#saboteures

their first impression of your muse:

prettiest person they’d ever seen. they kept thinking they’d see the glow of a swallowed star through the cracks between his teeth bc he was so warm and bright. probably literally asked him to open his mouth so they cld look inside n check if the light was shining up his throat n then had to tell him about the swallowed star theory to explain which was a clear indicator they were off their tits bt he didn’t seem to mind. he was good at telling stories. they wanted to write them all down onto napkins bt then they’d have to stop looking at him long enough n anyway they didn’t have a pen. silly in a special way. sort of reminded them of this rly bright n colourful pop up book they had as a kid tht their step dad threw out n they missed terribly. every sentence out of his mouth sprang at them in 3d. it made them wish words were physical so they could put his in their mouth and suck on them like hard boiled candies. his smile could make the world vibrate. it did.

current impression: 

he’s like a flamingo in the middle of a grocery store aisle. ur eyes go straight to him. it’s always been that way to them n they kind of just assume everyone else thinks so too. he’s one of their favourite ppl. nyla doesn’t even drift off into daydream land when he’s speaking to a group like they normally might w others n that’s bc he’s very interesting n can command a room like an award winning tedtalk speaker in their opinion. he looks more open w nyla in the version of his face that they draw in the sand at 4am but nyla doesn’t like to acknowledge when doors have closed out loud, especially doors that could’ve taken them someplace happy, so they don’t. it makes them sad sometimes when they realise how safe they feel inside his bed. it’s his bed not theirs and they don’t know why that distinction feels like something went wrong bc isn’t that so silly to think so? it’s only when they’re particularly drunk tht they really unlock these kinds of feelings about the situation tho n they’ve never verbalised them. mostly they’re just happy that mido’s their friend n in their life bc that’s a pretty lucky position to be in. irving feels more like a beating heart since mido arrived. nyla’s heart feels more like one too. 

are they attracted to your muse?:

ya i feel like it probably shows they’re like. too overfamiliar.... n very nonchalant abt touch..... once they jst. felt around in the duvet n then settled again once they were holding his hand in their sleep......... that said nyla’s kind of intimate w most people but. idk. might be a case of like. everyone can tell but them. might be a case of people jst thinking nyla’s like that w anyone.

something they find frightening about your muse:

i jst had this vision of one time tht nyla climbed into his bed n after being quiet for a long time they were just randomly like “don’t become a ghost please”. maybe he’d even fallen asleep before he heard it but. ya. ig his mortality scares them.

something they find adorable about your muse:  

how when he talks sometimes it feels like he’s casting a wise old wizard’s magic spell even if he’s talking abt something boring (which isn’t likely bc mido is never boring). his smile. his laugh. also his appreciation for twilight even tho nyla hasn’t even seen all of the movies. they like when his face gets animated abt anything. they also like how his beach house seems to collect strays as roommates like an animal sanctuary. nyla likes it when he’s loud but they like it when he’s quiet too bc it’s a calm kind of quiet like bobbing on the ocean or at least it feels that way to them. 

would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?:  

oh ya. i mean nyla wld sacrifice themselves for like. a hedgehog or a particularly bright buttercup bt. definitely fr mido. 

would my muse go on a date with yours?  platonic/romantic:  

looks away as wouldn’t it be nice by the beach boys plays. i’ll say no more.

one word my muse would use to describe yours:  

special.

would my muse slap yours if they could?:

no.... yo this question’s fuckin wild lmfao (sudden ziggy rp in shock)

would my muse hug/kiss yours?:

merlot: do you have any unusual fears?

jude has an irrational fear of dolls. like, he knows they won’t come to life while he’s asleep but does he really know that?

cardinal: what is the first song that made you cry?

rosie grew up with a golden retriever named charlie , joining the koo family two years before she was born . he was soft and gentle with her as a newborn , then rambunctious and wild to keep up with her energy as she grew up . they spent hours upon hours in the backyard together , whether they were playing fetch or rosie was reading in a hammock with charlie at the base of a tree . charlie passed as rosie was entering high school . 

rosie was that girl in college who got a hedgehog , who she named nutmeg , in her sophomore year . cue the cutest instagram stories and posts of nutmeg for the five years of her life . nutmeg came to irving with rosie after graduation , but as expected with hedgehogs’ short lifespans , passed recently . ( i think that math adds up idk )