#sailandprep

The most annoying thing sometimes is just that someone says "i´m texting you tomorrow okay ?" and then never text... what to do, what to do ? Im old enough to understand that I should maybe just give up of trying to be a friend for those kind of people but hmmm i dont know... I messed up myself also many times but it can´t be my fault everytime... And WHY this annoy me is just because always when Im talking or doing something with this friend I have a lot of fun.

Haven't felt this sh*t for a long time. Like where did all the fun and enjoyment of life go ? Guess that those people you care about who are not blood-family, can and will stab you in your back when you're the most fragille. Only way from here is up, thank god.

So everything i did for you and the times we spent together meant nothing to you ? Like why didn´t you say anything. Feels like I was just like a toy for you, so when you were bored you did something with me and now when you moved on and so on, you don´t have any respect or feelings to meet me again friend? I dont get that, how someone just moves from to be closest friends to not talking at all... I just dont get that... 

I can’t understand how this friendship got to this point. We had so much fun and we were always laughing, playing golf&tennis, went on coffees or a few beer´s and defending each-other when someone talked bs. We helped eachother and talked all day and all night in the past. The memories I have with you will never fade away and I hope someday to find someone who can make even better memories with me since you chose to just not reply anymore and suddenly you shut me out from your life. I cant understand how a person so close can just in a blink of an eye shut a person like that. I could never do that - and I will never do that. But maybe thats why I dont have a girlfriend or you, as my best friend anymore.