#same theme

Aww omg their videos even have a similar theme ❤️ (JJ’s new release “Hoper” on the top half)

Like, I try not to look too hard into things sometimes. But when something it’s brought to my attention by several different people, it gets a point where you gotta just stop and squint a bit.

Seriously, why the fuck does this keep happening to me? Like, in every creative space I’ve been in on here over the years, it’s always gotta be someone being a fucking weirdo. And I hate it specifically because I’m not the type of person to turn down someone taking inspiration from something I’ve done. My TOP story on Ao3 was born from me taking inspo from one of my favorite writers.

But you know what I did? I credit her as my inspiration and thank her for sharing with the community because that’s the normal thing to do. My story even re-inspired her to do something for the same character at one point. Now why the fuck can’t people on tumblr do that?

The craziest search ever.

its like youve been drowning for a while

and that first breath of air feels like heaven and you think youre free

but every now and then you spiral again

and youre so scared of breathing in, cause you feel the water setting in your lungs, and its not there, but your mind doesnt care, and your drowning in plain air all over again.

thats what it is

then you just

stop

breathing

i cant scream out loud

because screaming lets the water in

and whispers kill me slower

but i still hope someone hears them

i always fail at words

when i need them the most

how can you explain to someone

that you dont want to exist anymore?

because its different from wanting to kill yourself

and its such a violent way to feel

monster

MONSTER