#same feel

OOC thoughts: Chop top gives me Murdoc vibes from the gorillas and idk why.

donnie, clutching his ninth cup of coffee, hitting his twenty-seventh hour without sleep: “life is meaningless for us now. we were raised to fight and we have no one left to. the shredder is dead, the triceratons are dead, the kraang are zero threat and so are the purple dragons. our father died and took more than half the unshared ninjutsu knowledge he never taught us. our war is over and we’re functionally obsolete for anything other than more fighting. we live in the sewers with the perpetual question over our heads of how long until someone finds us, how long until the military decides to crack down on mutants and drag us all away to be vivisected. we’re eighteen and we’ve killed more people than we ever knew. i don’t remember what it’s like to not look around the corner at every turn and expect an enemy to attack me. or what inventing inventions for the sake of science and not war is like. i’m fairly certain that when we all finally die it’ll be without being remembered by anyone other than the few friends we managed to keep.”

I used to think I was a therian. There's something that comes from being able to call yourself something different. Being a "werewolf" or were-whatever animal. So I get the mentality of wanting a label like trans. And back then if there was a way to change from being a human into a wolf I would have signed up immediately.

can we talk about the convention where maxence winked at axel because like WHAT WAS THAT. also at the same con when they kept hugging and touching for no reason??? I honestly think that convinced me on them