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May 2, 2015: Do you hear it? Sometimes in the dead of the night, my heart cracks and I call out your name. It is a raw, vulnerable, pure call. It is one of the most honest things I utter. It is broken and honest and is full of longing for a time, a place and a person I no longer have a claim on. It is one of those moment, I feel closer to reality more than ever… and I think, that if the universe…

March 4, 2015:

There’s a spot in the city which I call yours. It’s nothing to look at. It’s a busy intersection on a road where the cars never stop going, surrounded by disheveled buildings and burnt trees. People rush by it so quickly I bet no one ever gives it a second thought – but it’s there that I first realized how much I loved you, how much I was willing to give to you.

Across town is a…

February, 2015:

There are three songs in total that remind me of him.

Just three.

All the others still sing about you…

January 31, 2015:

You can have one more month, her heart told her.

The first few days she spent in anxiety and panic as you removed her from your life. The next few, in desperation of holding on to something meaningful, anything of value.

On the tenth day she broke her ties with him as she came to terms with the fact that he was only a replacement for you.

On the eleventh, she woke up knowing…

January 9, 2015:

It’s so beautiful, this peaceful quite. I’m enjoying being all alone here. It’s bliss – the quite ringing in my ears and feeling like I am the only one in this world. I love these moments. I’m also scared of them.

I fear them because if I indulge too much I start thinking of all the things gone horribly wrong. I start reading in to situations and that always leads to me making…

3 January, 2015 – 2:18 a.m.

It was a show that brought us together… a silly stupid teenage drama. Not only did I judge you severely for watching it (though I myself loved it) I hated that your favorite character was the one I found most annoying. It was a show that brought us together, but music that kept us together!

You loved enlightening me with all your favorite tracks, it was hobby of yours…