#s4eps

Wanna talk about it? What's the point? I've screwed up so many things. Even my plans to fix them. I hurt so many people I love. And Aurora.

My father's alive. Calm yourself. I can’t calm down, my dad’s already back, which means this whole plan is pointless. But if I don’t go through with it then this stupid blood pact will turn me into brisket.

I just... couldn't let you die without apologising. For what? Calling you crazy. Being dismissive. Judging your symptoms and not their cause. Treating you the same way everyone treated me whenever I'd have an episode.

I hate this. I hate how many good memories I have of you. I hate that I have to be the one to do this because no one else will. Most of all, I hate you. For being my friend, and for being a part of my weird, messed-up family, and for making me love you, Hope Mikaelson. Because no matter how far you go, no matter how evil you become, apparently I can’t be the one to stop you.

Well, lucky for me, becoming a vampire has heightened your stupidity, because now you're stuck here too. What it’s heightened is my urge to do what I should have done in the first place: kill you.

What comes next is gonna be scary, and hard. The pain will probably never go away. You're gonna miss her, and it's okay. It's okay to miss her and feel sad, becasue you're also gonna feel something else. You're gonna feel your sister beside you, no matter what, like she's a part of you, because she is. You will always feel her. She will never be fully gone, and that will make you brave.

You did the right thing. That was not the reaction I expected. I've been in a dark place. If I'd known about a weapon that could hurt Hope, I might have done something awful. We're good, Cleo. Thank you.

You can forget about walking off into the light, or disappearing into the darkness or whatever. You need to come back with us. Right now. You have to make up for all of it, you have to apologise to Josie. Do you hear me?