Warden Commander Tabris

do You Care her?

kinda did this in a royal portrait style, can just imagine her being unimpressed at sitting for hours for a painter

CODEX ENTRY: HERO OF FERELDEN

An old grimoire situated near the memorial for Ferelden’s most beloved hero...

standardly--within sascha’s baseline worldstate--she truly does develop this underlying hate of the organization. sascha refuses to join the inquisition at first citing her own affairs within ferelden’s grey wardens, building them from the ground up (that’s a whole other can of worms because she highly dislikes submitting anyone to the joining and, once upon a time, refused to recruit new grey wardens because of it) as well as the tangly ordeal of trying to either delay or completely eradicate her own calling/second, actual death, the latter of which the key seems to lay somewhere in tevinter or nevarra. those are two large goings-on in her life already, not to mention that she furthermore has to contend with the false calling whether or not she is within the inquisition as a member.

how. ever. 

her refusal doesn’t matter. why? the inquisition gets their hands on the grey warden treaties, thus rendering sascha under their control nevertheless, which is terribly, terribly depressing for the Hero of Ferelden who has already given her life in more ways than one for the cause of someone else. the treaties incite a terrible anger in her that may or may not stem primarily from selfishness, but it’s a sense of selfishness that is deserved. 

hawke tried to avoid it too, and yet they found him and dragged him into it anyways, and look how that ended. 

sascha simply cannot fathom serving her life under someone else for its entirety after inadvertently being given a second chance (which, by the way, leliana has the mages that revived her killed very promptly after her resurrection, ANOTHER can of worms that i haven’t fully discussed outside of my conversations w @divinesleft ).

she does what she has to. she serves under the inquisition, gives her the little force that she has accumulated under her banner, knowing full well that after corypheus, she will have to begin again from the ground up. perhaps her ties to leliana and, by extension, even hawke, soothes the burn a little bit, but having to deal with others such as cullen who once so openly antagonized her is simply another stab in the back.

it’s truly a wonder she doesn’t turn her back on them sooner--the events of inquisition stoke a fire in her that will be extremely difficult to temper. she needs help. she needs her allies to step in. she needs more support. alistair is king--he isn’t a choice. morrigan is in orlais, and she is... vexing. leliana is mixed in the inquisition.