Yandere Batfam x Neglected Rumi!reader
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All it took was a split second. Just one second for the once bright, glowing haze of the awards show to blink into an unfamiliar and suffocating darkness. Darkness which was only illuminated by the magenta lights hanging overhead. And any assurance you could hold onto was just as quickly stripped away just the same as your jacket, torn off by Mira and Zoey.
It felt like you couldnât breathe. And with your nails digging into your arms, the warm trickles of blood didnât look too different from the constricting and ugly patterns that felt like they were choking you.
Your voice was rough and weak.
The word came out, but no one was listening.
Their eyes, shadowed by the dim lighting, didn't hold any of the mercy you had foolishly thought maybe they would. It felt so stupid. Especially in the face of their mocking smiles which seemed to widen at each passing second. Mira hissed out, âWe see what you are.â
Zoey closed the distance, getting into your face, âYouâre a demon.â
Jolting away from their touch, the patterns seemed to move of their own accord, tightening and coiling around your arms and wrists. Your heart pounded in your ears, the sound was deafening, and the world felt like it was spinning around you.
"Youâre a mistake. You have been since the moment you were born.â They continued, their voices sounding distorted and cruel.
It felt like something had ripped the air from your lungs, a painful and burning feeling that made your eyes water as the patterns burned tighter and tighter around you, snaking over your throat before reaching your face. The world around you spun and tilted as everything faded away into a grotesque swirl of colors and sounds.
The sound of your own voice yelling out felt unfamiliar until you registered it as your own. Piercing in sheer volume as the lights above the stage shattered into a shower of glass that veiled your rushed steps to disappear.
To escape from something that felt like your worst nightmare.
Your voice felt rough, strained, and your breath hitched. You had to keep running, despite the aching in your chest.
The sound of the stage behind you fell into a muffled and indecipherable hum as you kept moving forward, your eyes squeezed shut. The patterns on your arm seared, but the pain felt secondary to the panic and dread that flooded your veins.She was right. Celine was right. About everything. You were a mistake, and for as long as you could remember, the only clear path away from all of this pain and shame was the one she had shown you.
âYouâre a hunter, just like your mother used to be before he came.âÂ
A hunter. That was the only path, the only atonement that could help you finally live a normal life.
The only path to turning the Honmoon gold and making the patterns disappear.
You just wanted to live a normal life.
Mira and Zoey had been your everything, the one constant you had had in a world that didn't seem to understand. But they did. They understood, and still you had lied and shut them out. It felt impossible to blame them when all you could do was blame yourself for something that felt so very justifiable.
Skidding to a stop at the foot of the stairs, you braced yourself on the railing to try and catch your breath. You only paused at the sight of Mira and Zoey standing a few feet away. What? But they were just out there on stage with you, how did theyââWhat? How are you here? You were just on stage. That wasnât you? Thatâs good.â
They backed away the closer you walked towards them, the picture of fear and uncertainty. Why were they looking at you like that? Like you wereââHow do you have patterns?â
Zoey whispered, eyes glued to the very same lines that were supposed to be gone. Why werenât they gone? The gold was there. It was there. So why was everything you had been working to erase still there? Still on you.
âYou were hiding this from us? This whole time?â Mira asked, the sound a whisper that echoed in the empty space the three of you filled.
"No, I have a plan to erase them. Jinu was supposed toâIâHe wasââ
âJinu? Youâre working with him? All this time?â Zoeyâs voice broke, eyes finally breaking away from the lines but now meeting your gaze with a look of such deep betrayal. It felt like a physical blow.
âNo! No! I was using him to fix all this! To fix me! So we could all keep fulfilling our duty! So we could all be strong! Together!â
âHow could we be together if we canât tell your lies from your truths? What else have you been hiding?â Zoey whispered.
âI knew it.â Miraâs voice cut in, quiet but laced with a brokenness that felt like a slap in the face. âI knew it was too good to be true.â
âMira, no! Didnât you see? The gold? Weâre so close!â You moved to close the distance, but they backed away, eyes wide with terror. "No! Please! Donât leave! I can still fix it!â
The last few words were like a knife against your throat, coming out louder and causing the Honmoonâs strings to pulse with the same horrifyingly familiar magenta as the patterns. For a moment the patterns burned like something else entirely, searing painfully around your arms and neck, like the chains you felt had been there since the day you were born.
Mira breathed in and when she released the air she was holding, her fingers tightened around the grip of her weapon. Raised and pointed at you.
Zoey stared at the ground, her eyes watery, the sight was a stab to the chest as she raised her shin-kal towards you as well.
It felt like the world was tilting, and the room was spinning.
No. Not them. Not when you were so close. They were never supposed to find out this way.
Backing away, your legs were shaking and unsteady as you turned and disappeared, the world blurred around you as tears welled up in your eyes.
Your job was supposed to be to protect and seal the Honmoon. You were supposed to be there. To be a voice for those who couldn't speak, and a shield for those who couldnât protect themselves. Putting your own life was supposed to mean nothing when it was supposed to guarantee that others would be safe and free. Something you werenât even sure you knew the feeling of anymore. Your patterns were supposed to be gone, almost like they were never there.
And as much as it hurt, you wanted to hate him for it. You wanted to hate Jinu for making you think that maybe he could be different. For letting him get close enough for this to even matter.
Because the truth was, even if he wasnât there, the real reason for the pain and the fear and the guilt was all still the same.
The reason you felt this way was because you were a demon.
It felt like a slap in the face after everything youâd done to try and help him. To try and help yourself.
The hallways were labyrinthine and in that moment felt nothing short of endless. It was almost as if it was shifting and changing with each step, the lights flickering overhead and casting shadows that loomed and stretched. Until you saw him.
Jinu was standing still as a statue, his eyes trained on the ground and his shoulders hunched over. Beside him were the very same demons that had tricked you on the stage, still disguised as Mira and Zoey. "Say you didnât do this.â
He snapped his fingers and their disguises misted away before they did as well.
âHow could you do this? It was real! What we had was real. I know it was!â
His head snapped up and the expression on his face was cold, almost emotionless.
"Everything I saidâI just needed you to trust me. It was a lie.â
He moved to turn around, and you grabbed his shoulder in desperation. âNo! No, I know your story. You wanted to protect your family! You couldnât have been lying. Because if that was all a lie, then it means that everything I believed about myself was too. Everything I was willing to fight and sacrifice for was all a lie. Tell me that wasn't a lie, Jinu."
Jinu turned so swiftly it caused you to retract your hand at the movement, and all you could do was stare in shock as he cried out. âI left them!â
Backing away, your feet felt almost stuck to the ground.
"Thatâs right. I lied. I only ever made a deal with Gwi-Ma to get myself out of that miserable life. I left my sister, and my mother, alone while I slept on silk sheets in the palace and with my belly full every night! I left them!â
His voice softened into a strained and almost painful whisper as tears trailed down his cheeks. âI left themâŠâ
âBut I know thatâs not all you are. I know you. And thisâthis is just your demon talking. You have to fight it!â
âThatâs not how it works!â He yelled and caused a fresh wave of shame, and anger to burn in your chest.
"Yes it is!â The lines of the Honmoon pulsed again, the glow was blinding and looked angry as the light filled the hallway and made the shadows stretch and contort monstrously.
Your hands were shaking. Was thatânoâthat was you. And you hated it.
Jinu scoffed in disbelief. âListen to yourself. Has fighting it really been working? Because in case this wasnât the sign you were looking for. Youâre a demon. Just like me. And all we get to do is live with our pain, and our misery. Thatâs all we deserve.â
A powdery mist shielded his exit, leaving you with only the suffocating darkness.
Everything you had worked towards, everything youâd ever wanted was to be free from the patterns.
It would mean you wouldnât be⊠a monster anymore.
And just like your mother.Â
It was the only thing that made sense.
But you didnât want to hurt Mira or Zoey.
You never wanted to do that.
Even though the only thing you could feel was the shame, and guilt, and anger.
All the emotions that were bubbling up, felt like they were eating away at your skin.
Making the patterns on your arms and face glow brighter.
The faint smell of grass stung your nose as a soft wind brushed through it and the seonangdang tree. The pieces of paper tied to its large outstretching branches were jerked by the strong currents of wind. The faint sound of bells were drowned out by the overwhelming sound of the rustling leaves, and the wind that whistled and blew through the tree, the branches, and the strands of paper.
Celine stood at the base of the large tree, staring up into the branches which stretched across the early morning sky. It was still dark, and it would be for a long time.
You couldn't bring yourself to look up or even speak.
Not even when she froze for a split second before swiftly turning to face you with her weapon in-hand. Her movement halted at the sight of you.
"I thought I could fix everything. Fix myself. But I ran out of time and now itâs too late.â
Her weapon fell to the ground with a dull metallic thunk. Walking towards her, your saingeom materialized loosely in your grip. âThey saw. They know. And thereâs no denying it anymore. This is what I am.â
âNo. Thatâs notââ
âYou knew that I was a mistake from the very start.â Collapsing to your knees, you cradled the weight of your sword above you and towards her. wind whistled around you and the only other sound was the soft and broken gasps of air. âDo what you shouldâve done from the very beginning. Before I destroy everything Iâve sworn to protect⊠please.â
Tears streaked down your face, the salty taste on your lips as you gasped out, a sob.
The Honmoon pulsed violently and the branches of the tree shuddered with the force, the bells sounding like a chorus of screams.
Celine moved to stand in front of you, hands gently gripping yours, and pulling the saingeom towards her. She kneeled down and wrapped her arms around your shaking form.
You didnât remember moving or letting go of the weapon, but it was now lying a small distance away..
âI canât.â Celine moved to cup your face, the action was gentle, her thumbs brushing the tears off your face. "I can't. After losing your mother I always swore I would protect and take care of everything that was left of her. I canâtâI canât do that again. I donât think Iâd be able to because you're all I have left."
It felt like your lungs were burning.
You couldnât breathe, and choking the thought out felt like ripping a bandage off a fresh wound. âAâAgain. What are you saying? What do you mean by again?"
"Iâd hoped that things would turn out different this time. IâI wasnât able to save her⊠but, I thought that there was still a chance to save you. Andâand there still isââ
The tears were hot on your face, as the words sunk in.
"Save her? My mother turned into a demon. You told me so yourselfâWhat arenât you telling me? Tell me what happened! How could youâI don't understandâ"
Celine looked up, the tears falling from her eyes and onto her face, her voice cracking.
"I know. Iâm sorryâIâm so sorry. I didn't tell you the whole truth, because I was scared. That if I did, that you would leave too. That you would hate me just the same. And ask me to do the same thing that she did. I canât do that again.â She gulped down air, her voice hoarse and breaking as she softly pulled you to your feet with her.
âI made a promise. So I did my best to accept you and help you.â
âAccept me? You told me to cover up, to hide.â
âYes, just until we can fix everything. And we still can.â Pulling her sweater off, she loosely pulled it around your shoulders. âWe can cover those up and put everything right again. Iâll tell Mira and Zoey that it was all a lieâan illusion by Gwi-Ma to break us apart.â
Pushing yourself away from her, the sweater fell off your shoulders, and onto the ground. You couldnât do that again. Not if it meant it would cause the people you loved the same pain all over agin. Mira and Zoey didnât deserve to be blindsided, not after all they had done to stay by you and help you. âNo. Iâm not doing that. No more hiding! And no more lies!â
Celine backed away, but raised her hands in attempted mediation. âHold on. We can still fix this.â
âDonât you get it?â You cried out, the tears running down your face and falling from your chin. "There is no fixing this! This is what I am!â
Her eyes were stuck on the ground, and she was silent.
For a split second, the wind picked up and the tree groaned as the leaves shook violently, the strings of bells chiming loudly.
âWhy⊠Why did you do it? Why did you kill her?â
Celine closed her eyes, a tear traced its way down her face, and her voice was quiet and hoarse.
"I didnât want to. I never wanted to hurt her. But by the time she told me⊠it was too late. If I could go back, I wouldâve never gone through with what she asked me to doâŠâ
Her words cut off as a sob escaped, before continuing.
"But I had no choice. She begged me. She asked me to make sure that she never hurt anyone. And that you would be safe. And I promised. But I never thought that it would end up this way. It wasnât supposed to happen like this."
âThen how was it supposed to happen? WhyâŠwhy canât you love me?â
The Honmoon glowed violently behind you, and the sound of the bells being blown by the wind was deafening. It had always looked and felt alive in every aspect, but now it looked volatile. Magenta and other shades of pink and purple appearing up and down the strings. The patterns on your arms matched the violent and unstable light, pulsing with each beat. But it didnât hurt the same way it had, now it was just a burning ache that spread all the way down your body.
Celine didn't move, her gaze trained solely on the beating magenta lines. âThis is why we have to hide it. Our faults and fears must never be seen. Itâs the only way to protect the Honmoon.â
The air was still, and it felt hard to even breathe. But the panic was no longer a constant, rather it had been replaced by something much deeper, and more painful. A sense of clarity and understanding.
For all your life you had practiced those exact teachings and followed through with them, but now, they just felt wrong. Hiding your patterns was supposed to be the only way to turn the Honmoon gold and erase them, and the fear and shame.
But hiding those things had only made it worse.
Reaching for the same consistently out of reach perfection had only isolated you from those you really cared about.
Gold was supposed to be everything, but maybe it wasnât.
Reaching down, you picked up the handle of the saingeom. âIf this is the Honmoon Iâm supposed to protect, Iâm glad to see it destroyed.â
The almost pitch black, and crowded entirety of Namsan Tower was only lit up by the almost all-consuming light of Gwi-Ma. It was impossible not to see him, a vibrant mixture of red, bright pinks, and hints of shadowed purples that quickly became consumed by the rest. Just like the large crowd of people walking in an almost dazed, zombie-like manner into the flickering fire before disappearing.
It was like watching a horror movie play out before you, as the demons seemed to take on a life of their own. The way the magenta lights cast dark shadows and illuminated them in that very same color, making them look like they were one with the shadows. The shadows were a part of them.
It was terrifying, but it also set a hot feeling of anger in your chest.
Not just because of you, but because it had been built on an entire fault-line of lies and false promises.
And it wouldâve failed with or without you. But it was undeniable that the strain it had undergone and all of this was your fault.
The patterns were glowing and burning, and the weight of peoples stares was almost suffocating. Pulling your gaze off the floor and meeting anyoneâs eye was an impossible feat that you didnât even try. Instead, you kept your eyes trained on the ground until Gwi-Maâs voice broke the silence.
"You show up like this? Thinking you can fix the world? You canât even fix yourself.â
âAnd now everyone finally sees you for what you really are.â
âAnd the Honmoon is gone.â
âIt is.â Finally, you look up into the fires. Stretched open like the mouth of a beast behind the stage, a gaping wound of magenta light. âSo, we can make a new one.â
The light of the saingeom pierced through the thick fog of darkness, shining a brilliant white-gold that momentarily pushed back the magenta shadows. The new Honmoon would not be built on silence, but on the truth.
Large, shadowy demons emerged from the embers of him and lunged.
You didn't flinch. The pain of the patterns still burned, but the clarity you found at the seonangdang tree was a cold, hard anchor. Hiding had failed. Shame had broken you. Now, you fought with the truth: this is what you were, and this is what you would use to save the world.
Your saingeom whistled, leaving a searing trail of white light.
The first strike sliced through an oncoming demon with the familiar hiss of dissolving essence with three more taking its place. But without that heavy weight within your chest, your burden that youâd never realized youâd been carrying was gone.
The hoard was easy to break through, and when the dust cleared away, you could see them. The weight of the weapon momentarily disappeared.
Emerging from their own flocks of demons and running towards you were Mira and Zoey. The warmth of their embrace settled any remaining uncertainty.
âNo. Donât say that. We shouldâve, I shouldâveââ Zoey stopped Mira from continuing, placing her hand lightly on her shoulder.
Replacing the dusted away hoard of demons came more, crawling out of the magenta flames which had started to develop a darker hue to them. The previous performance of the Saja Boys had stopped quite awhile ago as they lunged off the stage, teeth barred and claws outstretched. Jinu stood still on the platform, face shadowed by his hat, but what you could make out was a frown settled almost frozen.
Just as the three of you drew your weapons, the demons that were quickly approaching were dusted. Anxiety washed over you, freezing you and the others in anticipation as what emerged behind them wasnât more demons or even Gwi-Ma.
They were here, despite everything.
He moved forward with an awkwardness that was almost hidden by the costumeâintimidating as he may be, it was impossible not to perceive it. His hand settled lightly on your shoulder, squeezing it just slightly, âIâmâIâm glad youâre okay. If we can help, please let us.â
Warmth filled you up from the inside, the words gushing out without much thought, âIâm glad you guys are here, Iâthank youââ
Your focus drifted to the demons around you as Gwi-Ma forced them to pull back in puffs of vibrant violet smoke. The bright flames glowed brighter, looming larger over the horizon of the tower. The pink curled inwards, with silhouettes of eyes peering down from the inferno. Sweat cooled to an almost freezing degree that made you feel slightly nauseous.
A tidal wave of the formless and faceless demons came from both sides, but that wasnât what distracted you.Â
In a split second, the platform was lit up and almost entirely engulfed by the same inferno, coming into the direct pathway of all of them.
The blue light of the saingeom blocked it, but the sudden appearance and weight of the weapon strained you.
Normal demons dusted away from simply slashed through, but Gwi-ma was like an immovable wallâone thatâs unbearable heat and constricting force made it hard to think, no less breathe.
Your feet skidded back, the muscles in your hands and arms tensing uncomfortably in an effort to stay still and not falter for even a moment.
Your eyes, which had closed from the effort, opened and saw Jinu. Blocking the light of the fire, and though he refused to show it, you could make out the undeniable pain in his expression.
âNoâI, donât do this.â You whispered, trying to tug him away from the impact of it.
He didnât move, the edges of his existence frayed into the familiar smoke, but the rest of him stayed. âIâm sorry for everything.â
âI wanted to set you free.â
âYou did.â He assured. âYou gave me my soul back⊠and now I want to give it to you.â
The rest of him disappeared as a circle of light drifted forward and moved to circle you. Wetness burned the corners of your eyes.
It felt like you failed him.
The light moved to rest in the palm of one of your hands, the warmth not burning, but rather being like a hug.
Maybe he wasnât here anymore.
But he wasnât gone, that much was certain.
The weight of the saingeomâwhich had previously been resting loosely in your handâseemed to increase the more you moved to swing it forward. But being able to carry it wasnât the issue, the issue was redirecting that weight of it towards Gwi-ma.
He screamed out in pain as the blade slashed right down the middle of the mountainous inferno, the sound of it almost shaking the tower.
The relief of having injured him was short lived though as the flames quickly merged back together, looming larger in his anger.
Running forward, Mira and Zoey quickly joined you while the rest focused on getting rid of the remainder of the demons. The weight of the ground seemed to disappear the closer the three of you got to him before delivering the final blow.
Iridescent light washed over the entirety of the tower, almost blinding you as the three of you met the floor of the platform. The darkness that had previously hung over like a thick smog, was now gone and in its place was one of the clearest days youâd ever seen.
The crowd of people felt like almost a new sight, even though you had seen similar crowds for years.
Everyone you knew and loved. Everyone you knew that loved you, were here.
Not despite everything, but because they cared.
Beautiful dividers by @saradika-graphics and @cursed-carmine
Iâm sorry I havenât posted anything for this story in so long. I wish I had a great excuse, but to be honest, Iâve just been having a lot of trouble writing these past few months. This probably isnât the best way to end this story, but I am probably gonna work on an epilogue scene with Rumi!reader meeting the rest of the batfam.
I hope everyone has a great week, and thank you so much for the endless amount of patience!!! <3 <3 <3
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