#saveme?

Happy Birthday to one of the greatest men out there 💕

I step forth, enter unto the frequented loggia  Kardeşim, nasılsınız? “Iyim, cesarete ihtiyacım var” Obliged I am, smoke the pipe and down the spirits Once more, once more; ‘til the smoke engulfed all I could see {constricted, relieved} Impatiently consuming patiently, hyperaware of what made its way toward me A once gloriously intense flame now teetering on its last embers The anason did little to settle me, the liqueur neither {confused, reassured} The Only Exception creeped past the threshold to plant itself before me You speak, I hear, we feel, you unsure, me disappointed. And yet, to no surprise of mine. {reborn, destroyed} None to blame, where to feel my rage? ‘I can’t live without you’, 'love’ and other detritus All vanished at the bench where we sat adjacent from one another Disdain for all I’d done to douse you; but aşkım you burnt us to a cinder. {jovial, enraged} Ash and ashen for all she had to say; reasoning plagued with strife Issues of the past now insignificant, her revelations capsized my life Your words were playing my soul like a kite dancing in a hurricane {present, absent} Left unable to express, stoic, incinerated, beautifully charred My mind into a prison; me the sole convict, you the warden Hefty the price I pay, heavily taxed for aiding with the migraines and tight belts A ghost of happiness past, to haunt me for my sins, disallowing me my rage {partner, traitor} You made it darker, you killed the flame.

Missed you tons<3 rescue me someone plZ.