#sailing rambles

i’m glad that my mutuals that live in cold climates and enjoy warm weather are having a good time but i need the spring glazing out of my recommended posts immediately . who do you think i am ? spring is not rejuvenation . spring is a reminder that the boiling pot in which i am an unwilling frog will be heating up soon . spring means there will be no more jackets soon . spring means the sun is causing everything to get warm enough that i start to sweat when i walk . spring means i need to start fighting my A/C and can’t open my window to let in cold , fresh air in to rejuvenate my room . fuck spring . i want more winter , more snow , more cold wind that feels like it’s shoving itself down my throat when i walk outside . i want frost on the window , i want rings around the moon , i want the evening to feel like a cozy , dark embrace and not like the painfully slow reminder of a “wasted” sunny day . the day being longer doesn’t bring me joy , the day being longer means it’ll be hot for longer , and there is less time for me to enjoy the cool relief of night because businesses close at the same time no matter what . #1 spring hater . winter forever .

just had to read the words “yandere!billionaire” with my own two eyes . country roads take me anywhere other than here i beg of you

maybe this is a case of rose-tinted glasses but i really do think that we collectively lost something as fandom denizens when we stopped using the term “notp” bc it felt like there was a time when you could go ‘hey i hate this ship so much i think it’s ridiculous and doesn’t work’ and those were just opinions you were allowed to express and potentially find solidarity on in terms of your preferences within that fandom without someone trying to start an ethical debate with you over anon or you having to end your diatribe with “but all ships are valid 😇☺️”

today’s strangely timed blogging is brought to you by the horrible headache i’ve had since yesterday morning that is cleared by acetaminophen for approximately 15 minutes before coming back just as bad and making me want to kill everyone and then myself

you know i thought i was a little bit crazy for getting so attached to black lagoon (revy especially) despite viscerally hating rock but i’m glad that the ladies on ao3 have been like “no, not only do i hate him, but to get this show started — he’s fucking dead and he doesn’t even deserve a major character death warning.” which i agree with wholeheartedly and i feel like more fandoms need to be like “the inconvenient guy is dead because … uh, fuck you! lesbian time 😄”