The Bell - Five Wisdom Kings (äș性æç) - Five Fingers
This was written before part 2 of Canto IX. AND VERY LONG (almost 7k words), brace yourself. (somewhat with Silent Hill F ref)
Note: đ±(me) đŠ (my friend who help me writte this)
As you know, Jigokuhen is the shortest of the thirteen works that PM chose as references for the sinners lineup. Because itâs so brief, people tend to skim through it rather than truly read it.
This piece is one where we go into the details of the bell.
The context is that, in that scene, thereâs a detail tied to the red thread from Jigokuhen: it is the red cord used to fasten the golden bell onto Saruhideâan item that was originally given to her by the young lady, the daughter she served.
while đŠwas writing analysis about our husband's Great Trichiliocosm E.G.O. (Ryoshu, we call her as our husband), and đŠ came across the detail about the red thread in the original book, đŠcasually askedđ±
đŠ "Hey, why did Hinako give the bell to her older sister?"
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âThe girl hangs the golden bell she received from the young princess on a beautiful deep-crimson cord, and places it over the monkeyâs head; and the monkey, no matter what happens, almost never leaves the girlâs side.â
Coincidentally, around that time đŠhad just dragged herself through the first ending of Silent Hill f (whileđ± was watching) , and it stirred a memory there was also a detail about giving a bell. That made đŠ wonder what it actually meant.
And this is the answer đŠgot fromđ±:
âThatâs called a bell charm, basically a type of good-luck talisman. There are three kinds of wearable charms: omamori, suzu, and ema. Hinakoâs a teenager, so giving something like that makes sense.â
đŠ âWhat does being a teenager have to do with choosing a bell, thoughâ?â
đ± âItâs because teenagers back then liked wearing that kind of thing. Itâs small, cute, and it makes a clear, ringing sound. That chiming is also meant to ward off evil spirits.â
đ± âBasically, osuzu bells were pretty popular with younger people. Omamori pouches feel old and traditional, and ema are too big. A bell is more compact, and since itâs always making a sound, it gives this sense of not being alone. Itâs like saying, âKeep this with you and think of me whenever you feel lonely.â â
đ± âThatâs why they chose something that makes a sound instead of a silent charm. In the past, there was this quietly romantic idea: âWhen you hear this sound, think of meâtake it as me being by your side.ââ
(Just a small sound cutting through silence, carrying presence where the body cannot be. is whatđ± meant)
at that moment I went full galaxy brain.
đŠ had this gut reaction, like, âWhoa, the bell-giving scene is actually really meaningful and sweet,â and then, slowly, something started to click her.
What if the scene where the bell is given to the monkey in Jigokuhen carries the same kind of meaning?
And from what was supposed to be just a casual question, something to spin into maybe a 2,000-word piece about bells đŠended up digging out an entire layer of meaning from other details Iâd brushed past before, written off as mere exaggeration by an unreliable narrator.
And just like that, this essay grew longer.
A. A protective charm to ward off evil spirits
II. The Supernatural Element
A. From being possessed by a fox to becoming a god
C. The Two MyĆĆ (Wisdom Kings): Horikawa and Yoshihide
III. Weaving All of This into Limbus Company
A. The Five Fingers â the Five Great Wisdom Kings
B. The Father of the Index â FudĆ MyĆĆ
C. Dihui Star and Horikawa
D. Dihui Star / Yoshihide and Fuku / Akutagawa
A. A protective charm to ward off evil
The bell that Yoshihideâs daughter hangs on the monkey was a gift bestowed by the young lady she served. At that point in time, the matter of the monkey and the girl had not yet developed into something openly known, so it cannot be dismissed as a bell meant merely for a pet. It must be the same kind of object as the one Hinako gives to her elder sister.
Now imagine this: you are given, by your mistress, a golden bellâprecious as hell, and doubled as a protective talisman. Who would you pass it on to?
â The father who has always doted on you, indulged you, loved you.
â Or some random monkey you happened to save.
Even though Yoshihide is described as eccentric, arrogant, and broadly detested, the narrator explicitly tells us that while he is miserly, he never begrudges money when it comes to his daughter. Over and over again, the text drives home phrases that revolve around âloving his child.â Paired with that, the girl herself is described as deeply filial.
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âWhat I mean to say is this: Yoshihide cherished that sole daughter of his, that young maiden, as though he were quite out of his mind. As I mentioned earlier, the daughter herself was an exceedingly gentle woman, deeply mindful of her parent; yet that manâs infatuation, his obsession with his child was in no way inferior even to that.â
Given how much karmic filth Yoshihide accumulates through his work, it would frankly make more sense for this âfilialâ daughter to give the bell to him. I meanâcome on. With that kind of life, heâs basically guaranteed to get haunted or possessed by some demon or yokai sooner or later.
That choice can be explained in two ways, either one of them, or both at once:
The daughter does not love her father that much. Not that she feels nothing for him, but not to the exalted degree people praise her for. She fulfills her duties as a daughter, and her good reputation inflates that image in the eyes of outsiders.
She believes the bell would only get in his way. Yoshihide delights in extracting beauty from what people call ugly demons and monsters included. Moreover, he can only paint what he sees, even if that sight comes from dreams. If a chiming bell drives evil spirits away from him, then how is he supposed to paint demons at all?
Whatever the reason, she chooses to give it to the monkeyâthe creature she saves because she âfeels as though her father must be suffering punishment.â
When the lord praises her as âfilialâ upon hearing that reasoning, it adds yet another layer of anthropomorphism to the monkey. As if the monkey is Yoshihide. And this exchange of positions truly does take place.
From the moment the gift tied with the red cord is handed over, the monkey gradually becomes Yoshihide, while the real Yoshihide comes to be called Saruhide (âMonkey Hide.â)
Season 7âs title places emphasis on The Red Thread. Seen through that lens, the only bond formed by that thread is between the daughter and the monkey. The man called her father has no such connection.
That bond is so strong that the monkey charges into death alongside her, what one might, if feeling sentimental, call ânot parted even by death.â It dies while being called Yoshihide.
Meanwhile, the one who chooses to paint, at all costs, a vision of hell born from his daughterâs suffering rather than rushing to die with her in that moment is whispered about behind peopleâs backs as Saruhide.
Now, circling back to Canto VIII, to the detail where RyĆshĆ« lets slip information about her âold menââsomething later confirmed in Canto IX.
One could explain it simply as a reference to RyĆ«nosuke being taken in by the Akutagawa side of the family, resulting in two father figures. But if you inhale just a bit more metaphorical grass, then all this talk of humanizing the monkey analyses calling it the âgoodâ part of Yoshihide starts to look less like invention.
In The Hell Screen, there was more than one father to begin with. That said, if you ask me, the monkey looks less like an embodiment of a man past fifty and more like a child.
The idea that hearing the bell eases loneliness does not apply to the monkey it applies to the daughter.
Yes. Iâm saying the daughter is the one who feels lonely. And I have proof for that proof that the English translation quietly drops, and because later translations lean on it, they end up losing the same nuance.
All the textual âevidenceâ of Yoshihideâs supposed love for his child sounds convincing at first. But once you place it beside what the monkey actually does, you start to see that this love is mostly surface-deep.
After the red-threaded bell is given to the monkey:
As a protective charm: the monkey stops being bullied; people gradually grow fond of it.
As relief from loneliness: the monkey never leaves the girlâs side, and when she falls ill, it stays there, keeping watch.
Meanwhile, Yoshihide whenever he paints doesnât even spare his daughter a glance. Beyond cementing his place in the eternal hall of Terrible Parents of the Year, this detail directly undermines the claim that âYoshihide loved his child.â
Even the narrator remarks on how strange it is that a man famed for doting on his daughter would fail to so much as look at her while working.
A parent who claims to love their child, yet buries themselves in work and leaves that child alone thereâs nothing rare or extraordinary about that. It happens all the time.
Love spoken aloud is cheap. Love that stays, listens, keeps watching you through sickness thatâs the one that rings.
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âFor the next five or six months, Yoshihide scarcely even visited the lordâs residence, devoting himself entirely to the paintings on the folding screen. That a man so exceedingly doting on his child should, the moment he set himself to painting, lose even the desire to look upon his daughterâs faceâdoes that not strike one as strange?â
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âThat being the case, once he took up the brush, he would forget everything else but the completion of the painting itself. He shut himself up in a single room day and night, and rarely ever saw the light of day. â And when he was painting the Hell Screen in particular, this state of total absorption was said to be especially severe.â
Whatâs more, when the girl fell ill, it is only the monkey that is mentioned as staying by her side and showing distress. Where, at that crucial moment, was Yoshihideâthe man famed for his love of his child? This is then reinforced later by the passage stating that he paints without even looking at her face, creating a stark contrast: the monkeyâs closeness and care set against Yoshihideâs âstrangeâ distance.
From this detail, you can recognize that Yoshihide possesses what I would call a âpainter-slave mode.â It is akin to an extreme state of focus, where one task consumes the mind so completely that everything else ceases to exist.
Once again, I offer Yoshihide a raised middle finger for allowing that painter-slave mode to overwhelm what little humanity he had left. As a father, he is a failure.
Now, returning to the main point: in the scene where she rescues the monkey, when asked about its name, the author describes the girlâs reply to the young lord as follows:
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âThe girl repeated herself once more, but then, smiling with a look of loneliness, she said:
âAnd when I hear the name Yoshihide, it feels as though my father himself is being punished somehow, I simply cannot bear to stand by and watch.ââ
In this section, the English translation:
And then, smiling sadly, she added, 'His name is Yoshihide, after all. I can't just stand by and watch âmy fatherâ being punished.'
The Vietnamese translation is almost identical:
CĂŽ gĂĄi nháșŻc láșĄi Äiá»u ÄĂł thĂȘm má»t láș§n nữa rá»i má»m cưá»i buá»n, nĂłi dứt khoĂĄt:
"Con váșt nĂ y tĂȘn lĂ Yoshihide nĂȘn nhĂŹn nĂł tiá»u nữ cáșŁm tháș„y như cha mĂŹnh pháșŁi chá»u tá»i váșy."
The common point between the English and Vietnamese versions is that both describe the girl at that moment as âsmiling sadly.â
From there, one might imagine her as a Snow White or Cinderella-like figure, feeling sorrow upon witnessing an animal being abused...which would also seem to fit the image commonly painted of her.
However, the original text describes this detail in a different direction.
The word used to describe the girlâs âsad smileâ is in fact ćŻăă (sabishisa), which means loneliness. In its full sense, the passage describes her as smiling with a loneliness held within.
What deserves attention here, beyond Akutagawaâs choice of the word ćŻăă (sabishisa), is that he places this description precisely at the moment Yoshihide is mentioned.
When the girl reaches out to save the monkey, her emotion is described as âpityâ (ćŻć). But when she explains her reasoning when Yoshihideâs name comes up the word used shifts to âlonelinessâ (ćŻăă).
If you only read the current context of that passage, you really wouldn't know why the girl is âlonelyâ; only after reaching part 7 of the story does the reason gradually become clear.
II. The Supernatural Element
A. From being possessed by a fox to becoming a deity
Since weâre already talking about the supernatural elements involving foxesâWait. Hold on. There are foxes in Silent Hill f too. What the hell.
On one side, thereâs a marriage between a fox god and a human; on the other, fox possession. Oh shitâ
Previously, when we wrote a post dissecting breadcrumbs back in Canto VIII, I took a jab at Yoshihide at one point. Someone reblogged it and said,
âMaybe Yoshihide went mad, rather than truly feeling joy at watching his daughter burn to death.â
Alright. Iâll debunk that now, even if itâs a bit late.
In the passage quoted above, roughly the beginning of Chapter 7 there is mention of Yoshihideâs so-called âpainter-slave mode,â something observers described as him being possessed by a fox.
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According to what his apprentice mentioned earlier, it seems that once that man gets down to work, he becomes as if possessed by a fox. In fact, people used to say that the only reason Yoshihide was able to make such a name for himself in art was that he had made a solemn vow to the great god of fortune; what proved it was that if you peeked in on him when he was painting, you could always see shadowy fox spirits swarming all around him.
In the passage describing Yoshihide as he watches his daughter being swallowed by the flames, the narrative again employs supernatural imagery to portray him this time in a heightened form.
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âAnd what is more uncanny is that it was not merely that the man gazed upon the death throes of his only daughter with something like delight. At that moment, there was about Yoshihide a strange severity, for some reason no longer humanâresembling the wrath of a Lion King seen in a dream. Because of this, even the countless night birds that had been startled by the sudden outbreak of fire, crying and fluttering about in panic, seemed unable to approach the area around Yoshihideâs knotted cap. Perhaps even to the eyes of those unthinking birds, there appeared above that manâs head an incomprehensible majesty, hanging there like a halo.â
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âIf even the birds were so affected, then how much more so were we, the attendants. All of us, suppressing our breath, our very insides trembling, found ourselves filled with a strange joy of rapture; we stared at Yoshihide without looking away, as though beholding a Buddha who had just attained enlightenment. The flames of the carriage roaring across the entire sky, and Yoshihide standing transfixed, his soul seized by themâwhat solemn grandeur, what exultation it was. And yet, amid all this, only the lordâbound to her by obligationâseemed as if he were a different person altogether: his face drained of color, foam gathering at his lips, his hands gripping tightly at the knees of his purple trousers, gasping unceasingly, like a beast parched with thirst.â
Seeing Yoshihide not break down in anguish or collapse into hysterical grief, but instead appear almost godlike, is what makes the Lord turn pale and foam at the mouth. After all, the reason the lord chose Yoshihideâs daughter to be burned was because he wanted Yoshihide to suffer he wanted to witness that suffering. You can clearly sense the lordâs twisted excitement in the way he speaks about burning Yoshihideâs daughter, canât you?
But no, Yoshihide enters his painter-slave mode. This makes him radiate a sacred, divine presence in the eyes of others, because there is simply no way a normal human being could react like that. One could call it âart triumphing over power.â But at what cost?
It could be said that the narrator and the characters exaggerate somewhat when describing Yoshihide in this way.
Yet through my own reading, you can see that Yoshihide is, at heart, merely entering an extreme state of concentration in which everything else ceases to matter to him. Because the spectacle is so utterly horrifying, the expression he wears makes it impossible for others to regard him as human anymore turning him into a sacred being, one the narrator even calls âa Buddha at the moment of awakening.â
Even so, the reactions of the servants and the reaction of the lord form two fascinating extremes, which I will return to later. Returning to the scene of Yoshihide gazing into the pillar of fire this cannot be dismissed as madness followed by reckless action.
This supernatural element had already been foreshadowed earlier, and its repetition here serves to confirm that Yoshihide is in the same state he was in when he could not even bring himself to look at his daughter while she was still alive only far more intense.
Stripping away the layers of supernatural personification, Yoshihide is simply a man who places art above love. In the end, he does regret it, regret that comes too late.
The moment that marks Yoshihide being completely âdevoured by the divineâ occurs after the monkey leaps into the flames alongside the girl. If the monkey is taken to represent Yoshihideâs human core, then had that human core truly prevailed, Yoshihide himself would likely have rushed into the fire with his daughter, just as the monkey did.
(Actually, there is another reason, which I will mention later, in the section related to âWisdom Kingsâ).
In that case, public condemnation would have fallen on the lord for arbitrarily burning an innocent young woman whom everyone sympathized with, rather than on Yoshihide whose continued painting left people too shocked to focus on the lordâs decision, eventually reframing it as a punishment inflicted upon Yoshihide, as though the lord were some sagacious judge.
Incidentally, this motif of possession is taken from the original Uji ShĆ«i Monogatari. (ćźæČ»æŸéșç©èȘ) People were stunned and asked RyĆshĆ« how he could possibly react in such a way after witnessing something so horrific and can you guess how he replied?
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âHow could a spirit or demon possibly possess me? For many years I had clumsily painted the flames of FudĆ MyĆ-Ć. Now that I have seen it with my own eyes, I have finally grasped how fire truly burns. This is pure profit to me. If one makes a living in this world through the path of Buddhist painting, then by painting the Buddhas well alone, one could easily build hundreds or even thousands of houses. You, on the other hand, lacking any particular talent, are the ones who begrudge things.â
Saying this, he stood there and laughed scornfully.
Note: äžćæç FudĆ MyĆ-Ć aka "The Immovable"/"Immovable Lord" (Acala or Achala)
Neither Yoshihide nor Ebusshi RyĆshĆ« believed in possession by evil spirits. Yet everyone around them thought both were possessed.
As you may have noticed, I use the term âdivinityâ rather than âdeity.â or âgodâ
And true to the nature of an unreliable narrator, the storyteller gives us two pieces of information that directly clash with each other.
The narrator recounts rumors he has heard regarding Yoshihideâs rise to fame and success: that it was because he had sworn an oath to a certain ć€§ç„ (Ćgami / okami, âGreat Deityâ), and that whenever he painted, fox spirits would gather around him.
The only deity I know who is served by foxes (kitsune) is Inari. And those foxes are called zenko, not yĆko.
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So if we put it bluntly, this old man is not being protected by any benevolent deity at all; he is being possessed by yĆkai (ćŠæȘ).
And honestly, oaths sworn to gods rarely end well anyway. One usually prays for a godâs protection one does not lightly swear vows to them, right?
Because an oath is a heavy thing, not something to be spoken carelessly, much less in the presence of a deity.
If this line of interpretation feels unfamiliar, you can think of it like Faust making a pact with Mephistopheles.
By the time we reach the scene where Yoshihide witnesses his daughter burning to death, the narrator raises the stakes further. Yoshihide is no longer merely possessed he has become a wrathful deity, a dharmapÄla.
By combining the two descriptions âmajestic like a lion king in a furyâ and âa Buddha at the moment of awakeningâ I finally understood that Akutagawa is describing a wrathful guardian deity. And conveniently, one such figure is explicitly mentioned in the story.
In fact, in Uji ShĆ«i Monogatari, the tale of EbussĆ RyĆshĆ« also refers to this very being.
FudĆ MyĆĆâthe wrathful manifestation of Dainichi Nyorai (Vairocana).
At this point, even if the bell had truly been given to Yoshihide, it would have been useless. A bell may drive away yĆkai, but it can do nothing against a god. Seen this way, one might even wonder: if the daughter had given the bell to her father from the start, might he still have remained human at that crucial moment?
Because the girl gave the bell to the monkey, Yoshihide himself moved unchecked from being possessed to being wholly âdevoured by divinity.â The monkey, which people interpret as Yoshihideâs humanity, his better self, bears the protective bell given by the girl, and thus was never something that could be possessed in the first place.
In short, there was no saving him. At first, Yoshihide was still a man possessed by fox spirits, there was still a way back. But in the end, he became a wrathful god, leaving people staring in wide-eyed awe, filled with a âstrange rapture,â as though they were beholding the Buddha himself.
All except one person, whose reaction was entirely different. The lord Horikawa.
C. The Two Wisdom Kings (æç): Horikawa and Yoshihide
Horikawa was originally revered by the people as a reincarnation of a god or Buddha. It was said that before his birth, Daiitoku MyĆĆ (性ćšćŸłæç aka the god of death âDestroyer of Deathâ or "Conqueror of Death") appeared in his motherâs dream.
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ă«è§ćŸĄçăă€ăăăă䞊ă
ăźäșșéăšăŻćŸĄéăČă«ăȘă€ăŠăăăăă§ăăăăŸăă
I heard it said that before His birth, Daiitoku MyĆĆ appeared in His mother's dream. In any case, it seems He was different from ordinary men from the moment He was born.
The people appeared to regard him as Daiitoku MyĆĆ reborn, to the extent that when an old woman was injured by one of his oxen, she expressed gratitude rather than resentment. This is because depictions of Daiitoku MyĆĆ often show him riding a white ox.
The link between Yoshihide and FudĆ MyĆĆ is shown in the passage where the narrator criticizes Yoshihide for daring to paint FudĆ MyĆĆ using a base model taken from a disreputable man.
ăăăăȘç·ă§ăăăăŸăăăăć焄怩ăæăæăŻăćăăććĄăźéĄăćăăŸăăăăäžćæçăæăæăŻăçĄé ŒăźæŸć
ăźć§żăćăăŸăăăăăăăăźćżäœăȘăç䌌ăèŽăăŸăăăăăăă§ăćœäșșăè©°ăăŸăăšăèŻç§ăźæăăç„ä»ăăăăźèŻç§ă«ć„眰ăćœăŠăăăăšăŻăç°ăȘäșăèăăăźăąăăăšç©șćŻăăŠăăă§ăŻăăăăŸăăăă
Such a man he was, when he painted KichijĆten, he depicted her with the face of a lowly prostitute; when he painted FudĆ MyĆĆ, he portrayed him as a vagabond outlaw. He committed all manner of irreverent acts. Yet, when confronted, he would scoff, âThat gods or Buddhas painted by Yoshihide should bring divine punishment upon Yoshihide himselfâwhat a strange tale that would be!â
And in Uji Shƫi Monogatari:
ăăźćŸă«ăăèŻç§ ăăăąăäžćăšăŠăä»ă«äșșă
ăă§ăăžăă
Since this is written in classical language to the point that even modern Japanese readers I struggle with it a lot, here is the modernized version:
ăăźăăšăăăŁăŠä»„æ„ăźăăšă ăăăăăèŻç§ăźăăąăäžćăăšèšăŁăŠăä»ă§ăäșșă
ăç§°èłăăăŁăŠăăă
âPerhaps it is for that reason that, ever since that incident, people have continued to praise RyĆshĆ«âs âFierce FudĆâ down to the present day.â
The context is that this Buddhist painter is working on an image of FudĆ MyĆĆ. And as you may know (or have just looked up), depictions of FudĆ MyĆĆ are always accompanied by flames. When a house fire breaks out, as we already know, the painter does not care that his homeâand his wife and childrenâhave just burned to ashes. What he cares about is that he had been painting the flames poorly, and only now, upon seeing real fire, can he paint them correctly.
The ending of this thirteenth-century tale leaves the reader with an uneasy aftertaste: we do not know what becomes of the painter afterward, but we do know that the painting he createdâat the cost of his own familyâgoes on to be praised by later generations.
Perhaps this is why Akutagawa wrote the ending of Jigokuhen the way he did. If one must sacrifice goodness in order to choose beauty, then that choice is not acceptable.
All rightâIâve wandered off topic. Letâs return.
At its core, both Horikawa and Yoshihide are each associated with a Wisdom King, regardless of the narrative path taken.
In the English version, Daiitoku MyĆĆ is translated as âthe Guardian Deity of the West.â That⊠isnât wrong. But it can easily be mistaken for one of the Four Heavenly Kings.
The Arrangement of the Five Great Wisdom Kings
The KyĆryĆ-rinjin (embodiment of the divine command) of Dainichi Nyorai.
The KyĆryĆ-rinjin of Ashuku Nyorai (AkáčŁobhya).
The KyĆryĆ-rinjin of HĆshĆ Nyorai (Ratnasambhava).
The KyĆryĆ-rinjin of Amida Nyorai (AmitÄbha).
North â KongĆ Yasha MyĆĆ (TĆmitsu tradition)
The KyĆryĆ-rinjin of FukĆ«jĆju Nyorai (Amoghasiddhi),
or Ushusama MyĆĆ (Taimitsu tradition).
Simply by reading the directional placement of the Five Wisdom Kings, you can probably notice that FudĆ MyĆĆ is set apart from the other four.
He stands at the very center.
So I looked further, and on a random Buddhist website called tuongphattrangia.com, it states the following:
BáșŁn tĂŽn cá»§a NgĂ i Báș„t Äá»ng Minh VÆ°ÆĄng cĂł Äá»a vá» tĂŽn quĂœ quan trá»ng báșc nháș„t trong NgĆ© ÄáșĄi Minh VÆ°ÆĄng. (...). Äá»a vá» cá»§a NgĂ i cĂł thá» sĂĄnh ngang vá»i Bá» TĂĄt QuĂĄn Tháșż Ăm vĂ Bá» TĂĄt Äá»a TáșĄng vĂ trá» thĂ nh 3 chá»§ tĂŽn cá»§a tÆ°á»Łng Pháșt dĂąn gian.
The principal icon of FudĆ MyĆĆ holds the most exalted and crucial position among the Five Great Wisdom Kings. (âŠ). His status can be considered equal to that of Bodhisattva AvalokiteĆvara and Bodhisattva KáčŁitigarbha, forming the three principal revered figures of folk Buddhist statuary.
And if you like, this is what was written in English wikipedia:
In East Asian esoteric Buddhism, Acala is classed among the Wisdom Kings (VidyÄrÄja) and is preeminent among the five Wisdom Kings of the Womb Realm. Accordingly, he occupies an important hierarchical position in the Mandala of the Two Realms.
Even if you do not trust that source, FudĆ MyĆĆ still occupies the centerâthe central position, the place that inevitably draws the viewerâs gaze.
At the very moment when people submit to the divine pressure emanating from Yoshihide, feeling as though they are witnessing the âBuddha opening his eyes,â Horikawa regarded as a god or Buddha reborn, aligned with Daiitoku MyĆĆ sees something else entirely.
He sees the ugly painter he despises, the painter who has always stood beneath him on the ladder of power, becoming something that surpasses even himself. All eyes are fixed on Yoshihide, on FudĆ MyĆĆ, on the central position that naturally commands attention.
How could he not feel bitterness? How could he not feel revulsion?
Those violent emotions erupt, and we remember how he turned pale, foamed at the mouth, and breathed like a beast.
Here is a fact that is anything but pleasant.
The sword in FudĆ MyĆĆâs right hand fully symbolizes the power to cut down Greed, Anger, and Ignorance, the three poisons that corrupt wisdom. The rope in his left hand binds all those who abuse their strength and act with arrogance. The raging flames behind him incinerate every form of defilement.
The two ritual implements of FudĆ MyĆĆ are a sword (often called the sacred sword, or Kurikara) and a noose or rope (pÄĆa). Yoshihide hangs himself a final, irreversible link to FudĆ MyĆĆ.
III. How those stuff can be refer in Limbus Company
I don't know what to say about the bell because PM seems to prefer choosing the rope to spotlight, even though the teaser also faintly echoes the sound of the bell.
So let's talk about the rest. Starting with the Five Wisdom Kings.
A. Five Finger - Five Wisdom Kings
We do not view it from Yoshihide's perspective, but instead look at it from the outside (specifically from above), then the position of each person will correspond to the following Wisdom Kings:
North, Matthias, the Middle: "The Devourer of Demons" VajrayakáčŁa - KongĆyasha MyĆĆ
South, Maestro ???, the Ring: "The Dispenser of Heavenly Nectar" Kuáčážali - Gundari MyĆĆ
East, Valentina, the Thumb: "The Conqueror of The Three Planes" Trailokyavijaya - GĆzanze MyĆĆ
West, Rien, the Index: "The Defeater of Death" YamÄntaka - Daiitoku MyĆĆÂ
Removing the Pinky from this photo leaves exactly five people in the frame. And the person in the center, Yoshihide, is obviously âThe Immovable Oneâ Acala - FudĆ MyĆĆ.
To be honest, I deliberately chose the viewing angle so that the Index Father would be YamÄntaka, because of the Jigokuhen and how the PM deliberately emphasized how important this character is to Yoshihide from the teaser to Part 1 of Canto IX.
If you're wondering what the Pinky aka Dihui Star is, it's simple: the former Immovable One. In the original work, we have two characters named èŻç§. And both are associated with the Immovable One in some way.
Speaking of which, I thought of another possibility.
Kudos to @ryoshudoodles for giving us the idea by writing that long post.
B. Index Father - the Immovable One
If you look back at the picture where everyone is gathered around Yoshihide, just look at it from the angle it was drawn, isn't Mr. Index right in the middle of the picture? The center position of the Immovable One?
Jigokuhen is already short, and the story about ebusshi RyĆshƫ is even shorter (you have no idea how much I struggled with 13th-century classical prose). But because it's short, we don't have much information about it, yet at the same time, we know some other important information.
And the same goes for the Index Father.
This guy. THIS FUCKING GUY is the Rashomon effect. Because you can't FUCKING tell what he wants, needs, does, or thinks. Like RyĆshƫ said, he is an empty shell.
He is Chaos, and not even Moses, a genius detective and strategist that can see and point someone's innermost thoughts and feelings can get a read on him.
(quotes from ryoshudoodles)
An empty shell? Or let me suggest this...What do you think of the word âvesselâ?
In the section about the fantasy element, I explained that people saw Yoshihide as a possessed person/a divine entity because they couldn't understand or imagine that a human being could act that way. So they blame fantasy elements, which are also elements they believe cannot be explained or understood.
It's similar to how people believe ebusshi RyĆshĆ« was possessed.
Now let's return to the world of City, where more crazy things can happen. What I mean is that he, the Index Father, is a vessel for something.
It could be a vessel for a âdeityâ like Yoshihide in Jigokuhen, for example, a vessel for the Immovable One. Quoted from the CaáčážaÂmahÄÂroáčŁaáča Sutra describing the Immovable One:
His right hand is terrifying with a sword in it,
His left is holding a noose;
He is making a threatening gesture with his Index Finger,
And bites his lower lip with his fangs.
C. Dihui Star and Horikawa
After RyĆshƫ cuts her tongue she spits it out, and she laughs, in Dante's words "The triumphant laughter of one who had just seized the victory of one's life." RyĆshƫ stands there, dumbfounded and confused, dropping the sword.Â
This is the ultimate suffering the Dihui blade wanted to inflict. This is the lord of Horikawa laughing from the balcony, foaming at the mouth.Â
So what do I think of her?Â
Like I said, I think she is our lord. I think at some point she was probably like RyĆshĆ« , the pride of the house of spiders. That is, until something left her unable to perform that role and she was forced into raising a child that she did not want.Â
Unable to turn her blade towards those that forced something upon her, she turns it towards a younger Yoshihide. And she knows that one day Yoshihide will turn that same blade towards her own child. It never stops. And unsheathing the odachi was the first step towards making it happen.Â
(quotes from ryoshudoodles)
This fellow enthusiast connects the plot point of Dihui Star in 9-18 with the scene where Horikawa laughs when Yoshihide asks him to burn the carriage with a woman inside, and she also said that Dihui Star is Horikawa.
Let us delve deeper into this direction.
Before reaching the scene where Horikawa laughs hysterically upon hearing Yoshihide's request, we must first understand why Horikawa ordered the old man to paint the Hell Screen.
It was not a premeditated plan for punishment, but simply a way to distract Yoshihide.
As we all know, Yoshihide had a painting obsession that was so intense that people rumored he was possessed to explain it, and when he was in that state, he didn't even care about his own daughter.
According to the narrator, when painting the screen, he was more intensely focused than ever, and in any case, painting a complete picture of hell required much more effort than painting a Buddhist deity one of the other subjects Yoshihide had painted.
Why did Horikawa want to distract Yoshihide? Distract him from what?
From his daughter, of course.
The narrator denied any connection between the order to paint the screen and the girl, but this effort was insignificant when he admitted that the order to paint the screen came after the girl incident.
Previously, Yoshihide had repeatedly asked for his daughter to be dismissed from serving the lord, but Horikawa openly disapproved of this, and it happened so often (4, 5 times) that he grew cold and resentful of Yoshihide. This eventually led to the order to paint the screen.
While Yoshihide was busy painting, Horikawa kept visiting the girl without being bothered by her old father anymore.
When Yoshihide came to report that the painting was almost finished, Horikawa, whose goal was to keep Yoshihide buried in his work for as long as possible, reacted to the report with little enthusiasm.Â
ăăăăŻçźćșćșŠăăäșăæșè¶łăąăăă
ăăăăăä»°æăć€§æźżæ§ăźćŸĄćٰă«ăŻăäœæ
ăćŠă«ćăźçĄăăćŒ”ćăźăŹăăæăăăăăŸăăă
âThat is most fortunate. I am satisfied.â
Yet in the voice of His Lordship as he spoke thus, there was something strangely weak, a certain lack of vigor.
But as soon as Yoshihide admitted that he was stuck on a section he couldn't draw, Horikawa became strangely cheerful.
ăăȘă«ăæăăŹæăăă?ă
ăăăăă§ăăăăŸăăăç§ăŻç·ăăŠăèŠăăăźă§ăȘăăă°æăăŸăăŹăăăæăăŠăăćŸćżăćăăŸăăŹăăăă§ăŻæăăŹăćăäșă§ăăăăŸăăŹăăă
ăăăćŸĄèăă«ăȘăăšăć€§æźżæ§ăźćŸĄéĄă«ăŻăćČăăăăȘćŸĄćŸźçŹăæ”źăłăŸăăă
âWhat? There are things you cannot draw?â
âIndeed, my lord. I can only draw what I have seen. Even if I could draw it, I would not be satisfied. Would that not be the same as not being able to draw it at all?â
Upon hearing this, a mocking smile appeared on the lord's face.
Yoshihide, that arrogant old man who always acted like he was the world's greatest painter, now admitted to him that he couldn't paint a thing. How could he not laugh?
He had already begun to dislike the old man, so it was understandable that he reacted that way when he heard the old man complaining about his art block.
Horikawa continued to ask, wanting to paint a scene of hell, one must have seen hell, right? He guessed that Yoshihide had never seen prisoners or prison guards, so he couldn't paint it, but Yoshihide said he had seen them, which surprised Horikawa. Losing patience, he asked Yoshihide what he couldn't paint.
When Yoshihide began describing the woman in the carriage, Horikawa became interested and urged him to continue.
When Yoshihide uttered that horrific request, Horikawa's face darkened for a moment.
He himself hadn't expected Yoshihide to have the nerve to ask him to do something so outrageous in the name of art. After all, on his artistic journey, Yoshihide had never sacrificed a single life, no matter how much he tormented his apprentices.
ć€§æźżæ§ăŻćŸĄéĄăæăăȘăă€ăăšæă”ăšăçȘç¶ăăăăŸăăćŸĄçŹăČă«ăȘăăŸăăăăăăăŠăăźćŸĄçŹăČćŁ°ă«æŻăă€ăŸăăăȘăăăä»°æăăŸăă«ăŻă
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The lord's face darkened, I thought, when suddenly he burst into loud laughter. And then, gasping for breath amidst that laughter, he declared:
âWell⊠I shall have everything done just as you say. Debating what can or cannot be done is a futile exercise.â
That moment also marked the instant Yoshihide gave Horikawa the means to punish the old painter in the most brutal and convenient way possible, without needing any further justification. Because the old man himself had asked him to do so.
Now back to the scene of Dihui Star laughing.
ê·žêČë ëí ëì ììŽ ë§ìĄ±ì€ëœë€ë ëŻí ìč늏ìì ìììŽìë€.
ăăăăăźäžăȘăæșè¶łăăȘăćè
ăźçŹăă ăŁăă
It was the smile of a victor, one that seemed utterly satisfied.
I'm not sure if Dihui Star laughed because Yoshihide drew her sword or because Yoshihide cut her tongue. But basically, fellow enthusiast @ryoshudoodles is quite right when comparing this scene to when Horikawa heard Yoshihide's request, the victor's laugh, sounding extremely satisfied.
As Yoshihide said, Dihua Star wanted her to suffer, just as Horikawa wanted to punish Yoshihide. So her action of drawing her sword and cutting her tongue was probably similar to the original Yoshihide asking Horikawa to burn the carriage. She gave the other person the most convenient means to torment herself.
The subsequent reactions of the two Yoshihides were also something else. Yoshihide Limbus became confused, as if she were lost.
ìšì ëȘ°ììŹë ëŁìê° ìì ì êČì ëìčë€.
íŒëì€ëŹìŽâŠ ë§ìč êžžì ìì ëŻí íì ìŒëĄ ëŁìë íì°ž ëì ê·žìì íëìì ë°ëŒëłžë€.
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æ··äč±ăăâŠăŸăă§éă怱ăŁăăăźăăăȘèĄšæ
ă§èŻç§ăŻăă°ăăăźéăăăźäșșăźć鳎ăçșăăŠăăă
RyĆshĆ« , gasping for breath, drops her sword.
Confused⊠with a look as if lost, RyĆshĆ« watches the person's labored breathing for a long while.
Yoshihide turned pale with fear after hearing Horikawa describe in detail the scene the old man wanted the lord to create. He realized that the artistic inspiration he had imagined would be nothing more than a brutal act.
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ăăŸăăăăăăăŠäœäžăźçăç·©ăă ăăă«ăăčăăăšçłăžäžĄæăă€ăăšă
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Upon hearing His Lordship's words, Yoshihide suddenly lost all color and gasped, moving only his lips. Then, as if every muscle in his body had gone slack, he collapsed onto the tatami mats, pressing both hands flat against them.
âIt is a most fortunate turn of events,â he murmured in a voice so low it was barely audible, offering his most respectful thanks. This was likely because the dread he had imagined was now vividly brought to life before his eyes by the Lord's words. For the only time in my life, at that moment, I felt pity for Yoshihide.
It's like when we read fanfics with tags like violence and âgrapingâ, and it seems appealing, so we keep reading. But when it actually happens in real life, you find it truly disgusting.
And this old man is only now realizing that. âThose who have never tasted war will think war is sweet,â I vaguely remember hearing a phrase like that.
As I said before, until he asked Horikawa, he had never sacrificed anyone for the sake of art (he had tortured people, but never to the point of killing them). He saw the fire and painted the Fudo of Twisting Flames, but he hadn't seen people die in that sea of flames.
He painted a scene of a person being tormented by a monstrous bird, but in reality, the model attacked by the owl was still alive and well.Â
Or, to put it more simply, a gore artist can still want to vomit when seeing real gore.
Applying this to Yoshihide of Limbus is difficult, because in the world she lives in, these horrific things happen frequently, and advanced technology allows people to kill each other freely and still survive (if they have enough money).
And so her expression is one of confusion. Perhaps she doesn't understand what's happening either, doesn't understand why she's acting this way, or doesn't understand why Dihui Star can laugh like that?
I give up on this one. Writing all this out has burned me out, so you figure it out yourself.
D. Dihui Star/Yoshihide and Fuku/Akutagawa
I'm currently cooking a list of all the facts and similarities between Ryoshu and her "father", Akutagawa, but you know my habitsâI still haven't finished cooking it yet.
Instead of continuing with the comparison between Dihui and Horikawa, I see the relationship between Dihui and Yoshihide as akin to what might have been between Mrs. Fuku and Akutagawa.
Specifically, regarding the situation of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's biological mother, Mrs. Fuku, after giving birth to him. Well, I have a reason to use the term âbiological motherâ instead of just âmother,â which will be explained after you read the quote below.
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Around the age of seven months, his mother Fuku suffered a mental breakdown[* 1], and he was placed in the care of his maternal grandmother's family, the Akutagawa household, in Koizumi-cho, Honjo Ward, Tokyo City (present-day Ryogoku, Sumida Ward, Tokyo). He was raised by his aunt Fuki. His mother died when he was eleven years old. The following year, he became the adopted son of his uncle, Akutagawa Michiaki (Fuku's older brother), and took the Akutagawa surname. The Akutagawa family, an old samurai lineage, had served the Tokugawa shogunate for generations as goyĆbukuro bĆzu during the Edo period. The household cherished the arts and performing arts, retaining the literary tastes of Edo.
In the English Wikipedia, this detail is linked to the page âpostpartum depression.â If you ask me how you can call it postpartum depression if it has already passed seven months, I will quote from a study by the Department of Psychology and Educational Services, University of Leuven.
The Department of Clinical Psychology, Education, and Health, University College London (UCL) here, though I doubt anyone wants to read it:
Studies in community samples suggest that 27% to 48% (median = 31.3%) of mothers with PPD still met criteria for major depression at 3 to 4 months postpartum (n = 4 studies); 30% to 62% (median = 35.5%) at 6 months (n = 6 studies); 25% to 31% (median = 28%) at 9 months (n = 2 studies); 6% to 39% (median = 23.1%) at 12 months (n = 4 studies); 18% at 18 months (n = 1 study); 13% to 46% (median = 31%) at 2 years (n = 4 studies); and 17% to 62% (median = 38.5%) at 3 years (n = 2 studies). Overall, these findings suggest that at any time point between 4 months and 3 years postpartum, about 30% of mothers diagnosed with PPD still meet criteria for depression.
There are no specific records detailing what Mrs. Fuku suffered from; it is only generally noted as âmental illness,â and many sources suggest it was schizophrenia.
The cause of this could also be attributed to the profound grief of losing her eldest daughter, but I have not been able to verify this information. The only thing that can be confirmed is that Mrs. Fuku became mentally ill seven months after giving birth to Akutagawa (a period that could still be suspected as postpartum depression).
To put it in teaser-like terms, from the moment Akutagawa was born, Mrs. Fuku's life was completely turned upside down in a negative direction.
ë€ê° ìêž°êł ìë¶í° ëŽ ìžìì ì€êł§ ë¶ííë€. ìêł ìë?
ăćăçăŸăăŠăăăç§ăźäșșçăŻăăŁăšäžćčžă ăŁăăćăăŁăŠăăă?
My life has been nothing but an unending stream of misery ever since you happened. Did you know that?
Dihui Star probably wanted Yoshihide to remember clearly that her existence was a misfortune for her âmother.â And at the same time, perhaps she wanted her to remember the agonizing pain of knowing that her existence brought misfortune to the person she loved. Or, to put it another way, perhaps she wanted to sow self-hatred in Yoshihide, or at least make her live in agony.
A prime example of how crazy you can go when you realize you are the source of someone else's misery is Canto VI. Although their methods differed, both Catherine and Heathcliff came to the same conclusion: to erase their very existence from all times and spaces, as well as from other mirror worlds whose fates they were not even sure they had seen to the end.Â
As for Akutagawa, in his final years he suffered from mental symptoms and seemed to fear that he too would go mad like his mother.
While researching this, I came across a study on Akutagawa's 44, âSuicides of elite Japanese writers: The case of Ryunosuke Akutagawaâ on ResearchGate, written by Sachi Sri Kantha, Ph.D.Editor Emeritus at Gifu University:
Multiple reasons have been suggested for Akutagawaâs suicide. First was that he suffered from hallucinations of inheriting the schizophrenia traits of his biological mother.Â
Second, the financial burdens left by his brother-in-lawâs suicide, in January 1927, left Akutagawa in a desperate situation.Â
Third, a medically pertinent possibility was insomnia, for which Akutagawa had been tinkering with prescribed sleep inducing medicine, Veronal, and potassium cyanide. Fourth, according to Healy, 12 mental collapse of his novelist friend Koji Uno (1891â1961) in May 1927 might have precipitated the suicide.
Additionally, it also mentions Akutagawa when he met his mother:
In his 1926 reminiscence Death Register, Akutagawa had described the health of his biological mother Fuku, as follows:
âMy mother was a madwoman. I never did feel close to her, as a son should feel toward his mother. Hair held in place by a comb, she would sit alone all day puffing on a long, skinny pipe in the house of my birth family in Tokyoâs Shiba Ward⊠I never had the experience of a motherâs care. I do seem to recall that one time, when my adoptive mother made a point of taking me upstairs to see her, she suddenly conked me on the head with her pipe. In general, though, she was a quiet lunatic⊠My mother died in the autumn of my eleventh year, not so much from illness, I think, as from simply wasting away. I have a fairly clear memory of the events surrounding her death.â
That sounds just like how our Ryoshu described Dihui Star also smoking...