has anyone else felt in denial about being in the tcc? i’ve been feeling this way ever since i joined in late 2024 and i still haven’t gotten passed that stage. i admit, i do love making content about the perps and such, but i can’t help but feel attached towards them even if i know that their actions were bad. i hate the fact that they ended up hurting and killing a bunch of people. ever since i casually binged crime videos, i’ve noticed how much ive cared and even relate to them. i’ve gone into rabbit holes about these people just to understand why they would do such a thing and then at the end of the day, all i think about is that perp! at first i was like, “hmm, i should draw this person” because since they were crowding my mind, i would draw them to kinda make them (bear with me please…) “come to life”. by drawing them, i feel as if they’re still here. also, since i have 0 social life, it makes is easier for me to fall into these kinds of things than if i was “normal” and had friends. i never had wanted to be here, but i guess it chose me…(i didn’t choose to be tcc,, tcc chose ME headass). but in all seriousness, im also not too surprised im here; ive always been that weird kid that nobody else liked and i used to respond back to hate which made me seem like a clown. ive always liked things on the weirder side because it resonated with me and my personality. i can’t help feel ashamed when im around my peers because they don’t know that i like true crime; everyone else sees us as annoying and arrogant individuals that feels no remorse for the victims and praises the perp. like damn eric, that boypussy tight asf not all of us are like that.
