Do you dream of me in your far Future?  Do you remember me or am I a mere phantom in your endless dance?

Does my existence matter?

I have come to miss you these past years.  I have come to wish for you to return.  And how selfish of me is it that I wish to keep you to me?

Are you still fond of me?  Do you find me to still be your Friend?

You are gone and so is he.  And what do I do but wait for the return of you both?  Shall I give you a war?  Or a peace?  What do I give to a person who has the world at their beck and call?  What do I, a Monster, give to a Human?  What do I do?  When I ask that... when I ask if you dream of me in your far Future... know that I am saying that I....

I miss you.

Grandma and Uncle have both passed which is, honestly, why I left for so long in the first place.  But I'm going to come back starting this weekend??  I think.  Yes.  Spring Break is coming so I'll be on then too.  I'm working on a coming back post but until I graduate (in May, I'm freaking graduating in MAY), I'll only be on on weekends.

Why.