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I also wanna start by saying I believe Es is mostly completely unlabelled, gender wise, sexually and romantically. They do identify as gnc though! Jackalope is gay and homophoic. Also probably polyamorous.

Haruka: It sucks that Haruka comes first because I’m worried I’ll immediately mischaracterise him and no one will want to read this post lol. But I’ll try. I do quite like a headcannon I’ve seen that he was intersex, but I think he would identify with that to a smaller degree due to his intersex aspects being something that most would consider irrelevant. He was given a girl’s name, I don’t know if that would let him identify as intersex, or make him personally feel intersex enough to identify himself with it (he’d feels excluded, different and unworthy with regards to everything I believe). I do not think he’s cis. I feel like after learning more about it* he’d identity as a Demiboy using he/they, but he doesn’t particularly care if someone uses she. I don’t think he’d particularly want to be a girl though either. He is also dead. So this is all using the the magic of hypotheticals, because I don’t think he’d know any of these terms

Romantically I think he could be under the assumption that he’d be pansexual, but after further self discovery and experience I think he’d be specifically drawn and attracted to gnc people, mostly because he thinks they’re cool. He just probably wouldn’t know the terms and labels for those things. I’m definitely not saying I would ship him with Es either lol. Something about how his previous abusers and his personal trauma are somewhat linked to gender and gender expression. I think he’d prefer to throw that aside entirely, but he believes he doesn’t have enough faith or trust in himself to be non binary or gender fluid himself, assuming that people are always going to view him as a man anyway. Also I feel his gender and boyhood reminds him of his childhood, and he doesn’t want to get rid of that.

I think he and Muu are queer platonic partners! Still not really a healthy relationship though, obviously.

I also think he was demisexual, but probably after a period of questioning. I don’t think he really cares about labels as much as he cares about having community, which is mostly why he identifies with these things imo.

*I say all of this stuff as if he had access to queer spaces online before he died, but when I wrote it I was talking about him in the present tense. I like the idea that the dead guys spirits are online (milgram is an internet wide project Y’know, created with emphasis on online communication and connection with the way we watch and vote, I feel like it’s likely) especially haruka, the others would mostly just stick to platforms of their friends and family, whereas haruka would go to social media all over, and have possibly develop gender identity as a special interest or something lol. I just like that boy having the creative freedom he deserves. He’s too traumatised I don’t think any internet horrors could truly get to him anymore, especially if he doesn’t have a physical form, and if they did he’d know how to just ignore them and where else to go.

I’d do Haruka’s victim but she’s kinda just a little girl. She’s questioning imo. She’s definitely not homophobic. She/they.

Yuno: Easy (to me), biromantic to lesbians and gnc people, though she’s been pansexual in the past maybe. Probably pansexual (she tells herself she wants to experience as many different things as possible) but only romantic to lesbians and gnc people. Yeah. She’s a she/they woman, but she likes pretending to be a man sometimes (in a drag way ooo). I also think YEARS after milgram (and recovery from the trauma of it) she might work a small bit in a lesbian brothel, but not as much as she has before. Maybe a lesbian maid cafe <3 or a hireable gf <3 at least only after she’s like 28 or older though

All being said, I do like aroflux Yuno, so maybe it changes daily. I also think she’s quite clearly polyamorous! Sorry I forgot that wasn’t a given lol

Uh. How do I do headcannons for a fetus. Uh. Moving on.

Fuuta: Clearly a weird Jax situation of a tgirl who refuses to transition imo. More like a demigirl, maybe even a femboy, but she says they’re too connected to internet drama and stereotypes that he doesn’t properly identify with them, even though he says anything goes. He feels like he doesn’t deserve to reinvent himself by transitioning :( Idk how he’ll deal with it, hopefully after milgram he’ll somehow stay in contact with Amane, and since their god seems to forgive him, he’ll finally feel allowed and able to, but he’s boymoding and only expressing his true self in small online circles, mostly group chats instead of something where me makes posts. He probably still wears skirts in public though. He/she/they. Probably any, including neopronouns too.

Tbf I’m talking this all assuming they’ll get out of Milgram when I’ve never thought they’ll get the chance to in cannon. So idk. I think most of them don’t see the point in changing their identity to Es because they all think theyll die already.

Another reason I think he’s hesitant to transition is due to is connection to his gay identity, which he’s probably had for most of his life. I think he was hiding it before Milgram but after seeing it was an inclusive environment he saw no point in that anymore. He likes bl, and he doesn’t want to be seen as a straight woman or a fujoshi, but he doesn’t like women at all imo. I think he’s allosexual. I don’t think he’d want another big identity change soon either. Continuing her life as a girl is not a priority or necessity within milgram.

I also often think he’d love being x gender or genderpunk! I do think he’d try being trans fem at least before or after identifying with that though, he’s experimenting mostly, and I think he’d want to try being very fem.

Chisei/Killcheroy: I think she’s bisexual to men and women. But I also kinda see her being homophobic? The snippets of her blog-thing express a life too good to be true, Fuuta’s crime perhaps had an ounce of jealousy in it (also towards her gender) whether he was aware of that or not. Maybe he also saw her being homophobic and wanted to cancel her mostly because of that? But knew it wouldn’t really garner attention??? Idk.

Before I got into Milgram I was always thinking about at least one of the perceived social justice characters (Fuuta and Kotoko) being homophobic, and one of them being a queer activist. And obviously with the way the both look to homophobic one way more likely to be Fuuta. Though it’s clear the rights or lack thereof of queer people don’t really matter to either of them. Useless point sorry. Not very worth mentioning, but I thought about it a lot. I think Fuuta could become quite politically and queer online, but he is also in a dang cult, and I don’t think he’s ever want to go back online again. I think T2 fuuta would have considered that though.

Muu: She/her exclusively, even if you don’t know who she is or who you’re even referring to if you’re actually referring to her (she jokes). I’m not sure about her cisness, she’s definitely a girl, but I also feel like that’s just because she’s never considered being anything other than that. I like the idea that she’s trans fem, but I have absolutely no idea how that’d work within cannon. It’s nice to imagine that her parent accepted and appreciated it. It’d give her another reason to feel the pressure of social hierarchy and constantly needing to be on top. But I also feel her born and almost forced femininity is incredibly interesting. I think she binds. To me she’s asexual, sometimes feeling aroflux too. I’ve nearly always seen her as a lesbian, but I don’t know if she is aware of that yet. I don’t think she’d tell her parents, but I don’t think they’d really care.

Above and in front of all that I think she’s the most likely to be homophobic out of the main cast, though she doesn’t express it or criticise with it, and it’s probably unrelated to her bullying, at least in her eyes (her friends would bully others for being queer, maybe she’d out them and that’d be the cause, but she wouldn’t properly realise why being queer was such a bad or embarrassing thing). So all of these headcannons of mine here are like. Taught to her by the voices or Fuuta and amane and the cult or even es. Or shidou, it seems like a shidou thing to do. That girl is definitely queer and in denial. I wanted her to be the one to educate Haruka about all of it but that’s when I realised how unlikely she is to approve of it. But I think once she sees how much this apparent community she’s heard about through the other prisoners and maybe even the voices helps haruka and makes him feel less alone, she’d warm up to it.

Rei: She identified as aro when she died, but was thinking that might change. She has had a gf in the past. She’s been transmasc before, as well as genderpunk, but right now she’s questioning, and also trying to identify more fem. All pronouns including neos.

But I also really like the idea of her being transfem ooooo

Shidou: Realistically, he’s just a feminine bicurious guy (leaning to women but has recently considered men). But like. I do love the concept that he’s T4T with his wife and that he carried at least one of the children. If he were to be transmasc or even trans fem I don’t think he’d experience much dysphoria. He believes very deeply due to his profession that gender is a construct, and is pretty interested in the biological sex differences that do exist, especially when they are disproven and with a silly dream to also disprove them himself, but he’s giving up on that. All pronouns including neos, though he doesn’t know much about them and gets mostly confused when people use she, so he likes they/him best. Allosexual.

Mrs Kirisaki (Shidous wife): trans woman, the children may have been implanted and carried by one of shidou’s family members, and she dyed her hair to look similar to her children. Though I feel it’d also make sense for one of them to be part lab grown? Idk I also doubt the technology was there. I mean, on their hair again it also could be because she had a medical condition that makes her go gray sooner, and shidou dyed/bleached his hair to make her feel better about it, and since their kids look up to them they did it too, or maybe just to make them look more related hehe. She’s Demisexual. She/they.

Also I think it’d be funny for their children to have always been quite cishet despite their mother being a trans woman. Definitely not homophobic or transphobic though. Both he/they

Mahiru: I’ll get her gender identity out of the way first because there’s less to talk about. Now, Mahiru being a trans woman who just pads a dang lot would be incredible, but like Muu I can’t think of a way it could work in cannon with her strict rich parents. Cis girl it is. She/her. I think she definitely would transition if Mead wanted her to though, probably only under that condition, unless the trauma of Milgram got to her or something. Now. Love. The point of Mahiru… So. She grew up thinking she was straight, but her experience in Milgram made her consider many other things, starting with liking women. She does give off that crazy bisexual baddie vibe, but I can also consider at some point her believing she loves everyone, maybe out of stress, Y’know she loves love so much and believes in it so much. I think it would also partially be out of surprise and disbelief, and she may start just saying things while thinking that anything goes in this new queer crazy world, but also because deep down inside her heart she wants that sort of freedom too. She might have came across as queerphobic, but I think Mead would have been able to prevent that before she expresses it in milgram. He or Yuno would have to calm her down. Maybe because they could tell that Mahiru was clearly too stressed by having all these millions of options, maybe they could see that Mappi still didn’t really understand pansexuality, believing that it truly is being in love with anyone, like, even regardless of whether they treat you or even you treat them horribly or not (and within Milgram Yuno would be unable to show Mahiru examples and research online. Also trying to explain it to Mahiru would help Yuno herself realise she may not actually be Pansexual like she thought she was…). But also like. If Mahiru isn’t pansexual and the less genders she likes the more Yuno or Mead can be sure that she’ll like either of them lol. Anyway I think after being voted guilty and beaten up in T2, she’d consider herself dirty and talk more openly to Yuno about sex, since Yuno would seem to know a lot about it, and I don’t see why she would have hidden the fact she was a prostitute from Mappi either. I think Mappi would get surprisingly intrusive, asking about many different kind pf sex things, this is probably her first exposure to it. Yuno at some point would probably just get annoyed (maybe sone part disgusting, maybe it’d bring out her trauma) and tell Mahiru to stop. It may have been the first time Yuno expressed a sexual boundary in her life. And it may have been Mahiru’s first time listening or at least understanding one. So yes, Mahirus sexuality and place on the ace spectrum. I think she’d believe she’s demisexual (her family probably pushed values like staying virgin until marriage and only having sex with one person), but omce she fell in love with mead, and maybe experienced something sexual for the first time, she couldn’t help herself. Losing her virginity to Mead (imagine losing your virginity to mead teawood 💀) probably solidified in her mind that she had to stay with Mead forever (esp once I get to Mead’s place on the ace spectrum ooo). She probably found she’s closer to being allosexual, and feels sexual attraction very often, but obviously tries to hide that. She’s my little freak <3 well, mead’s ig. Romantically she’s still extremely committed to him, her interest expressed at Yuno is probably also a manifestation of the internal struggle that is caused by that. She feels so trapped, but she’d rather it be that way than to love anyone else. And that’s another things that’s so tragic about her because even in the freedom of a relationship she created entirely herself she’s still trapped, not only by the arranged one but by this one too… but. I think someone who’s that girly of a girls girl has to be a little lez yknow. So yeah. Bisexual Baddie but she’s off limits, romantically and sexually. If she were to live a bit longer maybe she’d end up bellusromantic or cupioromantic/sexual… that gets me thinking more hmmm…..

It’s different if she could get back to Mead, or have post mortem word from him that it’d be okay for her to explore different things. Maybe they’re polyamorous in the afterlife. But as I’m sure I’ve said many times before, Mahiru would probably at some point realise that she and Mead would be best as queer platonic partners. Their romance was probably mahirus first ever close relationship (she only seems to have one other friend and it’s her hairdresser? Well at least that’s my interpretation) so their connection is undeniable, but I don’t think Mead loved her romantically, and I don’t think he has enough in common for her to love him romantically forever (look at the parasite cover. Ig the psychogram cover disregards that, but psychogram also shows a very unstable relationship with a flippant love that’s depended on how well the lover’s treatment is received, right?) And I don’t think she was that sexually attracted to him either (look at him 💀) and just did it and belived it was perfect because that’s what love was by definition to her. I think this could cause Mahiru to move to women, I don’t think she’d be able to believe tgere was a single man better than Mead in the world, mostly out of stubbornness. But alas, all of that is impossible and hypothetical. Actually no. Because I did mention the afterlife… hmmm…. Ghost Yuri… what other ghosts can Mahiru have Yuri with hmmm… and are ghosts asexual? I mean slang ig this is just as irrelevant and unnecessary because it’s also impossible. I just really like thinking about Mahiru, esp a Mahiru who still somehow exist and and alive in some way and qpps with mead and lesbian. My dream is for her to also serve at that lesbian maid cafe I mentioned Yuno for. It would be so peak. My dream come true. And I don’t think it’s that ooc for her, I think Yuno definitely changed how Mappi thinks so strictly about love….

Mead Teawood: for all I care Mead is my little guy because Milgram didn’t even care to officially give him a name, so I can headcannon him as whatever the hell I want, but that does mean I will unfortunately be constantly changing my opinions whoops. Probably abt Mahiru too. Uh. I think Mead is bicurious. He says he’s straight but he’s definitely liked fictional men before, esp fem ones and femboys. Mead would probably enjoy being a femboy but sees no reason to since mappi doesn’t seem to particularly care about that, and he wouldn’t be doing it to attract anyone else. He’s definitely a he/him, will use he/they if you don’t know him or who you’re talking about though. I think his place on the ace and aro spectrum is the most interesting and up for question… it’d be very cool to me if he was actually the demisexual one right. I said it’d be interesting but if it doesn’t add that much foil. I think I just like Mead and Mappi. But Mead being Demisexual and yet okay with sex with Mahiru, only for them to change and become qpps is crazy. I think theyd both start thinking what the hell was that, and does this put Mead’s Deminess into question like it did for Mahiru? Who else could Mead have if not her? Is Mahiru really going to be okay with another woman? Will either of them be okay if their queer platonic relationship also still includes sex? Mahiru can easily find someone else, but what about stupid boring bum wawa mead? lol. I was thinking he may also be reciprosexual. But probably alloromantic. And yeah, he strongly leans towards women. Also no, I don’t think under all the circumstances Mahiru would be able to let him go. I think they would rather die together and be married by that fact than consider all of this crap. I think they have to be romantic. Because of everything. And that’s probably quite a tragic fact to the two of them.

Idk. I’m tired and at this rate I hate this, it’s okay though I never have to read it again and it’s Mahiru and Mead so I can revisit them and these concepts whenever I want <3 I will never stop talking about them

Kazui: do I. Do I even need to say anything. Gay. He/they but really likes he/him. He’s considered being acearo before but that’s mostly because he always believed true love that he was happy with couldnt exist for him. Gay. Bottom. Probably a furry. Allosexual, but has been cupiosexual and maybe cupioromantic in the past for the same reasons I mentioned before. But like he wouldn’t know those identities had names Y’know. He was also “straight” (in denial) for a while before he worked it out about himself definitively and just started lying.

I know it’s not really a queer identity but I also think he’s had a hypersexual period. Yuno too but I think that’s still ongoing. Maybe Mahiru at some point too.

Hinako: Bicurious! It’s incredibly unlikely, but not only do I think she’s been with a woman before, but I think she did it while married to kazui. Idk if they ever had an agreement where hinako was allowed to get with other men, though I don’t think she’d allow herself too regardless. I wouldn’t be surprised if she was telling herself some homophobic crap that it’s biologically impossible to be in love with the same sex, and so she disregarded what she may have tried with another woman as just experimenting or exploration, since I don’t think she believed in any religion that actively condemned it either. Kazui’s coming out was her realisation that it was not only possible, but that she was probably an example of it, even though she loves Kazui romantically and sexually and even somewhat platonically more than anyone in the world. But I don’t think she was thinking about that in her final moments. She might have even forgotten it. It makes Kazui’s case all the more tragic.

Amane: everything! AND nothing! gnc with all pronouns, esp neopronouns, to the max. Esp post or mid amaneism Milgram. She stays part girl because she wants to be a beacon to other young women in domestic abuse cases, but he also loves being part boy because it shows the reinvention of himself, and also nod to fuuta. Probably genderfulid, changing daily. They/them is their favourite and most correct pronouns, because there’s multiple of them, but nowadays they like feeling like just one person and fronting as one consistently instead of constantly presenting as the system they are. One identity likes to say everyone else should stick to she/her first them, because “they won’t get it even if you try explain” but also “there should be more she/her prophets”. They love being a tomboy. Most queer things she knows are taught to them by fuuta. They were probably homophobic before Milgram but obviously that’s not their fault. Each identity is different, but they’re clearly all ace aro to me, and that’s not just because they’re 12, I think theyd all continue to feel that way as they age. I think everything they’ve seen of love is too connected to trauma :(((. I think some of them would be apothisexual too, if they were to know what that means, but again, they’re twelve, so you shouldn’t really headcannon anything regarding that.

All Amane’s family members are practically confirmed to be homophobic. But uh. I bet that cat is gay. Yay for that cat.

dang I lost my draft uhhh. I was saying I probably should have waited for any kind of clarification with about how many mikosys alters were dealing with, but even so I don’t think I’d believe what a report or mikoto tells me anyway. For now I’ll go with Mikoto and whoever ‘John’ is.

Mikoto: I like Mikoto’s true sex remaining a mystery, mayve even to himself (I’ll get into it). But I think he’s quite transmasc, maybe even intersex. I think he’s gay, and no I don’t necessarily ship him with fuuta (they’re both gay and the same age range), but I feel like Yuno or maybe even Kazui while trying to live vicariously or at least see if gay relationships within Milgram are possible would try set them up, something like that. Mahiru too, since she loves and yearns for love. I think after realising his disorder and predicament, he’s ended up feeling Bellusromantic/sexual or aegosexual, but I also feel he had traits and aspects that made him feel that way before even realising what was terribly wrong with him. WTFromantic all the way too. I feel like he knows the second most about queer culture, second to Yuno. He pretends maybe pretends to be straight to avoid homophobes, or maybe because of his own dysphoria (believing it makes him ‘less of a man’). Also I feel like he’d forget that he was once gay and start assuming he’s straight. That might also be how he found out he was gay, people were bullying his hair and calling him gay and he with his lack of a solid identity or long term memory was like “well they must be right!” lol. Regarding hos relationship with his alters, or at least the one he seems to consistently know of (‘John’)k I bet he’s definitely heard the voices whispering sweet sweet 0909s in his ear. There could be this really fun and annoying and tragic thing of Mikoto not really understanding DID or just comparing it to how it is in movies (evidenced by the horror movie references in MeMe), and he’d think (also due to the voices) that John was in love with him (maybe he was, maybe he wasn’t, he definitely didn’t want to be). And what if he thought it was okay to reciprocate that Y’know. He’s silly, and within Milgram he’s rely on anything like that. In the requiem preview he clearly cares about John a lot. The annoying thing is that John would have been doing everything in his power to make sure he doesn’t develop feelings for mikoto, or for mikoto or the other alters to notice how much he cares or the fact he also loves men or specifically mikotos type of body. For Mikoto to twist round and want a forbidden love like that because mikoto doesn’t understand DID, like he’s turning their whole mental disorder into yaoislop because the voices told him too, and the feeling can’t be mutual because john and definitely the other alters think it’s so inhumane. For Mikoto to possibly not see the issue in having an alter in love with you (because he’s so lost within Milgram mostly ig). It’d be so cruel to John bro. I kinda wish it was cannon because it’s such painfully good writing imo it’s like on some alnst level. But what would I know. Please throw rocks and glass and shinkansens at me I’m sure I’m being extremely disrespectful.

‘John’: It’s common to presume at least one alter is also gay and in love with Mikoto, because of the lyrics of monopoisoner mostly I believe. It’s likely, and I do like the ship despite how unhealthy it is. I don’t think anyone in the system wants it at all though. Jon will probably prefer to go unlabelled. I think they could be autosexual, but not just for the other alters, because I don’t think that counts? Maybe still a bit of that but more importantly John may love the presumed identify of “John”themselves. I think its just a manifestation of how the can’t imagine the scenarios with another human person with their own body. Similarly to their unlabelled sexuality, I think they’d claim to be genderless to emphasise that they are a different person to mikoto, but appear to be more masculine whenever fronting than mikoto for the sake of mikoto. Like working out more (though that might just be for the murders/defence from their victims retaliations), shaving less and speaking in a deeper voice. If Mikoto is transmasc with hormones I think those hormones would be acquired through John, possibly through any means necessary… ooo hmm… anyway I can imagine mikoto (or an alter similar to mikoto who’s just as cheery and sociable, but aware and able to communicate with the others) hearing John claim that they’re at least not a man, and wanting them to actually embrace that femininity, and talk to them lots and lots about it, to sort of disprove and make fun of these claims. It wouldn’t change John or how they act and create a more masc body for mikoto though, it’d just motivate them more. They could take it as “Mikoto doesn’t need to be as masculine as you think he does”, since mikoto is pushing John and maybe other alters to be more feminine, but then still deny it, maybe even believing that it’s not safe or smart for any of the alters in the system/body to be a woman or present as one. Back to the claiming to be different though, the same thing would probably happen with their attraction, I think they’d all want to be ace to respect at least one identity that is ace, but I don’t think that one would be mikoto or John, or if it is, they’d deny it. Since John would probably want more proof that he is a different identity (I’m guessing post milgram he realises that no he can’t just disappear as easily as he thought he’d be able to, bit he still has imposter syndrome abput their existences. He also wants to make it more obvious so they can eventually get a DID diagnosis. Idk. John wanting to prove his existence feels very ooc from what we see in neoplasm, but I don’t consider the guy in neoplasm to be John as in John Doe, the alter seen in the John Doe VD. But like neoplasm is where we get the name John. So. No clue) he might also claim to like women, that might even be why mikoto has apparently had a gf before but I doubt it since that was probably a while ago. I bet he’d also say that to make himself and the others stop worrying about having an alter in love with another alter ofc. As I said I don’t think that’s ideal at all. I also wanna say that I’m not calling anything they say invalid. I just think the alters think they know the other alters best. But also, none of them know who they themselves as individuals are. For instance, John probably knows a lot about Mikoto, but therefore John knows nothing about John. Does that make sense. Am I making sense (no, I am not).

On the topic of him being trans I really that the concept of a transfem stuck in the body of a transmasc. I know thats basically just an alter who wants to detransition but… maybe not? Mikoto would already have dysphoria and possibly dysmorphia, it feels possible to me that if ever the alter were to find out the body’s sex they’d space out and another would front. Lots of alters might presume they are a cis man. They might actually be a cis man that assumes they are trans because they don’t fit in. I don’t even think Mikoto himself knows, but I’ve never necessarily consistently thought Mikoto is the host. Back to that fem alter (probably inspired by the Midokoto interpretations I’ve seen), I think they wouldn’t want to dress different or express wanting pronouns other than he or they, for mikotos sake, assuming he gets dysphoria over girly things. This alter would think she cannot be a priority. So yeah uh pronouns for them all are they/them, because there’s lots of them, but John and Mikoto shpuld be He/Him because we are aware of those two as individuals specifically, at the very least.

I also wanna clarify I’m not denying that there’s only two or even one alter to mikoto. Yes he can still be an interesting and well written system if he only has two visible alters who front imo.

Those are just a few ideas. I definitely think there are more identities and therefore queer identities with all their nuances in Mikotos system. Here are just three examples. Also no I can’t really do anything regarding Mikotos victims because we know nothing about them. I wonder if you could consider John mikoto’s victim… or even vice versa…. Okay that’s enough mikosys okay alr I’ll finally stop talking about him I’m so sorry alk of this is so crap kms ugh

(I’d do his victim bit like we know nothing about them. It’s almost as if John and the other alters are Mikotos victims here… hmmm…..)

Kotoko: dang okay this is quite easy in comparison. Or is it…. Constantly oscillating between butch he/him lesbian and trans man Y’know. I think she’s been transmasc in the past, but I also think they hate men too much. He/him butch it is imo. Oh and probably butch 4 butch. I think he could either be solely sexual and not want any romantic attraction, or apothisexual. Maybe aceflux. She also gives fraysexual vibes. But also sometimes the opposite of that. Idk. I like her being a he/him aceflux butch lesbian. She’s alright with she/her and they/them too, she doesn’t want the girls and the theys to be stereotyped as not powerful, or to look like she doesn’t identify with them because he believes that. Desinoromantic and maybe also Lithromantic too. He should consider polyamory imo, but hasn’t wanted to had the chance to yet, since she only really finds a small bit in love within small and specific circumstances. He’d pick out specific neopronouns, but he would also rather lucky do that for her with him, since she’s interested in them. Unrelated, but kotoko is also a wolf therian!

Lucky: I think she’s a she/they non-binary girl! Maybe a bit of a demigirl, but she really likes being non-binary. She likes dressing as a boy too! And she’s not ready to say or explore her romantic attraction yet, and having crushes isn’t really a priority to her. They probably have some neopronouns picked out too.

Uh yeah I think that’s everything.

Chapter1 / Chapter2

Summary: This is the final chapter of this part, it also gets more sexual this chapter so keep that in mind. Deciding to transition this story into more of a 2nd pov oc x pale intruder story. This part will represent how my OC and Pale Visitor met just in the x reader format, with the next part(s) focusing more on their two’s dynamic with bits of purely oc stuff mixed in. Said next parts will likely be posted to ao3 instead of here sry

Ps the grammar and typos in this chapter could be worse then usual just to warn