiles. âThank you for helping him, for removing the spell making him feral.â She smirks. âAnd thank you for keeping him company until I got here.â
Something about her knowing smile is unnerving. He clears his throat, barely managing to maintain eye contact. âMrs. Hale, I was able to break the spell that was keeping Derek in a feral state, but instead of returning to a human form, heâs been stuck like this.â He considers holding back his involvement in the shift, but ends up admitting, âI may have accidentally pushed this shift as I was breaking the spell on him.â He lowers his eyes, carefully demonstrating a show of submission. âMy apologies.â A cold nose bumps into his hand, but he ignores the nudge.
Derek doesnât like being ignored. He barks, startling everyone in the room, and jumps up against Stilesâ chest so he can look him in the eye. Immediately, Stiles raises his hands up and buries them in his fur to help support the weight on his chest. His eyes are glowing bright red. Stiles canât look away.
Taliaâs bright laughter breaks the tension in the room. Derek hops off of Stiles, but presses against his side. Stiles canât help but keep one hand curled in the wolfâs fur. Taliaâs eyes are bright in amusement. âI see now. Please, donât worry about Derekâs shift. I can help him control it.â
Chris clears his throat, drawing everyoneâs attention back to the problem at hand. âMrs. Hale, we would like to discuss this attack with you. We have been trying to narrow down who could have done this, but there are too many options.â
Stiles jumps in at the pause, effortlessly picking up his queue. âSometimes, magick uses will leave a signature on the spell, a thread to pick up.â
Lydia takes the lead. âThink about it the same way that bombers will add some signature piece to the bombs they make. It helps to distinguish them and link their bombs together, but it doesnât necessarily make it easier for them to be tracked. And with magick users, sometimes leaving a signature makes the spell stronger because it feeds off of the person crafting it.â
âWhen I was unraveling the spell, I couldnât pick up on any signature. Not at first anyway. But just before it fell apart, there was a small one tying it together.â He holds out the paper where he drew the symbol. âUnfortunately, it didnât help us find anything. Obviously signatures are often times very personal and secret; but this one was actually too vague to be helpful.â
Talia frowns as soon as she sees the drawing. She traces the spiral with a closed off expression, then sighs. âI know this mark. It represents revenge.â When she looks up, her eyes are bright red. âI know whoâs behind this. And I know why they had the spell cast.â
Chris makes a sweeping gesture, inviting her to explain. âIâm sure that youâre all aware of the backlash supernatural creatures received as we fought for our rights. As the person at the forefront of the fight, I watched first hand as groups of protesters fought against us. After we won, these problems of hate and discrimination never went away, though they got better. However, there was one group particularity that refused to back down and stay quiet. They call themselves the Hunters, and this is their brand. When I was elected into my office, I received an anonymous phone call from one of their members, promising that one day everything in my world was going to crumble down, and that they personally would make sure that people saw me for the monster that I am.â Her expression is hard. âWhat better way to show the people that supernatural creatures are nothing more than monsters than to have the representativeâs son go feral and kill someone.â
Derek whines and shrinks down to the floor. Talia kneels beside him, running her fingers through his coat. âThank you for finding him before someone got hurt.â
Chris rubs at his face. If Talia is right, the problem their facing is much bigger than they anticipated. âMrs. Hale, if youâre willing to work with us with might be able to expose this plot to the public so that it canât be used again.â
âOf course, I will do anything you need.â
âExcellent.â Chris starts delegating tasks that needs to get done, excusing Stiles as he goes. The mageâs work is done. With one last look in Derekâs direction, Stiles exits the conference room and goes back to his desk. There are other projects that heâs working on that could use his attention, and even though a part of him wants to stay and help Derek and his mother in any way he can, there are other people more qualified to track information down.
Instead he focuses his energy on other things, quickly losing himself in the work. As heâs finishing up and getting ready to head home, someone taps on his desk, effectively breaking his concentration. Looking up, Stiles comes face to face with Derek Hale.
Stiles has seen quite a few pictures of Derek over the years, but seeing him in person is altogether different. Being able to watch firsthand as his lips quirk up into a smile and his eyes crinkle at the corners makes Stiles take a sharp breath. Heâs beautiful, and Stiles is trying so hard to decide what color the other manâs eyes are that he misses the question directed at him.
It makes Derek laugh. Stilesâ cheeks color. âOh, um. Hey. What did you say?â
The smile that Derek sends his way is full of warmth. âI asked if you were getting ready to leave?â
âOh!â He straightens some of the files on his desk. âYeah, this is about the time I head out. Um. Is there something that I can do to help with the case?â
Derek shakes his head. âNo, everything is pretty much under control now. Lydia is working with my momâs publicist to write the story, and once thatâs done itâs just handling the responses that come with it. Trying to figure out where the threat and the spell came from directly will be taken care of later, with my momâs team. Your agency has been a huge help.â
Stiles scratches the back of his head. âOh, uh. Thatâs great to hear. I-.â He takes a deep breath. âListen, Iâm so sorry that I knowingly messed around in your head, and if you feel the need to take legal action, I totally understand.â
The expression on the werewolfâs face softens. âStiles, I donât want to take any legal action. Iâm not even mad at you.â He bites his lip, looking shy suddenly. âActually, I was wondering if I could take you to dinner.â
He blinks, confused. âI dig around in your head without your permission, and you want to take me to dinner? Why?â
âWell, first of all, you saved my life.â His nose wrinkles up in concentration. âItâs hard to describe what it feels like to be feral. Itâs a complete loss of control, but more than that itâs forgetting that you ever had control in the first place. And everything is a threat. Itâs one of the worst things that can happen to a wolf. But then you showed up and you werenât afraid of me, uneasy sure, but not afraid. You helped me remember that I had a human form, and then you broke the spell. Then, as if that hadnât been enough, you saw something bright within me and gave it life. I probably never would have reached a full shift if it wasnât for your digging.â
Stiles feels himself flush at the awe and praise in Derekâs voice. âI-. I just wanted to help you.â
The smile Derek gives him is bright. âI know. Thatâs why I would like to take you to dinner.â
Just to make sure that he sees the whole picture, Stiles asks, âSo you want to take me out as a thank you?â
A blush appears at the tips of Derekâs ears. âNot entirely. I-. You smell really nice, like home sort of, and I think youâre beautiful.â The words come out in a rush. âSo, I guess what Iâm asking is-. Will you let me take you to dinner, as a thank you and as a date?â
Stiles, who prides himself on being intuitive, can honestly say that he didnât see that coming. But heâs more than happy to say, âYes, yes absolutely. I would love to go out with you.â He probably sounds too excited, but it makes Derek smile bigger and hold out his hand. Picking up his jacket, Stiles lets the werewolf pull him closer to his side and lead the way.
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Title:Â To Wait for Eternity
Rating:Â Teen and Up
Word Count:Â 1717
Theme:Â Mythology, Shifted!Derek
Summary:Â Stiles angered the father of gods and his punishment is eternal. Adding to it, he is forbidden from seeing a human face as long as he remains shackled.
So Derek shifts and stays with him when Zeus isnât looking.
Warnings:Â Some gore (very little). Some angst (a lot).