#sadkatsuki

Without you.

His Letter To You

Dear Y/N,

This is day 352 without you, i can’t say it’s gotten any easier Y/N, because it hasn’t. In fact it’s gotten worse, everything reminds me of you. The way the flowers bloom in spring on the small patch of grass in our garden, to the way a certain store smells.

It’s like you’re following me everywhere…even though you’re not actually here. God i wish you were following me everywhere. I never would’ve thought that I’d ever write stuff like this, let alone fall in love.

Falling in love with you was one of the best and worst things of my life. It was the best because i finally found my person who grounds me, who understands me, reassures me and loves ME for ME. The anger, the pain, the sadness, you loved every part.

You kissed every single broken part of me and put it back together perfectly with nothing but love. And yet now, here i sit in the empty, dark corner of our room, writing away on this flimsy piece of paper because i am unable to express my emotions through speaking.

I’ve wrote to you since the day it happened, hoping one day you’d come back to me and i’d be able to show you how much i loved and missed you while you were gone.

I hated falling in love with you, because being without you makes me so angry at the world for not giving us more time. We had a whole other books to complete together and yet, i was only a few chapters in yours.

I hate time. I hate death. I hate everything and everyone. I miss you. Come back to me. Why can’t you come back to me damn it.

Those big beautiful eyes i fell in love with, were supposed to be passed down to my children. But instead, I mourn them. I flick through photos to remind myself this is why im still here -surviving-even if it is barely.

I will never love anyone else the way I have loved you, my heart truly belongs to you, as well as my soul. And if there is other universes out there, I promise i’ll come searching for you in every single one, because i don’t want just a couple of chapters with you, i want a lifetime worth of books with you. Which is why i write to you, because even though we can’t be together physically, i can still give you the lifetime of books describing how much you mean to me because that’s the least that you deserve.

Everyone is distraught by your passing, some have moved on, some still mourn you. I will never get over you, i swear sometimes i see you in the corner of my eyes, or even feel you when im laying awake at night staring into the abyss pondering about what we could of had if you weren’t took away from me so soon.

I hope you’re okay wherever you are, i hope you’re proud of me, like im proud of you. Most of all, i hope you don’t forget about me.

I always thought that my biggest fear was not becoming the number one pro hero, but i soon learnt that my biggest fear was in fact losing you.

I’ll continue fighting, proving myself everyday, doing better, being kinder, softer, for you. I’ll continue making you happy, continue your legacy so the world knows just how amazing and special you are.

I look back on times where we fought or argued, and they sting me leaving me with the numbness of guilt for ever leaving, for not spending enough time with you and cherishing what we had. You were always right. I just had too much pride. And yet, you still loved me.

If i could make one wish now, it would be to never take time for granted ever again.

Anyways, you must be tired. Sleep well Princess, I love you for eternity.

Lots of Love,

Yours,

BakugouxGenderNeutral!Reader

Tw: Daddy Issues, Cursing, a bit a trauma sprinkled (nothing too bad) A lil bit of angst but its mostly wholesome in a weird way

YOU ARE THE U.A TRAITOR!!! But what happens when The timing in everything is off? Imagine the first person to find out is the Love sick Hedgehog, Do you wonder how that conversation will go? WELL WONDER NO MORE!

Letting you go He knew. There was no getting around that. When he stood there, in the walkway while the Cherry blossoms gracefully drifted by like a scene in a romance novel with that look in his eyes, you knew it was the end of your time at U.A. Before this moment, you had no regrets. The only true hero had recently retired and because of that, there were no more real heroes anymore. When your disgusting excuse for a father left you and your mother to become a hero, you were only a child. He later died from a heart attack in a strip club. And of all the ways you could have found out, it was because of the stupid internet. "Hero found dead in a Cella's Club, Heart attack or Villain attack?". Based off of the two women witness's, it was painfully obvious what the truth was. Hero's didn't give a shit about anyone but themselves. You originally wanted to become what your father couldn't, Even getting into the Hero course at U.A! But, After hearing stain express the inner voice that you've tried to keep quiet, You already made your choice. Thus leading you to now, face to face with him. Why, of all people, did it have to be him that found out. You wanted to say something menacing, you wanted to run with those files back to the league and finally take down the system. But it had to be him that stood there in that walkway, blocking you from leaving. Katsuki, the boy that pretended to hate you, but would ask you to go get ramen outside of school. Katsuki, the only person who was able to break through your walls. Katsuki, the boy you loved.

"I had to." you said quietly, tears threatening to spill. You thought he'd shout at you, Run back to tell everyone, even fight you for god's sake. But he simply stood there, eyes wide and filled with betrayal. That hurt so much more than any wound he could inflict, the fact that you knew he felt the same about you as you did for him. You stomped angrily towards him, tears beginning to spill one by one. You shoved him, of course that didn't even sway him as he continued to look you dead in the eyes. "Well?! What do you have to say? I betrayed you all!! I'm The traitor!!" He didn't even make an attempt to move. You hit his chest. "Well!? Say something!!" You hit it again. Again, and again, over and over crying. "SAY SOMETHING!!!" You were balling now, crying into his chest as the immense amount of guilt began to over come you. As you cried into his chest, files clenched in your hands, you felt his arms wrap around you, his warmth and caramel scent engulfing you. He hugged you tight, a moment you wish could last forever.

"I know." was all he said, nothing more than a quiet whisper of understanding. Thats right, this was Katsuki we were talking about. you knew everything about each other, and you understood each other better than anyone could. You had never been more conflicted then you did in that moment.

"Suki... I can't go back... I-It's too late for me" You two weren't even daiting but you knew you loved him more than life. He leaned back, hands still around you. "Then lets leave, Together." He said, his tone serious. You looked at him, eyes wide and in shock. A flash of hope ran through your head, but you shook your head when reality set in. "Suki you can't..." you gently pushed him away, wiping you tears. "The hero system is still just as fucked up as it was before and besides you have a dream, you have friends, you have your family." You begin to turn but he grabs your wrist.