#sameproblem

dan ketegangan itu pun terjadi (lagi). T,T

I don't understand you. You have everything you want but yet you're still trying to talk to me. Are they not enough either? You don't even have to tell me you don't want to talk to me/be with me. I just get it. But when I tell you, I can't be friends with you right now and to just give me time, you think it means try harder. And I fall for it. I actually think you miss me but reality hits and you take days to reply. I try to cut you off but you try harder to get me back in the web of lies. You said even if we were over that you'd never go back. You said "I'm sorry, I fucked up once". But you said a lot of things. Don't apologize if you're just gonna keep doing the things you're sorry for. If I were to do anything you would have done to me, I wouldn't even get a text back. If i'm so important to you than you wouldn't put me through the things you do. I can't be friends with someone that every time I look at all I think about is how much more I really want them, for it to work. Let me go because obviously I can't be everything you want. I can't satisfy you and I can't  keep giving you chances when others haven't even had one. Why'd I have to go and fall in love. Stupidest thing I've ever done.