???: 4. Belfast is where she was raised, went to uni, then moved to Bristol where she lived for a few years. And then, obviously, LA
Rosie: Sheād say two, but technically three. Her parents immigrated when she was a baby to Margate, and then she went to uni in London
14 (Do they like hot or cold temperatures better?)
???: Hot! Sheās literally always freezing lmao, and just loves sunshine and cold drinks, and lazy days, all of that, so LA's like perfect for her
Rosie: Cop out, but neither. She runs hot, so cooler weather is nice, but if itās too cold she canāt be outside. So like springtime/fall weather is her ideal
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āĀ you make me feel like iām worthy.Ā āfor Lottie x MC please x
Unraveling at the Seams
G Rating (i think? and there shouldnāt be warnings, just some light, disorganized angst)
Lottie x MC
~600
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Lottie lays on her side, the sheets draped over her side as she watches a little fan whir, blades spinning hypnotically. LAās too hot, even at night, and the air conditioningās out, too, to make matters worse. Sheās been watching that little fan for a while now to distract herself from the sleep thatās evading her and the quiet breathing behind her.
A foreheadās pressed between her shoulder blades, the tiniest pressure keeping her together. She feels as if sheās about to unravel at the seams, a million things waiting to burst out of her like cotton, simply awaiting the moment sheās cut up and discarded like a toy.
But that pressure. That pressure and breathing. That pressure and breathing and warmth laying behind her, so small at night, smaller than the little fanās blades. She exhales slowly to clear her head, her entire body loosening with it.
Then the pressure disappears, and her she tenses back up and her heart starts pounding, and her head starts to feel as if itās full of cotton, and the single thread that held her together has snapped. She grabs her pillow, pressing her face into it to block out the new absence, the dark, the little fan, all of it.
āLottie?ā a whisper sounds behind her, so gentle and soft, as gentle and soft as the fingers brushing over her arm. āAre you awake?ā
She manages a nod, slowly unfurling from her crumpled state and rolling over to face the voice. Her cheeks squished against her own pillow, eyelids drooping as she smiles, unrestrained and a little goofy. Her hand finds Lottieās, intertwining their fingers as she runs her thumb over Lottieās knuckles, so gentle and soft.
The threadās back, stronger than ever as it slowly weaves through Lottie, stitching her back together, so gentle and soft. Tension dissolves, anxiety dissipates, the fan and the dark and the rest of the world fall away as she tugs their interlocked hands up, pressing a kiss to the back of the hand in hers.
āCan I tell you something?ā Lottie whispers against her skin, the exhale sending goosebumps breaking across her hand.
She squeezes Lottieās hand, āAlways.ā
āYou make me feel like Iām worthy,ā the words tumble out so easy, as if theyāve been waiting beneath the surface for years - and maybe they have. āLike - Like after everything, maybe Iām not as bad as I thought I was. Like, if you can see something good in me, then it must be there.ā
āLottie,ā her eyes turn so gentle and soft, glimmering as she pulls Lottie against her, tucking a blonde head beneath her chin and wrapping her arms around the cool body against hers. āLottie, all I see is good, I promise,ā she whispers into the dark, āYou are worthy of anything and everything, just by being you. God,ā she sniffles, retracting an arm to wipe under her eyes, āWhy would you ever think different?ā
āKinda comes with the ex-mean girl territory,ā Lottie sniffles too, heels of her hand swiping at the few escaped tears falling from her eyes. āI screwed up so much, and all I had to show for it was a broken heart for so long. Feels like the definition of unworthy.ā
āWell, screw that definition,ā she frowns, scowling into the dark, āI say youāre the best thing that ever happened to me which means you have to believe it, deal?ā
Lottie chuckles under her breath, pulling away to collide their foreheads and gazes, peering into the vibrant eyes across from her. āDeal,ā she grins, her heart feeling lighter as sheās met with an even brighter smile.
š for the MC you use for Runaways x Phew, thatās a lot of asks! Iām a little tired now.
Okay so I actually want to talk about why she doesnāt have a name real quick, which isnāt really the task, but oh well
She does have a name, but I originally made her ambiguous so anyone that bothered to read it could input their own image of her, and now Iāve just backed myself into a corner cuz I think having a nameless Mc is fun lmao
Runaways was supposed to be 6k words spread over 3 chapters, just to try something new, but that got doubled, and then that got tripled, and there might still be a fourth part, Iām still deciding if I can stretch it
So I wasnāt expecting a full series with her, just a short couple of chapters to work on some new stuff and an idea I had
But if anyoneās curious, there are hints to her name already published. Itās two names that can be shortened, like AJ
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As for actual info, she definitely started as essentially dark Chelsea
Sheās bubbly and talkative and a little spacey, and creative and kind, and just fun to be around, but also super argumentative with some poor and damaging decisions (like leaving a marriage)
She had anger issues as a kid, and itās one of the reasons she got into art and sewing
Creating things was an outlet for her and a distraction, too
It made her feel useful when she could make something for people and they appreciated and used it, thatās why sewing and embroidery captured her attention
You could tell if someone actually liked a gift based on if they wore it or used it often, and seeing people with her creations was a huge confidence booster
She still has a bit of a tendency to lash out if she feels cornered or something, but for the most part has worked through her anger, honestly to a fault
Thereās been lots of times when sheās become a pushover in favour of not turning into that angry and hurt kid again, and thereāll be some of her development on that and with Lottie in the rest of the series
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