aka, why i dislike munday. like if i were prepared for it (i.e. it was under a readmore and i knew what i was clicking on) then it’s okay but i just. really can’t do eye contact like at all and it’s the worst when it’s a surprise ugh.

idk. i don’t get enthused about a lot of pkmn stuff anymore and?? i know that part of it is because that event kinda...was the last straw on a lot of eh feelings i’ve had regarding well...things, for lack of a better word, and now i just?? can’t bring myself to really be excited about pkmn anymore and it sucks ass because i know it’s because of my frustrations regarding those things.