Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and a Happy New Year from Heichou and Shiki!
((I've got quite a few anon messages from people who've been having a hard time this season... I've read every one and my heart goes out to all of you. If it were my choice I'd whisk you all away so I could bake you things laced with way too much espresso.Β
I appreciate each and every one of you so so so much. I'll admit, as much as I love being in Levi, the make-up is a pain in the ASS. I'm still here doing gifs because you guys seem to enjoy it; if I can make you smile even a little bit- if I can brighten someone's day just that little sliver, it's worth it to meΒ and makes the 3 eyeliner pens I've killed to date worth it. Every message you guys send me (if it hasn't gotten eaten) I HAVE read and I appreciate it so much, even if I haven't been able to reply. My Hanji was over and mentioned I need to clear out my Heichou inbox because it's so packed full of non-question asks that I had obviously read before. I really can't... Each and every one of those messages is precious to me. I just realized I should just screencap each page and then empty the askbox... that's actually a good idea huh.
So in the new year, if you're feeling beat down, please remember that I fucking adore you. We may have never spoken a single word to each other, but I'm happy to be part of your life, no matter how small a part that may be. I'll be here doing my best to give you a smile, no matter what you or anyone else thinks about you because you deserve that. If anyone tries to convince you otherwise, remember that humans try to quickly quell what they're afraid of or don't understand. That's nature.
You're a goddamn butterfly and the other caterpillars are freaking the fuck out because they don't know what's going on with you.Β Maybe you don't know what the fuck happened either and you're stumbling around scared and confused, but you just haven't figured out how to use your wings, yet. That comes with time and effort.Β Don't let them rip off your wings to be more like them because they're afraid. Figure out how you work because you're the one that matters. Show them how to fly.
So remember: You defeated millions of sperm to be where you are today. YOU ARE A WARRIOR. EMBRACE IT.
...This got surprisingly violent. MERRY CHRISTMAS/LEVIMAS!
