#ryzz talks

Eeeeyyya. 

Desucon Frostbite happened, what, a week a go? Wow, and it feels like it happened ages ago omgh. I have like super mixed feelings about the convention and even thou mainly all the feels are positive, my mind still plays tricks on me. Hah. 

I wasn’t so sure what would happen with my planned cosplay for the event but blah blah pick your attitude and you can achive things blah blah motivational speech blah blaaah aaand Yukine was done. Well, pants I bough, shirt was easiest to make but the hat, oh man the hat. It’s not perfect and needs fixing here and there but I’m totally, positively happy with it. 

While we wait photos from our short but fun photoshoot, have some pics (from @anniilaugh ‘s twitter ) we took while waiting for the cafe to open (old ass cosplayers need their coffee right) (I don’t even like coffee what the fuck but I still drank like three cups during Sunday what). We rolled on the floor. Also I love these photos like nngghhhhhggghhgg. 

Fast-recap of cosplay year 2016: full of re-used costumes, wig swaps and only two new characters: Yata and Nine. (Okay, we could count casual!Jean and Tsukishima in here too but not really so no pics of them). 

So what to say about the cosplay year 2016? It was pretty shitty considering cosplaying but both Yata and Nine were fun to wear and I got to do new things for the terrorist kid (the mask and painting of the shirt), also the hat for Yata was pretty interesting experience. Hah. 

Speaking of conventions, the year 2016 was work-filled: I think I worked in 4 out of 5 events I participated in. It was fun, I got to meet awesome people and hang out with good old ones. 

And what’s up for the year 2017?

Good question really, because I’m very close to have a break from this hobby. I’m going to go to Frostbite (what the hell I will wear, who knows) and then... Tracon? Fav convention is not going to happen this year and I’m to be honest, very tired. Like, maybe it’s adulting happening in my life but I really don’t have any.... motivation to care about costume making. Which is pretty sad because 2017 is the 10th year of cosplaying for me, god, Mello in 2007, oh wow, I could re-do that for the sake of celebration if nothing else. 

@uninenn and @growlingdragonfly-cosplay as Totsuka and Mikoto. They know I’m trolling them. @xxyumeganxx took the  photo. 

What I have been up to?

Well, Tracon happened in September. I was sick af (I have been sick af like four times during the last 6 months and I’m sick of being sick man.) But ZnT boys happened with Keke and it was fun. Great shit. I should go through the photos we got and post some proper ones. 

What else. 

Aicon also happened but I just put on a wig but maybe next year I could do better because this adorable Woozi cosplayer stole my heart like no other hah. 

I have also fallen hard for Syaoran so maybe something Tsubasa related cosplay will happen next year. Most likely also Nabari no Ou cosplay is going to happen. I already have the ugly hat. 

We will see if I fall into the gays on ice dumpster. 

Sooo I haven’t been that active here. Life happened, stress happened, I moved to different city and started an internship. 

I haven’t had time to think about cosplay that much. But Cosvision happened and we decided to take all the Kags/Hina selfies we never took previously with @uninenn As you can see from the top right photo, I was tired as hell, and I wasn’t that keen to make contact with people during the convention. (I even got a comment on how I wasn’t regocnized because I wasn’t being my loud self, lol) And the bottom right is the awesome squad ( @raistlana and @emery-dragonfly ) I got to hang out during the convention and outside of it. 

And Mimicon is happening next. I really have no energy or whatsoever to be excited about it even thou I do love Mimicon, it has always been so nice and mdngfsjhgdkjfhgdh. I will probably put Yamato or Onna on, I haven’t decided yet which one. I should thou, I have million other things to deal with and laskfjdhakfljshgkfjg. 

Life. 

But. 

1 insecurity: life

2 fears: lonelyness, bad kind of aggressive people (be they drunk or not)

3 turn ons: smile, shoulders, cooking skills

4 life goals: travel to various places, find a proper income, eat lots of great food, achieve something with the dancing 

5 things i like: you, good books, chips, potatos, Seventeen 

6 weaknesses: over-thinking, procrastination, when anxiousness hits it hits, bottling things up, I take too much bullshit from people around me aka I’m “too nice”, envy/jealousy

7 things i love: friends, family, tea, coffee shops, lazy summer days, pancakes, nature 

BDDDDDDDD

001 | send me a ship and I will tell you:

when I started shipping it if I did: OH BOY how did all start hmm… I think I started to ship them around the time when Jean had to dress up as Eren and do mission with Armin as Christa… maybe? Because I tell you man, that was wild ride– NO WAIT WAIT OH GOD THAT UNCONCIOUS JEAN IN ARMIN’S ARMS IN THE FIELD SURROUNDED BY TITANS AND EREN GOES BERSERK OR WHATEVER,THAT IT WAS! I think I shipped JeanArmin very lowkey at the beginning (like Jean growing more to me and being kind of third wheel for my Eremins idk man) bu then the said arc of Jean and Armin being in disguise as Eren and Christa, it all blew and here I am, not so loykey shipping them.

my thoughts: OF ALL HOLY, HOLD ME.

What makes me happy about them: They are cute, like Jean is so awkward nerd and Armin is the cutest nerd and the way they trust each other and GODDAMNIT THAT HEIGH DIFFERENCE. Ngggggh.

What makes me sad about them: that the fandom doesn’t really see the potential of it, like idk I haven’t met any nasty Eremin shippers but oh boy, tell me about those Ship-I-shall-not-name-but-it-includes-the-dead-dude shippers… nasty.  But as a  ship, as characters, I think it always makes me kind of sad that they will probably never reach to the same level as Eremin does, like I don’t know, they are kind of a ship that would be “we could have had it all” thing. I mean, it’s like a slippery ice and they could either fall or stay…. I don’t even know what I’m talking about lol. 

things done in fanfic that annoys me:  I haven’t read that many JeanArmins to be honest, so I don’t think I can pinpoint anything that is exclusively JeanArmin thing, but generally when people write Armin so out of character, like too cute, too weak maybe. Or Jean having trauma because of the dead dude. 

things I look for in fanfic: I think I go for like slow burn, be it in canon verse or in AU, or something idk really.

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: Eren.

My happily ever after for them: they survive, form a co-commandership over whatever is left of the system. 

who is the big spoon/little spoon: I think Jean is a little spoon because my head canon is that he loves it when Armin pets his hair and he loves the smell of Armin’s shirts because Armin likes floral shit for softener or something. Also I think they both are restless sleepers so Armin doesn’t like it if Jean tries to suffocate him with his stupidly long limps. Hair petting calms Jean so that’s why it’s nicer for both of them if Jean is little spoon. BDDDD