#ryanngyuen

You should've know. The phone calls, hiding the phone when he's laying in the bed next to you-- hell, him only answering your text messages when he wants to and it's almost always out of the feeling of obligation. Nothing else.

You always just used the excuse that he's busy. He's adjusting to the idea that his whole group he has known since he was 19 was over, and it probably wasn't coming back. But it's been 9 months now. Why are you still eating alone at the dinner table why he's supposedly out with some friends. It's getting to the point where you just want to reach out to one of his friends to get the story straight.

and you do so.

You call up Ryan. The only friend you know that's going to give it to you head on about what he's been doing behind your back. It wasn't a pretty conversation either.

You're the other woman. Regie has been seeing another woman; well his main chick he's been seeing since the start of the NSB group. He's just been well at keeping you a distance from the whole thing.

You were the woman he came to see when he was in town. The so-called long distanced relationship was just a cover to what he truy was hiding from you. You never truly mattered unless they were going through a fight or he just wanted some breathing space.

Ryan told you all of these things, and somehow you just had to accept it with a grain of salt.