#samxruby

That one time Sam Winchester might have hooked up with Jared Padalecki’s wife.... yah...

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We have made it to the end of season 4!👏 Tune in to our newest episode discussing the season finale & why Dean & Cas making it up as they go is the central thesis of Supernatural.

Episodes discussed:

4.21 When the Levee Breaks

4.22 Lucifer Rising

I was rewatching I know what you did last summer (season 4, episode 9) and I was honestly surprised when I saw the Sam/Ruby sex scene again. 

Sam is telling Dean about how he and Ruby got so close when he was in hell. And we see that Ruby is trying to kiss Sam and he rejects her, clearly having his doubts about getting it on with a demon. And you know when he finally crumbles? When she says to him “Because it’s wrong? And it’s bad? And we shouldn’t?”. The moment she is done speaking he lifts her up and... well, you know how it goes.

“I’m the girl who just saved your ass.”

She wasn’t wrong.

There was always an eroticism in Ruby that Sam couldn’t ignore (or deny) – even if he desperately wanted to erase it all together. That entire year was a skeleton he wanted to bury, but it somehow kept following him around like a fucking rash; putrid and nagging in how it constantly itches. Sam knows he shouldn’t scratch, but the urge is always there – even if the relief is only for thirty seconds, he wants it. He’s wanted it for years.

Even the way she rolled her shoulders back like a cat on the prowl made heat spread up his abdomen. He defiantly turned his head away, the tendons in his neck grow taught with exertion and the will to remain stoic. (He’s failing.) His tongue skirts across his lower lip while she talks, somehow, for some reason, the lack of intimacy in her calling him Winchester and not Sam, makes him pull her closer. Ruby was always just out of reach; but that initial apathetic and controlled detachment had made him crave her.

He’s rough, far rougher than he is in his day-to-day, as the fleshy part of his palms find the upper part of her back. He turned his face back to her, “Because I know you just as well as you know me,” His voice is gravel, but he lowers it an octave. “And that scares you.”

Don’t scratch, Sammy.

Thanks Eve! *hugs you tight*

15. Have you ever purposefully written one fandom/fic idea over another because you knew it’d be more popular?

No, but I have thought about it. I’ve also hesitated to write rare pairs because of the low response then thought, what the hell - write the thing.

18. What’s your most underrated fic?

Hmmm, that’s tough. The Palest Ink never got a lot of attention but I loved the idea of Memento!Sam not knowing who to trust.

26. What aspect of your writing do you most enjoy to see praised?

When I get the characters’ voice right, or when a plot twist worked for them. I love that!