#sab:plot

It's at rare times like this that Gyeo Ul decides not to haul up in her apartment. Everything seems calm and her worries are stagnant, as if they too experience exhaustion. In occasions like this, Gyeo Ul loves to go out and just observe. She allows her feet to take her wherever they want to go and just surprise her with whatever she might discover. She takes advantage of the free pass to a normal night. Wherein she could just be her own self and not worry about the monster that lays asleep for the time being. She was at peace with herself as the priests would call it at the monastery. With peace comes a clear mind and keen sense of observation. Without worrying one could find wonder in the smalles and simplest of things. One can garner a new perspective, and a new point of view is something she desperately needs. Tonight she traversed through a familiar route; it was the way to her school. As she walked she just took in all the scene she saw. For example, she passed by a small convenient store and saw a young man in a suit. He was dragging in breath after breath of smoke from his cigarette with a stressed out expression. He obviously didn't have a great day. Suddenly a homeless person approached him and offered a still sealed pastry which she assumed was given to him in an act of alms giving. The young main raised an eyebrow at the unusual gesture. He was about to reject the beggar but then the old man insisted by placing the bread infront of the man with a warm smile. The young man's eyes widen I surprise but soon the formed into small crescents as he smiled widely back to the elder. He stood up and bowed in respect and asked the homeless man to sit with him. Soon they we're immersed in conversation filled with laughter. The scene she witnessed made Gyeo Ul feel warm. Indeed days are filled with little wonders if we only take the time to look and actually see. She thought it was the only treasure she'd find for the night but as she walked through the park and towards the small playground, she thought otherwise. There was a person perched on the swing set with its head hangin low. The person was pushing the swing on its own in a lazy manner. She knew it was none of her business but for some reason something inside her pushed her forward. Maybe she was about to uncover a new story to ponder over or a new friend. She reached the set and walked closer until she was only for steps from the stranger. She cleared her throat and announced her arrival "Penny for your thoughts?"

The soft ocean breeze blew across her face and for a moment she let it blow her away from reality. For reality had become so difficult to deal with and so burdensome. Her eyes close and to her surprise, clearing her mind didn't take too much effort. Finally she was calm. She breathed in the briny smell that was the salt water that made up the body of water before her and she found peace. It had been a night of unpleasantries accompanied with shame and guilt. She had killed once again for the sake of her feral desires and this time she was too hungry to formulate an educated choice. Instead of criminals, Gyeo Ul had taken the life of an innocent man. An innocent man who most probably had a family who he loves and loves him. An innocent man who most probably had dreams he has yet to reach for, and because of her ignorance she had taken all of this away from him. Suddenly her moment of peace was disturbed with such aggressiveness. She had expected this to happen though, she knew she didn't deserve this peace. She knew she was unworthy of solitude. She had accepted this for she knew she had sinned and should be punished for it. Yet, the stream of tears flowed freely from her eyes. She felt defeated and worthless. Why was it so hard for her to be herself? Why was it so easy for the monster to over power her? Without her knowing, she was already waist deep in the water. She opened her eyes in time to see the clear blue water be tainted with red from the blood on her hands. It was as if the mark of her sins were being washed away so effortlessly. An idea made it's way to her already crowded mind-- purification. Salt has always been considered as a tool for repelling demons and evil because of its purifying abilities. She had seen it in many television shows and movies and they all seem to be consistent. Even in the monastery it had been common knowledge as well. Therefore her spontaneous plan seemed to make sense. Seeing as she was in salt water, she might be able to chase away the demon that had made her it's home. Taking in a short breath, she submerged herself fully into the water. Not long she released the air from her lungs making her body sink deeper. Calmly, she let the soft waves carry her aimlessly. Her gaze was on the blue-grey sky that indicated dawn was breaking. She had no idea if her plan would work and suddenly she didn't care. The water was making its way through her lungs but she didn't feel any pain. Was it another benefit of being a vampire? Was she incapable of drowning? Again she couldn't care less. All she cared about was escaping. Escaping this new and terrible world she had awaken to. Escaping the sins she had committed. Escaping the guilt that was eating her soul. And most importantly, escaping the monster she was now becoming. Closing her eyes, she decided she didn't want to exist anymore "Father forgive me for I have sinned..."

So I've just been basically plotting with a couple off people lately. I'm waiting on some replies too but yeah-- I'm dying to write. Anyone up for a short script thread?

I need a human for this lol I need a schoolmate for Gyeo Ul who noticed some changes in her after she's turned and will try so hard to find out her secret...anyone interested??

Hello you cuties, it's nana here, haha i tricked you all, this is my second character so pls come plotting with this crazy babe. i've put up a few (yes very very very few) plots so you can check them out if you want, if not you can always like this so i can come invading your ask. anything you'd like really if it's for the event or general i'm totally up for it. also i have an open one for the festival I LOVE YOU ALL!