Who am I?
Who am I? I crossed the street and came across a theater, I liked the music I heard within. Maybe I was a musician? So I took up an instrument and joined a band. Many others knew which instrument they liked but I did not. While they practiced every day I only practiced once a week. They became so much better than me much more quickly, soon I was no longer able to keep up. Perhaps, I thought, I was not a musician.
I walked to the local library, there I read a book. I liked the book and thought that maybe I could be a writer? So I put my pen to the paper, and once a month I wrote a poem for a year. Other writers whom I met had written novels, they had put in the work day after day and had something great to show for their efforts. All I had were a few poems that no one read but I liked to look back at from time to time. Perhaps, I thought, I was not a writer.
Then I realized I gave much of my time to others, I thought I was generous. So I set out to find others who were generous, others who helped people. Some of them gave every second they had to helping others, I could never keep up with their pace. Perhaps, I thought, I am not so generous.
Maybe, I thought, I am kind? I found people I thought I could help. I offered them my ear, and I gave their worries a listen. They told me so many things. Some things I wish I had not heard. Some things I felt I should speak to them about. Then, I thought, perhaps I am not so kind.
I sat in a park for a long time as I thought. I thought of all the things I thought I might be, a musician, a writer, someone who was generous, and someone who was kind. All of these I thought I might be, but I am not any one of these things I have come to see.
I am someone who enjoys music but I am not devoted to it. I am someone who enjoys writing but it is not so much a passion as a hobby. I am generous but I am not selfless. I am kind but I am not blind.
I am all of these things, but I am not so much of these things that I am one of them. I wondered for some time who I am, I searched for someone like me but I could not find a single person. I realized I am not like any other person. So, I asked myself again, who am I?
I am me.













