#samanthajade

I remember the nights I was broken. The nights I laid in the darkness looking up at the ceiling. My mind getting tossed in so many different places and running at 200mph. Lord, did I know what I wanted at that time. I chose to fight for you and how I wish you had chosen to fight back. How I wish you didn't choose to let me go instead. However, this was the start of a new beginning for myself. I realized I had so much to give. I realized I was a fighter.

I'm fighting for my own survival. I'm fighting to keep living. I'm fighting to move forward. I couldn't fight for you to stay. But I knew I needed to fight for myself. It was a new beginning for myself. New beginnings of creating bonds I'll never forget. New beginnings of creating bonds who are my family. A bond and a family full of friends whom are reaching for the same goals. It's not over. It's going to be a battle. It's an uphill fight and it's not going to be easy. I'm not giving up. I'll keep fighting. This is the fight for my new beginning. This is the fight where I have become someone different. I am no longer the same person I was 3 years ago. I am different and I am not going down without a fight.

If you're reaching out to me, know I'll fight. If you're reaching out to me, know I won't give up on you. If you're reaching out, know I'll be there for you. I'll fight to keep us alive. I'll fight to keep you afloat. I'll take the bullets. I'll take the pain. All those years of pain and brokenness. They've done nothing but built me up to be the fighter I am today. They've done nothing but tell me to keep fighting, to pick myself back up and not give up. I won't stop until my last breath. I'll let my mind run at 200mph. I'll fight for you even with all the chaos. Would you fight for me? Would you stay?

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