#sadauroras

@sadauroras (mari) sent: ❛ how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them, you’re thinking about how much more you really want ? ❜

SILENCE WAS LIKE A PLAGUE, LINGERING IN THE CORNER without fully being seen yet recognized in the subtle cracks of every passing second. Terrorizing in a way that started off as minimal only to fester and grow before it screamed for attention and spread quickly throughout the small surface of space. Lottie stands erect with hands clasped together, worry upon her face when she hears Mari's confession and she knows exactly what it means without having to ask for further detail.

A flutter of eyelids that don't quite close in full and lips slowly coming to part. But it's that silence which remains most palpable, because for the longest time, she doesn't quite know what to say in turn. She can't very well say that she doesn't feel the same way; there was always a strong bond between them, even back then. Mari remained one of her biggest supporters, her most trusted confidant and friend when no one else chose to be there even when Lottie was forced away.

Her letters and every written word resonated in such a way that it filled the woman's heart with such joy whenever she read them and she did read them, more than once. They were still in the confines of her personal possession, used as a placement to keep herself grounded when times seemed tough if only to remind herself that there was at least one person out there who still believed in her. To say that she didn't feel the same, would have been a lie and she has no intention of insinuating otherwise. Not when Mari has taken that brave step in speaking her truth out loud.

a family , she'd always wanted a family despite her past & she was so close to having it. but it still didn't feel real. tear filled hues eye @sadauroras , lower lip trembling as a touch to her cheek is felt.

there's a sniffle , hands resting on kira's waist , thumbs massaging circles over the growing bump. ❛ you have no idea how grateful i am for you . . . ❜ a genuine smile yet it trembles against the weight of her emotions. ❛ i love you . . . so much. ❜

@sadauroras (gabrielle) asked: ❝ the intimidating man stare does nothing for me, pal. ❞

The intimidating man stare continues, eyes scrunching up just a touch more. However, features relaxed after a moment and a slight roll of his eyes is given. He had always known that this one would be nothing but a thorn in his side and that's something she continues to prove right. Time and time again, there she is, trailing behind Xena, holding her back and it's quite annoying. Especially given his many plans that the annoying little blonde was keeping halted.

a dirty and calloused hand knocked on the small bits of wood just outside of @sadauroras 'home.' there weren't exactly doors on these things, no matter how hard tai had worked. which meant there needed to be some unspoken privacy between them. especially from say, him and travis, to the others.

"mari. can...can i come in? might have some things that will help?" charlie asked with a soft, carried voice. the raspiness of his tone furthered by the stretch of time without speaking.

@sadauroras ( melissa ) gets a season three wilderness thing.

There was no denying that feelings had always been there. That she had suppressed them out of fear of what and who she would lose. Yet there had been so many moments she could have acted on them, could have said something or even hinted at it. Sitting upon the log, reflecting on what had happened a day or two ago with Melissa and everything that's happened since the plane crashed, it all seemed ridiculous. Her fear of losing Jackie had came true in the end, just in a different sort of way, a definite way that was worse than their friendship ending over a crush.

She's not sure if there was more, if it was more than a crush she had felt for her best friend, but she was certain it was one sided. Maybe she would never figure out what she really felt for the other girl, but she knew it didn't matter, not anymore. And as pencil continued to glide across paper, Shauna's eyes remained focused on every word she wrote yet that didn't mean she was completely distracted. The sound of footsteps, the ground below the blondes feet give her away.

It surprised me as much as it would have anyone else. I didn't even notice she existed until she was right there...the flowers were nice though. I think you would have liked the flowers...

❝   yeah, i like to take blast from the past to a whole new level,   ❞ van quips all too quickly. it's easier than acknowledging the fact that there's pieces of them that didn't quite make it out of the woods in tact. too cold, too cornered, too hungry. ❝   what about you? decide you've seen back to the future enough that you wanted to test it out for yourself? ❞ they won't exactly be stopping any parents from falling in love here though. ❝   'cause look, i don't know what kind of spooks and haunts lottie's got goin' on here but if she says shes got a time machine .. i'm gonna make like a tree and get out of here.   ❞