#sadauroras

a family , she'd always wanted a family despite her past & she was so close to having it. but it still didn't feel real. tear filled hues eye @sadauroras , lower lip trembling as a touch to her cheek is felt.

there's a sniffle , hands resting on kira's waist , thumbs massaging circles over the growing bump. ❛ you have no idea how grateful i am for you . . . ❜ a genuine smile yet it trembles against the weight of her emotions. ❛ i love you . . . so much. ❜

@sadauroras (gabrielle) asked: ❝ the intimidating man stare does nothing for me, pal. ❞

The intimidating man stare continues, eyes scrunching up just a touch more. However, features relaxed after a moment and a slight roll of his eyes is given. He had always known that this one would be nothing but a thorn in his side and that's something she continues to prove right. Time and time again, there she is, trailing behind Xena, holding her back and it's quite annoying. Especially given his many plans that the annoying little blonde was keeping halted.

a dirty and calloused hand knocked on the small bits of wood just outside of @sadauroras 'home.' there weren't exactly doors on these things, no matter how hard tai had worked. which meant there needed to be some unspoken privacy between them. especially from say, him and travis, to the others.

"mari. can...can i come in? might have some things that will help?" charlie asked with a soft, carried voice. the raspiness of his tone furthered by the stretch of time without speaking.

@sadauroras ( melissa ) gets a season three wilderness thing.

There was no denying that feelings had always been there. That she had suppressed them out of fear of what and who she would lose. Yet there had been so many moments she could have acted on them, could have said something or even hinted at it. Sitting upon the log, reflecting on what had happened a day or two ago with Melissa and everything that's happened since the plane crashed, it all seemed ridiculous. Her fear of losing Jackie had came true in the end, just in a different sort of way, a definite way that was worse than their friendship ending over a crush.

She's not sure if there was more, if it was more than a crush she had felt for her best friend, but she was certain it was one sided. Maybe she would never figure out what she really felt for the other girl, but she knew it didn't matter, not anymore. And as pencil continued to glide across paper, Shauna's eyes remained focused on every word she wrote yet that didn't mean she was completely distracted. The sound of footsteps, the ground below the blondes feet give her away.

It surprised me as much as it would have anyone else. I didn't even notice she existed until she was right there...the flowers were nice though. I think you would have liked the flowers...

@sadauroras (mari) sent: ❛ why are you avoiding me? ❜

IT WAS NO SECRET THAT NATALIE HAD BEEN DODGING just about everyone as much as possible since her forced arrival at Camp Green-whatever. But yeah, Mari especially was one of her top main avoidances, for several reasons. Part of her is surprised that the other brunette even cared or noticed, so when she's confronted by the obvious fact, Nat's a bit taken aback. Her spine straightens as feet slightly stumble in place before she finally scoffs and turns her attention away with arms stubbornly crossed over her chest.

❝ Seriously—? ❞ When she does meet Mari's gaze again, it's with a sterner expression, tongue licking across thinned lips in that brief moment of pause. They may have gone through some serious, fucked up shit together in the past, but that didn't make them friends, even now. Nor had they been friends, really, back then. ❝ Because the last thing I need right now after being ambushed and dragged into this fucked up place against my will is whatever slew of bullshit you've got ready to go at my expense, that's why. ❞

Bad enough that everyone around them knew about Nat's little attempt and she could feel the stares on her at every given moment, sometimes even when she was sitting alone in her room. Maybe that might have been a delusion, but it didn't make her feel any less uncomfortable overall. Arms finally uncross and she elevates them if only to slap both hands against the outside of her thighs as if in some defeat, ❝ but alright, let's have at it then. What'ya got for me, huh?

@sadauroras (mari) asked: how long has it been since we spoke? feels like years.

"Would be correct in it being years," the blonde murmured as hand rose so that fingers could gently adjust glasses. It had been well over twenty years since she had last seen Mari or anyone else outside of Taissa and Shauna. That day on the tarmac, it wasn't known where any of them would go now that they were home, and only three of them had stayed home. So it was surprising to say the least to be seeing the other woman after so long and she wasn't sure how to feel about it.