#sadxmas

I hope your day was well, I wish to be with you Happy birthday one more time small white paper reminded me that I was loved reminded me your smell one more time I fall apart sitting under Christmas tree.

And Then I walkout and then I pretend that I am OK but deep, deep down I wish see your face once again, I am still learning life without you and I am sorry for that night and I am sorry for loving you so much.

I hope your day was well

Another Christmas, another New Year another time I look at your words for me and I can't forgive myself that I left you so easily but I hope she loves you better than I never couldn't I wish spend with you all life and I wish to be near when you sad or angry but my wishes stay under the ground I miss you so much.