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As You Scatter

I have lost sight of myself And yet the rain still falls Blowing past the tips of my eyes Are petals, colored pink

I wish it'd all scatter already For every time you said you loved me A flower would bloom in your heart Only to scatter Reduced to nothing Torn asunder, bones of spring

I have lost sight of myself The crimson of the plums The azure of the sky The white of the moon Their colors burying me alive It is as if the seasons themselves Are living on in my stead Cerulean is my own solitude The wave of emotions turning me numb

I have lost sight of myself And yet I continue to dream Gently brushing my eyes of glass Are petals, colored blue

My scars too find themselves drowning For every time you said you loved me The blue of the streets seeps into my heart Oh, how it fills Oh, how it fills Sink, shadows of spring

I have lost sight of myself The cerulean of the city The fuchsia of the west The cobalt of tomorrow Their colors swallowing me alive Today too, the cherry blossoms Fall in love in my stead Translucent, my body will be Torn asunder by the spring winds

Against my wishes it grows, a light green stem Towards that light, diffused

Lost sight of myself, I have

The gray of spring The indigo of the night The white of the waves Their colors burying me alive It is as if the seasons themselves Are living on in my stead Cerulean is my own solitude The wave of emotions turning me numb

Japanese

私が私を見失って それでも降る雨 瞳の上澄み、通過してく 花びら、ももいろ

すべて、もう散ればいい 愛してると言った数だけ きみの心の花は咲いて 散っていったね 減っていったね、 千切れ、春の骨

私は私を見失って、 赤色　梅の 青色　空の 白色　月の 色に、埋め尽くされて 季節が私の代わりに 生きてくれる気がしたよ 水色　私の さみしさに、痺れるほど感動してる

私が私を見失って それでも見るゆめ 瞳のガラスを、撫でる撫でる 花びら、みずいろ

傷も、もう溺れてく 愛してると言った数だけ 街の水色が染み込んで 満ちていったね 満ちていったね 沈め、春の影

私は私を見失って、 水色　街の 桃色　西の 藍色　明日の 色に、溶け込んでいく 桜が私の代わりに きょうも恋をしているよ 透明、いつか 身体すら、千切れそうな春風のなか

乱反射した、あの光へ、 いやでも伸びる、黄緑の茎、

私は、私を見失って、