#rufo x reader

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1) Valencina

Hard dom and top. If she loves you and is ok with that then you could convince her to bottom though, but she will still find a way to act tough during it such as insulting the size of your strap on if it is smaller than her dick or if it is larger saying she doesn’t know why you gasp much when she puts hers in you since she took yours just fine (even if she did not take it just fine). I think she could be agreeable during sex but getting her to sub is even harder, and she would only do it if she has come to terms with her love for you and it is a very special occasion. Regardless, she mostly does vaginal and oral sex. I think she could fuck your ass with objects, but she mostly doesn’t like doing anal since it’s too degenerate for her tastes. Kinks include BDSM, pet play, humiliation, degradation, dacryphilia, begging, overstimulation, spanking, nipple torture, face fucking, some general sadism (cigar burning and slapping), and maybe fisting. She likes cumming in your pussy and she doesn't use any protection. Should be noted that although she will engage in things like exhibitionism and asphyxiation that is just because she is trying to blow off the steam of her anger and just beating you regularly isn’t enough so she turns to this even though it doesn’t really do anything for her if that makes sense. Also, if she has accepted her love for you and is willing to act affectionately, she’s not going to be nearly as rough and holds back on the dark urges (mainly because she doesn’t have them, not because she has impulse control)

2) Lucio

It depends. If you’re the person initiating the relationship and taking charge, he’ll be a sub and bottom for you if that’s what you want, but otherwise, or if you shatter the ‘good and pure/kind’ woman image he has of you, he’ll dom and be the top. He’ll mostly do vaginal and oral since he thinks those are the ‘correct’ holes to use and how proper sex is done like Valencina does, but he will use anal to punish you at times if you act particularly ‘whorish’. Regarding kinks he’s pretty similar to Valencina but has a few things he isn’t into and a few things he is, which include petplay, dirty talk, begging, orgasm denial/edging, overstimulation (just likes seeing your fucked out face though, the journey doesn’t do much for him), and face fucking, but will only use degradation, spanking, and face fucking during punishment, and although he likes your boobs a lot and will play with them I don’t think I’d describe it as torture specifically. Also on the receiving end he has a praise kink and enjoys cock worship. He won’t wear a condom during sex and prefers to cum inside you, but I don’t know it’s necessarily breeding so much as him just viewing it and having kids as the logical step in life. If he's doing oral he'll cum down your throat. If he’s bottoming for you though, he will pretty much do anything you say you want with minimal convincing regardless of whether or not he’s into it

3) Lei Heng

Dom and top. Very resistant to bottoming, but if he’s really in love with you and trusts you I think he could be convinced to bottom. He will make you earn his ass though. Otherwise, he’s generally very dominant during sex, and even if you ride him he’ll still be guiding your movements and probably thrusting up inside you. He’s mostly going to do vaginal and oral with you, but he can do anal if that’s what you want. He’s got nothing against it, just not his favorite. I think his kinks include humiliation, impact play, predator and prey, biting (only a little), dacryphilia (a few tears are good but he doesn’t want you bawling), power play, primal play, face fucking, slight bimbofication, corruption kink, and size kink. Not sure if I would call it breeding kink exactly since I think he prefers cumming inside and he would tease you about getting pregnant but I don’t know that the thought of impregnating you gets him going itself. When doing oral I think he'll want to mostly cum on your face, though he'll cum in your mouth sometimes, and he'll also enjoy cock slapping and regular hand slapping a little bit. He is also okay to fuck you in public I think but he doesn’t actually want people watching

4) Kalo

Dom and top, as most Thumb officers are. Likes to take charge hence why he doms, and he doesn't like subbing so he won't really do it. May have once let you peg him when you were young and adventurous, but nowadays he’d probably flatly refuse since he doesn’t have any wish to relive it. Between the two you do have a little bit more chance to dom him though, and he may do it sometimes if you really want it. He mainly does vaginal sex I think, since both oral and anal aren’t his favorites. He’ll accept oral if you want it and reciprocate onto you, but he doesn’t initiate it super often, and anal sex is mostly the same, with him not loving it but being willing to do it very occasionally if you want it. He has a lot of common kinks with the Thumb, but he’s into some slightly more freaky stuff (or at least freaky in their eyes), including bondage (light), sensory deprivation (also light), sensation play, lingerie, orgasm control, role play, dirty talk, and praise kink. The really out there thing is that I think he may have a slight exhibitionism kink, but it is extremely light and would only manifest in subtle ways like you wearing lingerie or having a toy inside you under your normal clothes (which would already have made several other Thumb officers mad because you have something inside you other than them) and exchanging some tasteful nudes. Also likes a striptease and lap dance. Another man who will fuck you raw and finish inside you but I do think he has a breeding kink unlike the previous despite the fact he’s not really wanting any more kids at this age (you probably had kids when you were younger and after reaching a certain amount he decided you were done). If you're doing oral he'll cum inside your mouth

5) Katriel

Dom and top, once again. She’s the least likely of the Thumb to bottom in my opinion, and she wouldn’t really want to sub either, though she is more likely to be convinced to sub than to bottom, even if she still won't do it a lot. Maybe you can get to equal footing during sex but usually she wants to take charge and be the top. I also think she mainly does vaginal, with oral being something she just uses to get to orgasm if you need it (both giving and receiving, but she may prefer rubbing on you to doing oral when trying to get you to orgasm), and anal just being improper in her opinion. She has pretty standard kinks to the Thumb, including BDSM, orgasm control, post orgasm torture, humiliation, dirty talk, dacryphilia, discipline, and impact play. I think aside from this though some more unique ones she has are nursing, body worship, and praise as give and take kinks. I will also add that unlike Valencina who has a preferred strap on she uses on you, Katriel has a larger array of strap ons, and she will use the one on you most suited to the situation and you give the most desired reaction to. She doesn't like double penetration though except for maybe if it's with her fingers, so she's not going to use a second strap on or toy with you during sex. She might switch between which strap though depending on how you're feeling about the one she's got in you. Cums inside your pussy and doesn't use a condom

6) Boris

Another dom and top, who is surprised? Also very resistant to bottoming and subbing, as Thumb officers are. Somehow, can also be convinced to bottom and sub due to the power of his love for you, though I will say I think he is slightly easier to convince than the others. I think he would prefer having an experience with subbing before bottoming, and it would be a bit awkward, but very intimate since he's struggling with the shame associated with being the person penetrated and at the other's mercy. I think he ends up regretting and feeling really dirty bottoming, so he doesn't let you do it again, but he would be willing to sub for you again sometimes. He views sex as give and take a bit more than the others, which is why he will agree to your requests, but getting pegged only really helps him reach orgasm anyway, which he already has no problems achieving when topping, which is another reason he's not so into it. Prefers oral and vaginal sex, but won't really do anal since it makes him feel filthy and he can already cum just fine with your pussy and mouth. I think oral is mainly a foreplay thing for him, but if you're a woman who struggles with orgasming even during penetrative sex with him rubbing you, he'll do oral with you more often and probably make you orgasm a few times before penetrating you so you can be a bit more sensitive and have a better time during it. He'll want you to reciprocate the oral as well, but it isn't super necessary that he cums as much as you do since he'll get to cum when he penetrates you. Kinks include bondage (light), BDSM, powerplay, begging, dacryphilia (mostly when they're tears from too much pleasure and he doesn't want you bawling), dirty talk, orgasm control, overstimulation, and both giving and receiving praise. May also be into CNC and I think he could do it in locations like his office (if he has one) though he's very possessive so he doesn't want anyone actually being present and aware even when he's fucking you outside of his room. Fucks you raw and cums inside but he is the first man on this list to do so with a breeding kink while also actively wanting the consequences of that kink (kids). He also expects you to swallow his cum when you do get him to orgasm during oral since he’s swallowing yours too

7) Denis

Hard dom and top. I think he may never allow you to dom or top him, but even if he did, he would have an extremely subpar experience and not get anything pleasurable out of it, so it's not happening again. It is easier convincing him to try subbing than bottoming though, if that matters at all. He'll mainly do oral and vaginal but like Lucio may do anal during a punishment, reasoning that normally as his wife he would treat you as a proper lady but if you want to act uncivilized he will treat you like the dirty whores walking the streets you’re so desperate to imitate. Also as far as oral goes while he will have you do blowjobs for him he’s only really going to eat you out as foreplay, and if he’s making you finish without his cock in you he’s doing it with either his fingers or his gun. I don’t know that he would always have the gun loaded during since that partially depends on the timing with which he’s decided to use it on you, but if he was particularly angry with you he would make you look at the bullets in the chamber if it was loaded and would make you watch him load it if it wasn’t. He will do pretty much anything with his gun that he would do with his cock, including blowjobs and both vaginal and anal sex, though I will add the disclaimer that although he is very threatening about it and will give you the impression that since the gun can’t cum he’s going to pull the trigger to ‘finish,’ he wouldn’t actually do it and is just trying to scare you. Kinks include BDSM, collars, humiliation, degradation, dacryphilia, begging, orgasm control, hair pulling, face fucking, biting, primal play, breeding (as punishment), predator and prey (where you're sincerely trying to flee from him), and noncon (the genuine kind, CNC doesn't do it for him). I think he also likes to play with your breasts but doesn't always have to torture them to get off. Also cums inside raw (honestly no one in the Thumb uses condoms with their actual partners so this is just the default and usual for them) and I think is aroused by how your body changes when you are pregnant but isn't all that interested in kids and he doesn't like that he has to hold back to not harm the babies in your belly, although he will do so without complaint. Also if you're doing oral he's wanting to cum in your mouth or on your face so he can rub it on you

Index

1) Rien

Dom and top mostly but it depends on circumstances and he can adapt so there’s an element of switch there. If he's in the stage that he's acting normal I think he would be agreeable to subbing and bottoming if that's what you want, though his preference would still be otherwise, and if he isn't in a situation where he feels the need to act normally towards you, he's much less likely to do it. Will add that I do think he still enjoys bottoming and subbing for you though, even if it isn’t super common and with his mask off he is unlikely to initiate it with you, though he may indulge you if you ask nicely. He will mostly do vaginal sex, with anal not being his favorite, and oral just being a way of foreplay. I think he enjoys giving oral much more than receiving, but he prefers penis in vagina sex for the most part. Kinks are breeding, bodily fluids (lactation, tears, arousal, etc), body worship, dirty talk, degradation and praise (he will often combine them in backhanded compliments but will sometimes just praise you), primal play, BDSM, chemsex (he prefers drugging himself the most, but sometimes he will have you both equally drugged or only you drugged if he feels like he needs to make you somewhat agreeable), maybe a bit of medical play, marking (mainly hickeys), maybe branding (depends on how much he is hiding his freak from you and feels he needs to own you), knifeplay, cock and ball torture (loves it if you bite or try to break his dick and balls during sex though more intense stuff is less common simply due to circumstance), predator and prey (again where you are genuinely running for your life), both noncon and CNC (which he chooses depends on how much of his mask he needs to keep intact), and I think he could be a little into roleplay. Doesn't use a condom and he prefers to cum inside, but with blowjobs, he’ll just cum wherever you want since generally he’s only getting one if you really want to give it and push for it seeing as he doesn’t like them enough to initiate on his own

2) Sora

Sub and bottom, but she will essentially do whatever you want. She’s really excited to touch you any way she can so although she has a preference for bottoming (whether it’s being pegged or you using a double sided dildo), she’s enjoys sex in both top and bottom positions. On domming, I think she is alright to be a service top or bottom, but she’s still constantly asking how everything feels and she isn’t really taking charge even then. She’ll mostly go for vaginal sex, but she is very happy to use any hole she can and eats you out like she’s been starving. Her favorite hole and position is just whatever you ask her to do. On asking her to do things, despite not being a very skilled dom, I think she could be really into when you force her to ‘dom’ by telling her to be rough or fuck you in a certain position (though here I would still say you’re the dom psychologically, even if it looks like otherwise). She would also be very happy to do pet play type of stuff where you’re pulling on her collar to correct her pace, and is into nursing off you, something of CGL (she wants to be coddled as your daughter and called a good girl), restraints, body worship, praise, knifeplay/marking (she likes being marked and if you want to carve something into her she will probably be happy), and maybe receiving branding. She also really wants Rien to be involved but he does not share that sentiment so I don't know if that's cuckold/cuckquean because she only wants to share with one person but it's a thing. Would want to cum in whichever hole she was in and would probably not want to use a condom unless you asked her to

3) Esther

True switch I think. He alternates between top and bottom depending on the scenario and mood, and is pretty good at both. He likes a lot of structure in sex and if he needs to take charge by domming and planning everything out he will do that and enjoy it, but if you’ve got a very thorough plan you relay to him which he agrees to then he’s ok with subbing just as much. He’ll rise to any occasion and be whatever he needs to be, he just wants to know exactly what he’s getting into and he really does not like surprises. Prefers vaginal and anal, but he can do oral as part of some freaky ritual where you suck the cum out of his dick, and he will reciprocate on you. As far as kinks go he likes orgasm control, edging, chastity, voyeurism, exhibitionism, objectification, rewards, roleplay (heavily scripted with no improvision), surrender, BDSM (light), blindfolds, a bit of praise/dirty talk (he’ll tell you when you’re doing well so you know to keep it up), and maybe temperature play (I think he prefers wax over ice cubes). He likes to do the same thing over and over but he has different routines for when he tops or bottoms so you know pretty much exactly what you’re gonna get going into it. First man on this list who may use protection since I don’t think he’s super wanting kids nor does he have a breeding kink and he doesn't have any particular norms that would prevent him from using a condom. Would probably also want you on birth control too though. If he had to fuck you without a condom, then I think he would pull out and cum on your stomach or on your back if you're in a position that isn't possible, but this only really occurs if a Prescript tells him to

4) Gloria

Dom and top. Ok with subbing but will tease you during it and may embarrass you so I don't know how dominant you can really feel here. Could get a prosthetic hole to bottom and probably enjoys it but it's such a pain to uninstall and reinstall that it doesn't get used much. Also want to note that I think they prefer a prosthetic hole without sensation so they can just watch you fuck, since they enjoy that more to actually feeling being fucked. I think they’re happy to do vaginal, anal, and oral. Kinks are brat taming, orgasm denial, bondage, tickling/sensation play (with feathers), roleplay, praise, exhibitionism, voyeurism, group sex/cuckolding kind of (they like watching you have sex with other people and can even get involved but they don't necessarily need to be touching you to enjoy it, and it's more so that they're enjoying the sex aspect itself than that you're having the sex while in a relationship or any of the humiliation that I feel is often a part of cuckolding), size difference, body worship, multiple penetrations, and a bit of degradation/bullying (mocking your size and how you're most probably smaller than them). They can't cum but since they will allow other partners to be involved I think they would prefer those partners to cum inside you raw (in whichever hole that person is using, whether it's mouth, pussy, or ass, and they would want you to swallow the cum if it's in your mouth). Also want to say that if it's a creampie, then Gloria may or may not play with the cum inside you after you've been thoroughly fucked and tease you about getting pregnant. Does not want kids though, so while they prefer no condoms, they would also prefer you to take birth control or some sort of contraceptive so you don't get pregnant

5) Hubert

Sub and top/bottom switch. He’s someone who likes taking a break, so he enjoys it when you take charge, but if you need him to dom to get off, he’ll do it. He can top or bottom according to what you need, so he doesn’t mind either way. I think he prefers vaginal sex, but he's alright with anal or oral if that's what you want. He still likes those things it's just not his preference, though if you were to do anal he would want to do oral as foreplay. Kinks include complete submission, orgasm control, CNC, bondage (handcuffs mostly), sensory deprivation (blindfolds and/or ear plugs), roleplay (he wants it planned strictly though), light dirty talk/praise (simple affirmations that whatever's happening feels good), mild impact play (mainly just spanking but it's not very hard), a little bit of dress up (can be lingerie but doesn't have to be, I think you could also dress in some casual clothing to get him going, and he really likes hosiery whether it’s stockings or regular socks), and different locations (such as the shower, floor, or different rooms in your house. I don't think he's an exhibitionist so I don't think he wants anyone seeing and he doesn't like public sex per se). Doesn't want kids and doesn't have a breeding kink so he, like Esther, will use a condom and also want you on birth control to ensure you don't become pregnant. If he has to do it raw though, then he'll prefer to either cum in a hand or on your thighs. He may cum in your mouth if you're doing oral and would like to swallow, but if you aren't into and asking for that, he'll cum elsewhere and dispose of it

6) Yan

Dom and top/bottom switch. He enjoys bottoming but he’s also tired of being fucked by the Prescripts in every conceivable way so he likes to top sometimes too as little change of pace. Doesn’t really like subbing though since he wants to be a more active participant in deciding what’s happening. Prefers oral the most I think but likes when it’s mutual (like 69ing), and I think he prefers vaginal over anal, but he still likes anal and a lot of his enjoyment comes out of what you like, so if you prefer anal over vaginal he also will. Kinks are BDSM, edge play, orgasm denial/chastity, impact play (both spanking and flogging), shibari, primal play, CNC, roleplay humiliation/degradation (he only likes humiliation/degradation during roleplay), and maybe sensory deprivation (receiving, both blindfolds and ear plugs). Praise kink comes during aftercare. I think he prefers to recycle the same ideas over and over according to whether he’s top or bottom, so you’ll generally be doing the same things during sex, but unlike Esther he enjoys a bit of improvising (such as in roleplay), and will not get turned off if you do something that wasn’t thoroughly established beforehand. I think he also enjoys earned submissiveness from you so he’ll do a lot of build up to get you ready for sex. I think he likes breeding but doesn’t want kids so he’ll cum in you raw if you’re on birth control but he’ll pull out and cum on your thighs or stomach if you’re not. He may accidentally slip up and cum in you anyway though, which may or may not lead to kids

7) Moirai

Sub and top/bottom switch. She likes to relinquish control and subbing allows her to just lay back and accept her fate, but although I think she would try domming if you ask and she would be alright with it, she wouldn't get all too much enjoyment from it and it'd be awkward, so she'd likely refuse if you asked her again. Maybe she'll indulge you every once in a while if you're also a sub and need her to dom to get off, in which case you'll take turns and she'll be very lighthearted and cheerful about it which makes it not terrible, but it's still not her favorite. Since she prefers submitting this much, she can top or bottom according to whatever you want, and in my opinion she actually enjoys it more having you decide that rather than her. I think she likes anal the most with oral as a second, but she likes vaginal sex too and won't refuse you if you want to have it, she just might take a bit more effort to respond as well. Her kinks are bondage (heavy, she wants literally no movement or struggle possible, which means you're probably using rope to restrain her in all the positions you enjoy doing), praise, CNC, BDSM, sensory deprivation (both blindfolds and ear plugs), objectification, primal play, degradation (light), service, edgeplay (a bit less extreme than Yan though), hypnosis, and maybe some etiquette stuff. Cums in you without a condom if you're on birth control but if not she will cum on your thighs (her preference) or your breasts

Middle

1) Matthias

Dom and top. He may agree to subbing for you but he tends to get too excited and default to dom which ends up in it usually not being that good of a time. I think he is ok with bottoming but he usually wants some sort of stimulation on his dick even if he's being penetrated, though whether you use a toy or your own body (can be a hole or just your hand, he doesn't mind much) is up to you. Anal is his favorite but he also likes oral (prefers receiving over giving, but on some occasions he may eat you out to make you feel better if he perceives you as being whiny), and while he likes vaginal sex it's kind of like a consolation prize to him and he doesn't do it nearly as often as anal. His kinks are roleplay, cosplay, power play, voyeurism, exhibitionism, praise, cock worship, objectification (more towards you than him but he's ok with a little towards him), filming, dirty talk, and toys. Also likes being pegged a bit but as previously stated he needs stimulation on his dick too so it's harder to get him going with this and it mostly only happens if you initiate and are good to put in the effort to get him there. He likes how it feels to cum in your ass so if you’re doing anal he’ll stay there when he finishes, but if you’re doing vaginal it’s a 50/50 whether he stays or pulls out and puts it in your other hole. If you’re doing oral he’ll cum in your mouth though, and if he cums without being in any of your holes (toy or your hand) he’ll want you to lick his cock clean

2) Kira

Dom and top usually but also really enjoys subbing and bottoming, though I wouldn't call her a true switch since she doesn't mix and match to be dom and bottom or sub and top. If she’s on top she likes to dom to tease you but if she’s the bottom she’s a pillow princess and a brat. Oral is her favorite with vaginal as her runner up. She would need a lot of time to work up to anal and it makes her a bit uncomfortable and ashamed initially, but if you let her bring it up and go at her own pace I think she could grow to like it maybe even over vaginal sex. Kinks are roleplay, cosplay, filming, exhibitionism (she likes showing off what she has which is you, but she is not a cuck and won’t want anyone to be touching, although with her personality she may get carried away and let them touch a little anyway only to regret it heavily), voyeurism, degradation, dirty talk, praise (mutual here), public sex (will tease you about someone seeing but will be extremely embarrassed if someone catches you in the act), nursing (she’s suckling off of you), and maybe some light infantilization (she likes being pampered and babied but she doesn’t want to actually act like a baby). She also really likes if you play with her breasts and do a bit of body worship although she also gets a bit embarrassed about it. Usually uses a condom but if she didn't she'd cum in whichever hole she was in

Ring

1) Callisto

True switch. He usually doms since most people do not want to partake in his freaky sex but he will be very excited for you to take charge and will enjoy it very much. He also usually tops because it’s easier to attach something to himself or get something to insert in you than it is to replace his parts but he will happily get a hole installed if that's what you want. He is a dom and top due to circumstance/convenience rather than preference, and in fact will be extremely happy if you want to dom or top him even if you don't end up being all that good at it, so what role he takes really depends on how you're feeling. He also has a wide array of parts for both topping and bottoming so he can illicit many reactions out of you, and switches them out depending on the situation. Prefers vaginal sex because he is fascinated by how it works, but if you want to do anal or oral he will gladly indulge you. His kinks include exhibitionism, voyeurism, group sex, cuckolding, public sex, praise, body worship, breeding (mostly the idea that you will get pregnant but he likes the other aspects as well), lactation, pregnancy, toys, and kind of medical play though I’m not sure it’s quite so much play as it is him genuinely taking a look at you and happening to say and do weird shit (for example he will comment on the appearance and health of your holes while he's looking at them even if you came to him for a genuine checkup). He really does not like marking you up though and will be extremely careful not to mar your perfect body, and if someone bruises or scratches you he will be very upset and be making complaints. He can't cum inside you himself but if someone else is fucking you or he has procured semen he prefers it inside your vagina to hopefully impregnate you (and he does want kids) or disposed of

2) Albina

Extreme cuck so she’ll have you have sex with Fascia and direct it so I guess she’s a dom but for the sex itself it’s a true switch experience. She likes watching you both fuck and be fucked by Fascia so both top and bottom are good for her, and although she will tend to interject with her own input if you want to dom, she is very happy to see you take an interest in the same things she is by domming. Kinks are the very obvious cuckolding/cuckquean, group sex (not touching you but if you're fucking Fascia while someone else is fucking you she loves it), exhibitionism, voyeurism (coital voyeurism in particular is something she really enjoys), public sex, performance, toys, overstimulation (she particularly likes it if you are overwhelmed but it feels too good to stop), subspace (whether you are top or bottom she likes it), and a little edgeplay (she wants you to be very into the edgeplay and willingly pushing boundaries though). A little bit of lactation is also very pleasing to her and she will feed it to Fascia. She also likes frequent position change during the act and will frequently interject to tell you to change angles. Someone who also can't cum but she depending on her mood she wants your partners to cum inside you or to pull out so she can get a good look at your pussy as it reaches orgasm

3) Rufo

Dom/sub switch and top. I think she has a knot for you and she always wants to put it inside you to lock you in place, but she can bottom if you still show adequate respect her body. She prefers telling you what to do but will still let you make suggestions even then, and she also likes when you take charge and tell her what you want since she enjoys having an open line of communication. Prefers vaginal with oral as a second choice. She is willing to do anal but she doesn't get as much pleasure out of it so although she will partake particularly if she's subbing and that's what you want she doesn't think it's very good, she's just respecting your tastes. Her kinks are breeding, size (she likes belly bulge), primal play, helplessness (you cannot escape even due to the knot), heat/rut/chemsex (I think she would give you both drugs to induce heat or rut symptoms during sex), body worship, bodily fluids (lactation and pee), sensation play (massaging and the feel of each other's bodies is something she's into), praise, dirty talk, degradation, marking (scratching and biting, both giving and receiving), petplay (giving, I don't think she likes being collared or walked but she enjoys doing it to you), exhibitionism, and slight objectification. She likes cumming in your pussy the most but since she has a knot she tends to cum in whichever hole she’s in. If she is not locked inside you though, she also enjoys cumming on your body, particularly your breasts

Pinky

1) Shiomi Yoru

Dom and top with true switch potential. Over a lot of time and effort she can agree to subbing and bottoming and I think she could even become comfortable enough to do it regularly if given a lot of patience, but she would want to keep domming and topping sometimes even then, and as of now I think that’s all she could feel comfortable with. Prefers oral sex and doesn’t like penetrative that much, but I think she could warm to vaginal and anal. Oral is still her preference though. Her kinks are CNC, bondage, degradation, humiliation, mild exhibitionism (another person who absolutely does not want to be seen doing anything sexual, she just likes the fantasy, and she would like to do it outdoors if she could), objectification, BDSM, sensation play (she prefers ice over wax and I think she also likes feathers), role play, and primal play. She has a lot of shame over her body and sex so it takes a really long time to get here but when I think if you are someone she trusts enough to have consensual sex with she would want to use this opportunity to explore her trauma a bit and also as an adventurous person I think she likes these kinds of fantasies because they're totally the opposite of the kind of life she enjoys living which allows her to safely experience these new things and I think that it is so removed from how she is as a person contributes to the fantasy. Still no breeding kink though and I think she would be highly uncomfortable with even cumming in you even if you were on birth control and she had a condom on so she would either do it on your back or a hand and dispose of it

2) Ryoshu

Dom and top/bottom switch. She prefers to be in control but if you’re her mommy she will sub for you, though she wants to be pampered and loved on by her mommy. She likes both topping and bottoming but she also really likes if you use one of those two sided dildos so you can both get penetrated at the same time. She likes vaginal sex the most but likes mutual oral as well, while anal is a once in a while occasion that she likes as a very rare treat so she won’t do it often. She’s into nursing (her off of you when you’re lactating), discipline, spanking, degradation/humiliation (usually mild but it depends on how angry she is with you, much like how Lucio treats you), dacryphilia (tears of need), begging, overstimulation, face sitting, orgasm control, shibari, marking (giving and receiving), pet play (as a punishment), and blindfolds. Although she punishes you with certain rough or particularly shame inducing acts, she also very much enjoys doing those acts to you with your consent, since she likes that you trust her enough to let her do all those things. I think she may also threaten you with knife play, branding, or free use/group sex when she's angry with you, but she is unlikely to ever do it with or without your consent due to her not really being into the idea of those things and lacking the destructiveness of someone like Valencina to emotionally self-harm in that way. She would want to cum inside whichever hole she is in (pussy is her favorite) or a hand and then get rid of it and she either does it raw or if you're not wanting kids she puts on a condom (whether or not you are on birth control)

3) Ren

         I woke up that morning with the memories of the night before playing over in my mind.  The way Rufo eyed me as he approached the bed.  How he took the remote from me and changed it to a music station, one that was playing oldies.  He had grabbed my hand and we danced a little to the music.  No words between the two of us and I felt we didn’t need them.  Even when he had me pinned down to the bed there were no words but the sounds that filled the room.  I had to blink hard and shake my head before sitting up.  I could feel my cheeks heated with the blush that was sure to be bright on them.  That’s when I realized Rufo wasn’t lying beside me.

        I got up from the bed and made my way to the bathroom thinking maybe he was just getting ready for a shower.  Though when I saw the bathroom was empty my heart started to sink.  I went back to the main room and that’s when I saw the note on the desk.  I took it in hand and sat down on the bed to read it.

        “(Y/N),

        I hate to leave like this but it’s what’s best. Go on and enjoy yourself and the rest of your vacation.  Thanks for letting me tag along for as long as you would let me.  Thanks for the memories and good times doll.  

        And just remember, gray skies are gonna clear up.

        Rufo the Clown”

        I sat there for I don’t remember how long until the knock on the door from room service startled me, telling me it was about time for me to get going.  Even packing up and leaving in my car felt like a blur.  He had left some time in the night when I was deep in sleep. Probably knew I would have asked him to stay and tell him that things would be alright.  All I could do was sigh to myself and try to think of what next was on my agenda before the clown had joined.  Before I found myself attached in some way.

        I decided to go to the circus that we had planned to go to together.  I’m sure he wouldn’t be there and it would help get my mind off of things by having some fun.  I managed to find decent parking and bought my wrist band so I could freely enjoy everything the circus had to offer.

         The rides were the typical rides you would find at a travelling circus and I admit I rode the Tilt A Whirl and Scrambler more times than I could count.  I even managed to go on the Ferris Wheel alone even though I could feel my heartbeat pounding hard in my chest when I was at the very top all alone.  The view was worth it though as I looked out the tree lines and hills in the far-off distance.  I even managed to get a good couple of pictures before the descent back down.

        I made it to the big top show just in time to get a good seat close to the front amongst the sea of people.  The show was splendid, and I joined in on the clapping and cheering of the crowd after each act.  I didn’t even notice the gaze of the tall brown-haired man who looked ever so plain in the crowd. Heck, I didn’t even notice as he was getting closer behind me when the large group of folk were guided out of the tent so they could once again enjoy the festivities outside.  Though when he grabbed me that’s when he finally got my attention.

        “Evening cupcake.  I hope you enjoyed the show because we have some place we need to go.” His grip got painfully tight as he shoved me into his body as he made his way through the crowd.  I don’t even think my feet touched the ground much.

        “Let go of me!”  I shouted and even though I was loud enough for several people to hear me, none of them looked at me.  “Let me fucking go!”  I screamed again and tried to jerk away.  It always most worked but his grip was too tight and ready.

       “Now, now, don’t want to ruin everyone else’s day. That would be rude cupcake. Though, there is one person I need to see you like this.”  As I squirmed I saw him scanning around and then he grinned.  I didn’t really like that smile of his.  

        “I said let me go!”  I kept trying to jerk my body away again despite the pain in my arms from his hold.  It almost felt like I was about to break my own bones to get out of his grip and I damn well would if that’s what I needed to happen.

       Though when I looked up to see if anyone was looking I noticed one person.  Rufo looking as human as ever.  He was looking right at me and at Crowley.  That’s when I saw the eyes in his skull sink and his skin start to tear away.

        “(Y/N)!  Crowley! Let her go!  She’s got nothing to do with us!”  I could hear the change in his voice from how it normally sounded to a dry growl as if his vocal cords were becoming taut.

        “And now we make our exit.”  There had been a sea of people between us and I managed to get an arm free as I reached out to Rufo.  

        It didn’t matter though as the people cleared away for Crowley and seemed to move in front of Rufo which didn’t end too well as they were shoved away or worse.  Tears welled up in my eyes as Rufo got further and further away and eventually my arm drooped down.  Crowley didn’t speak as he got me into a car, tying up my hands though still made sure I was comfortable in the back seat of my car.  All I could feel was my heart aching the further we drove away.

        My eyes stayed looking out the window and watching how the road twist and turned.  I didn’t have a clue where were going and I doubt Crowley would give me an answer. Though I didn’t need to wait long as he pulled off to a dirt road which my car didn’t like too much with all the bumps, but it made due as we approached a small wooden cabin tucked away in the trees.  

       “Almost done (Y/N).  Don’t you worry.”  Crowley finally spoke just before getting out of the car.  He came around and got me out so we could trudge our way into the little cabin.  

       It looked as if he had been staying here for about a day.  There were some kerosene lanterns lit and the furniture that was there seemed to have always been there with an almost decaying appearance.  Laying out on a starting to rot tabletop was a brief case and inside was a various things like chalk, crystals, and vials filled with questionable liquid.  He had me seated on one of the sturdier chairs.

       “Now, sit there and be good for me cupcake.” He tied my ankles to the chair, and finally he fashioned a rope around my torso to keep my arms pinned to my sides.

        “Why are you doing this to me Crowley?”  My eyes followed him as he went back to the table and he grabbed a piece of chalk from it.

        “It’s not necessarily a you thing.  It’s a more of him thing.”  He jutted his head toward the door that we came in as he turned. “Him and I have been fighting each other for quite some time.”  He moved to the center and got to work drawing a large circle and various symbols. “You see cupcake, I’m very old. Much older than you can probably imagine.  I’m under certain rules and obligation to get rid of evil things.  Especially when they get under my skin and make me itch.”  His eyes stared into mine and that damned smile of his was back.  “And he’s like the damn chicken pox.”

        I didn’t say anything more as I watched him finish up.  He wiped his hands on a rag which he tossed onto the table along with his supplies. He paced around the room for a bit, peaking out the window now and again.

        “What makes you think he’s going to know where I am? That’s he’s going to come for me?” My leg was bouncing, well what it could with my legs tied to the chair.  “I’m not much of a prize.”

        “You say that but that’s not what I see.”  He turned his attention to me.  “He doesn’t put up with many people and put up is a strong phrase.  Most of the humans he comes in contact with end up dead.”  He strolled over to me and leaned over so he could get in my face.  “And you two seem to have gotten rather close.” As he said that his eyes flicked over me and there was that smile that sent chills through my body.  “So that makes you pretty special, cupcake.”

       “We just had a lot in common.  That’s all.”  I tried to look away, but I could still feel his eyes staring into me.  If I could fidget more in my seat, I would have.  “At least I’d like to think we did.”

       “Well, you have some time to think about all those things in common cupcake.  It’s gonna take some time for him to find us since there were some dead-end roads on the way here that he’s gonna have to figure out for himself.  So kick back, relax.  Take a load off.”  Crowley had a jokester smile as he stood back up and grabbed a chair for himself at the table.  

       So I sat there, staring at the door.  Thoughts flooded my mind as I imagined Rufo trying to find me.  If he was. From the window I could see some clouds over the trees roll by and all I could think of was the storms these past few days.  How Rufo took it upon himself to comfort me, to distract me what ways he could.  The way he looked at me with those icy blue eyes. How he held me tight to his side as we watched rerun after rerun of Cops in some hotel in the middle of nowhere.  The way he looked at me during our few moments of passion followed by his lingering touches throughout the day.  Hell, how he even murdered someone to keep me safe.  It had honestly been one of the most enjoyable times in my life in so long.

“You made it back by Christmas, just like you said you would.”

Rufo lifted an eyebrow, the cut out triangle on his face distorted.

“I’m a man of my word and I gave you my word, didn’t I?”

“Yeah... you did.”

She bit her bottom lip as she ran her nails up his bare chest and linked her arms behind his neck, pulling him down for a kiss. Rufo bent to accommodate her. He (loved the way she kissed) pressed his scarred lips against hers, then pulled away.

“Get the shower ready for us.”

When Rufo returned (home) from a job, they showered together. It was a long standing routine that he looked forward to. It gave him a chance to (hold her) plan what he wanted to do to her body next and if he snuck in a little teasing, then even better.

She turned on the water and unzipped the red dress she had picked out just for him.

“You really did look beautiful in that dress doll.”

Rufo didn’t mind giving his lady a compliment when one was due. She looked back over her shoulder at him and kept her tone playful as the dress fell to the floor.

“Even though it made me look like a whore?”

“Especially because it made you look like a whore.”

He winked at her and she laughed as she stepped into the shower and closed the stall door. Rufo glanced at his strange appearance one last time before he pulled off his slacks and joined her. Steam billowed out as he stepped into the glass shower. The bathroom was one of the reasons she had picked the apartment in the first place and he had to admit, he was going to miss it when he relocated her. The bodies wouldn't be discovered until after the holidays, so he figured he might as well enjoy it while he could.

She was rinsing her hair and Rufo took the opportunity to look over her body; the curve of her back, the shape of her calves. He (loved her body) admired the red welts and dark bruises that covered her ass from his earlier punishment. Her skin bruised so nicely. She moved out of the way so Rufo could stand under the stream of hot water and he let the massaging jets run though his hair. Red water faded to pink as blood swirled down the drain. Her hand closed around his wrist and he let her pulling him out from under the water so she could wash his hair.

Rufo held her so she could stand on tip toe while she massage his scalp with her fingernails. Before her, he had never considered letting anyone else wash his hair. She worked her hands through the rest of his curls as he leaned further into her touch. He enjoyed the feel of her breasts pressed tight against his chest, the feel of her ass in his hands while he held her against his cock. Maybe he would keep his hair long after all.

She finished with his hair and grabbed the soap before she moved on to his body. She rubbed the tense muscles in his shoulders, then scrubbed the dried blood off his chest until he was squeaky clean and clown white. Lathering up her hands, she started to wash the v of his hips. Rufo smirked as he watched her.

She moved lower and took his cock in both of her hands, squeezing with slightly increased pressure while she stroked his shaft. It felt good and before long Rufo was hard again. He leaned his head back against the tile and thrust up into her hand while she gently squeeze his balls. His girl was good.

"Does that feel good Rufo?"

He moaned, then heard her giggle. His eyes snapped open and a sadistic smile spread across his lips as he looked into her eyes. So she wanted to play huh? He grabbed her wrists with one hand and turned her into the water so her back was held against his chest.

“Yeah, it does. But I'm clean enough. It's your turn now.”

Rufo pressed his cock against her ass and moved her wet hair from her shoulder.

“I have to make sure my dirty girl gets clean too, don’t I?”

His breath was hot against the back of her neck, her body arched into his when she felt his teeth graze her skin. He (loved her soft skin) enjoyed sinking his teeth into her flesh and had indulged himself back at the office. Soapy hands rubbed over the bites before moving lower to massage the muscles that held up her breasts, just like she had shown him. Her head fell back against his shoulder and she moaned his name. It took all of his willpower not to bend her over right then.

Rufo worked his way around her tits and rolled her nipples between his fingers. He (loved the noises she made) pulled until she yelped in pain, then continued to pinch and pull on her tits with one hand while the other one slid down her belly to rub between her legs. Running a finger up the length of her slit, he was amazed at how wet she already was. No matter how many times he used her, what hole he chose to abuse, the bites, the cuts, the bruises, she was always ready for (him) more.

“I... think I’m clean now Rufo.”

She was breathing hard, and he laughed as she tried to grind against his hand. He enjoyed the hell out of teasing her.

“Oh, you think so? I better make sure.”

Rufo pushed her back against the shower wall and she gasped as her bruised ass made contact with the glass. He dropped down to his knees in front of her and lifted her leg up high, fingers sinking into the flesh just behind her knee while he held her wide open. She stumbled, then grabbed onto his shoulders for balance. His face was right next to her cunt anyway, so he used his fingers to spread her labia for a better look.

“Rufo...”

Her voice was shaking but she knew better than to try and stop him. He pushed his middle finger all the way in to the knuckle then wriggled it around.

“Hmm.. I don't know. You seem pretty dirty to me princess.”

He smiled as he added a second finger, then pumped them in and out while he look over the faded bruises on her thighs. He'd have to fix those.

Leaning forward, Rufo pressed his lips against the sensitive flesh of her inner thigh, then sank his teeth into her skin until he tasted blood. Her pussy squeezed around his fingers and she screamed, but she didn't dare push him away. When Rufo pulled back, she had a perfect imprint of his teeth right next to her cunt that was already starting to bruise. He bit his way up her leg, leaving matching bruises every few inches while three of his fingers worked her pussy and his thumb rubbed her clit. She sobbed, and when Rufo looked up to see her crying his cock throbbed. But no, he wasn’t read to fuck her. Not just yet.

She flinched when he brought his mouth to her mound but instead of biting her, he flicked his tounge over her clit. Another lick made her throw her head back and moan (for him) like a slut. Rufo had spent a lot of time learning her body early in their relationship. Before her, his experiences with women had been… complicated at best. Now he could bring her to orgasm in almost no time if he wanted. She pulled his hair and rode out her pleasure on his face while he sucked her clit. It wasn't something he would normally have allowed, but it was Christmas Eve. He fingered her until finally, she grabbed his wrist and begged for him to stop. It was time.

Rufo got to his feet and lined up, then started to push in. Even though she was dripping wet, he had to force his way past her bruised muscles.

“Sore already?”

He groaned as he pushed the last few inches of his full length inside her and she cried out in pain.

“Yes but please, don't stop. It feels good.”

Her eyes were clenched shut, her pussy throbbed from her orgasm but still, she moaned and held on to him. He grinned and pulled almost all of the way back out before slowly pushing back in.

“Good. I’m not even close to finished with you doll.”

Rufo kept his grip on her leg and brought his other arm to rest against the shower wall just above her head. He pressed his forehead against his arm and closed his eyes while he slid in and out of her, enjoying the way her insides squeezed around him. His kept his pace agonizingly slow until she bucked her hips in an attempt to get him to go faster. He figured he might as well accommodate her, the hot water wasn't going to last forever.

Rufo effortlessly lifted her away from the glass, then let her drop back down onto his cock. His fingers dug into the bruised flesh of her ass and she yelped as he roughly bounced her up and down. Her arms tightened around his neck, her cries changed to loud moans and gasps. He (loved how loud she was) made her scream by bouncing her harder while he thrust up against her body. Rufo's arms were shaking, but it wasn’t from the strain of holding her. Her slick warmth slid up and down his cock and it didn't take long before he started to feel the familiar tightness in his balls. Her screams changed pitch as she struggled to hold on to him and he knew she was just as close as he was.

“You ready to cum?”

He growled in her ear, his breath uneven.

“Yes, I’m so close Rufo. Please... it’s right there!”

He shifted her body in his grip so she could roll her hips and grind her clit against his pelvis.

“That’s it baby. Cum with me.”

Rufo held her down on his cock while she screamed his name. Her body squeezed tight around him, throbbing, forcing him over the edge with her and he couldn't hold back a moan of his own.

After the last twitches of pleasure had passed between them, she moved and he felt cum start to run down his shaft. It was an odd sensation, one that filled him with something he couldn't quite describe. Possessive satisfaction maybe? Instead of putting her down, he held her closer (and smelled her shampoo) until he caught his breath.

Rufo sat her back on her feet, then rinse off before he stepped out of the shower. He wrapped a towel around his waist while she cleaned herself up and when she was finished, he stood waiting with her towel in his hands.

Rufo stepped over the dying man and grabbed Helen from accounting by the hair. He plunged the knife in her face then let her limp body drop to the floor before he advanced on his next victim. The small crowd panicked in their rush to get away from the corpse like clown and you were knocked to the floor. Another scream was cut short as you crawled your way through the legs of the crowd. Someone kneed you in the cheek and another lady stepped on your hand with her heel before finally, you were able to stand.

An empty hallway was to your left, so you ran for it. You had no doubt that Rufo would find you eventually, but if you could hide somewhere, give him enough time to calm down a little, maybe you would stand a chance. Rounding the corner of the hallway, you ran into the second office on the right. You left the door open and dove under the desk where you tried to control your breathing. Closed doors seemed be more suspicious than open one so you hoped Rufo would check those first.

The screams faded as the crowd moved further away and it was almost quiet, until gunshots went off at the end of the hall. The noise was too loud, too sudden. It startled you and you jumped, hitting your head against the bottom of the desk. Who the hell brought a gun to a Christmas party?

Everything was dead silent for just a moment, then your boyfriend started to laugh. It wasn’t a nice laugh. The screaming started again and you laid your head down on your knees. You had really messed up and Rufo was angry with you. That thought broke your heart.

You listened as someone ran into the room with you and slammed the door before turning the lock. Looking up from under the desk, you found a blood splattered Richard slumped against the wall.

“No! Nonononono, he can't find us in here together!”

Richard's panic stricken eyes snapped to your face and you realized your mistake.

“What the fuck is going on? You know that… that thing?!"

Rich was on the verge of hysterics and you didn't guess you could really blame him. Rufo was a hard pill to swallow.

"Was that your boyfriend in clown makeup?!”

The screams were getting closer so Rich shuffled some papers on the desk, then picked up a letter opener and held it out like a weapon.

“Thats just going to piss him off.”

Richard didn’t seem to hear you or maybe he just didn't care. The last scream cut off right outside the door before the knob rattled and you heard Rufo chuckle. Locks did absolutely nothing against him and within two seconds Rufo had the door open and was stepping into the room.

Richard's eyes went wide with terror as he reached down and pulled you out from under the desk by your hair. He spun you around to face Rufo then pressed the letter opener to you neck. You gasped as you got a good look at your boyfriend underneath the harsh fluorescent bulbs. Despite the small cluster of bloody bullet holes in the front of his shirt, he looked fleshier, more alive than he had before, but that wasn’t saying much. Gore covered his mouth and both arms all the way up to mid forearm. His sleeves were rolled back to his elbows and the untouched strip of titanium white skin between the blood and his shirt seemed obscene, yet mildly erotic. Your heart beat faster and your breath caught in your throat. Rufo always had that effect on you.

The smirk on his skeletal face disappeared as Rich shoved the letter opener harder against your skin.

“Don’t even fucking think about coming any closer!”

Richard was screaming, right in your ear.

“Ballsy move Dick. I didn’t know you had it in you.”

Rufo raised his bloody hands to show they were empty and slowly stepped closer to the desk.

“But I wonder, could you do it Dick? Could you actually kill someone?”

“Rufo..”

Your voice was barely above a whisper. Taunting Rich wasn't very helpful and seemed like a good way for you to end up dead. It was kind of ironic though. The situation reminded you of the first time you had met your boyfriend, only this time you were someone else’s hostage.

“Relax doll. I can stop him before he hurts you, but that doesn’t mean you’re out of hot water just yet.”

Your face fell as you realized you were stuck between a rock and a hard place. You were the one Rufo was actually angry at.

“I’m not joking freak!”

Richard's hand shook and you felt the tip of the letter opener puncture your skin. Warm, wet blood trailed down the curve of your neck and Rufo's eyes followed it until it soaked into the top of your red dress. He turned his attention back to Richard and looked every bit the cold killer you knew he was. There was something demonic burning in his blue eyes when he smiled.

“You’re going to be my new best friend Dick. I’m going to take my time with you.”

Richard panicked and would have killed you, but Rufo moved too fast. His hand shot out and closed around Richard's wrist before he twisted hard enough to snap ligaments. Rich gave a small cry of pain before Rufo grabbed his throat and drove him down to his knees. Richard used his one good hand to try to break Rufo's grip, but you knew it was hopeless. Rufo was inhumanly strong.

You started backing away towards the door as Rufo turned the point of the letter opener and drove it through Richard's eye, just deep enough to destroy the organ. Fluid dribbled down his cheek and the scream that tore from Richard's throat made you feel a little sorry for him as you turned to run. You had almost made it to the door when the letter opener flew by your face and embedded itself in the wall by your head.

“Stop running.”

Rufo’s tone didn’t leave any room for argument.

“You’re just making it worse for yourself, princess.”

You watched Richard's eye goo drip from the letter opener then slowly turned to face Rufo. He flashed a bloody smile at you, then looked back down at Richard. Rufo peeled his good hand from his arm and held it up to his scarred mouth.

“You really shouldn’t touch things that don’t belong to you, Dick. Especially when they belong to me.”

"No! Please... no!"

Richard begged but Rufo wasn't a merciful man. The clown bit through three of his fingers, then swallowed them. Bile rose in your throat at the sound of bones crunching and you closed your eyes while Rufo continued to eat. After what felt like an eternity, Richard's screams dulled to quiet whimpers and you felt the unnatural heat from Rufos body as he stepped in front of you.

Opening your eyes brought you face to bloody face with the man you had been dating for almost a year. The corpse like appearance was almost gone and white skin was visible through the bullet holes in his shirt. Rufo stepped closer and pressed you back against the wall while he retrieved the letter opener, then pressed it against your cheek.

         The next morning, I woke up to the sound of the shower running and decided to take the time to get dressed for the day.  I was slipping on my shoes when Rufo came out, dressed in his usual attire of slack pants and a button up.  Though as he was coming out I watched as the human looking skin grew over his body and his hair changing back to black.  I couldn’t lie, it was interesting to watch. He saw me watching him from the mirror he was in front of and turned to me with a smile.

          “Morning doll.  Hope ya slept well.  Figured we could take a break from driving right away and we can explore the town a little bit.  How does that sound?”  His brow raised as he strolled over to me so he could put on his own shoes.

         “Uh, yeah, that sounds good.  I did see a lot of antique stores when we were coming in. A lot of them looked pretty neat.” I nodded as I finished tying my laces.

        “We can hit up as many as you like.  Ladies choice.”  He seemed so pleasant, as if yesterday didn’t happen at all.  

        Once his shoes were on we decided to head out on foot into town.  It was a beautiful morning with only a few clouds in the sky.  I even brought my camera with me to take some pictures here and there when something caught my eye.  Every antique store we stepped into was a little treasure trove of assortments that I wished I had more room in my car for.  We found ourselves in a particular one that had two floors and Rufo had found something that he was telling me about.  There was such enthusiasm in his voice as he talked about memories on how he used to use it back in the day.  When his eyes landed on old circus memorabilia though that’s when he really lit up.  

        “Almost looks like my own.”  Rufo mused as he picked up a vintage throwing knife.  It was rusted in some spots but other than that it held up its age well.  “Just needs a good polish is all and all brand new.”  He had a fond smile before setting the knife back down, letting out a small sigh.  When he left to go look around the corner I picked up the knife and held it to my side so he wouldn’t see it.  Nothing wrong with getting him a little something as a little thank you, right? “Hey, (Y/N)!”  Rufo called from around the corner and I quickly made my way around.  In Rufo’s hand was a little clown.  “Look at this little fella.”

        Rufo held up the clown for me to take and I did with my free hand.  The small clown was in a bright red outfit with a small hat that topped his bright green hair.  The makeup on the porcelain face consisted of red lips with a red outline a little bit out, a green dot on his small nose and big blue eyes.  There was a little charm about the doll that I couldn’t help to smile at and Rufo looked very pleased with himself when he saw how I was smiling.

         “He’s adorable Rufo.  I think he’s pretty great.”  My eyes glanced up to Rufo and he took the clown from my hand.

        “Perfect.  I did say we would find you one.  Maybe find him a friend or two at some of the other shops.”  Rufo turned on his heel as he went to look around again.

         “Rufo, don’t think you’re paying for him.”  I did my best to keep up with him.  It was easier said than done when Rufo had such long legs.

          “Nonsense.  I’m a gentleman and a gentleman should get the little lady some gifts now and again. I’m going to get you this little fella and that’s that.  No arguing with me doll.”  He turned to give me a side eye, so I understood to drop the subject and I did but only after giving him an eyeroll.  I was getting him a gift so I could let it slide.

          We wondered through the shop and I managed to get away to pay for the knife and tuck it into my bag so he wouldn’t see it. After he paid for the small clown we left to explore the rest of the shops and he indeed did find me a couple more clowns.  There even had been one that was almost like him except the triangles were smaller and the dots at the end of the mouth were also triangles that pointed upward.  Along our walk around the small town we would see some posters for a circus that was coming up in two days close by in the next state.

         “I haven’t been to a circus in so long.”  I tried to think of the last time I had been to a genuine circus, but the memories were fuzzy of a younger age with a smaller me.

         “How about we change that then?  We’re ahead on your little schedule.  We’d have plenty of time to enjoy a circus.”  Rufo had the bag of clowns in one hand, his other in his pocket as he looked down at me.

         “Are you sure?  Don’t you need to get to your um, job?”  I raised my brow, looking back up at him to meet his gaze.  The way he was looking at me made my cheeks blush. He had such a gentle smile on his lips and there was a bit of a sparkle in his eyes.

         “Don’t worry about the job, doll.  I always get them done, one way or another.”  He chuckled, plucking two tabs off the poster that offered free entrance.  “This is a vacation after all, and you’re supposed to be having fun.  So, let’s have some fun.”  He tucked the stubs into his pocket the put his arm around my shoulder to lead us away to somewhere else.  “And a clown knows best about fun.”

         After that, we had some lunch then we checked out of the motel so we could take off down the road.  Things almost felt back to normal between the two of us as we eased back into idle conversation between singing along to the music.  After a while Rufo flipped off the music and let out a long sigh.  

        “(Y/N), it’s not usual I have someone I can open up to things about.  I usually end up killing anyone who tries to know too much about me.  Heck, even if they catch me in an off mood if they tap me on the shoulder just a little too hard.  Only one who really knows me well is the man I work for.  You’re probably the only willing living person who knows who I am.”  There was a bit of solemnness in his tone.

        “I still don’t know too much Rufo.  You don’t have to tell me either if you aren’t comfortable with it.  Yeah, I’m curious but I wouldn’t want to push you.”  I shrugged and Rufo chuckled with a slight shake to his head.

         “Oh doll, you couldn’t push anything out of me even if you tried or gave me some big old puppy dog eyes.”  His fingers ran though his hair as he let out a few more chuckles before having a more serious look on his face.  “No but I think it’d help to explain things just a little with me. Seeing as we’ll be around each other a bit longer and you agreed to stick around with me.”

       Rufo went on to tell me about the time before. How he was a boy named Cecil Phelps who grew on a farm with a little sister who looked up to him.  How he ran away to the circus so he could try to get to his dream life of being an escape artist.  He even would write to his family and send them money when he could. I could see an old pain in his eyes when he spoke about his sister, but he would quickly move on.  He told story after story about the circus and each of the members of his new strange little family.  For a while there he had even become a ring master to fill in now and again. Then he told me about Serenity Falls, how the townsfolk hated them all and that one night after some murders and a scuffle some of the towns people came to the circus late into the night to kill. And kill they did.  They burned the trailer with the clowns inside, Rufo being one of them.  Rufo then went into how he clawed himself out of Hell, wandering the town of Serenity Falls until Albert came into the picture.  Even Albert had tried to send him back a few times but Rufo kept coming back, so Albert decided to put the stubborn angry soul to use and eventually got him a new body to help further.  Rufo had been enjoying his new life to the fullest despite some bumps in the road of trying to help the souls of his friends but he was making due.

         “And now I’m here.  On another job on some other part of the country.  Been doing this for a long time.  Don’t plan on stopping any time soon.”  There was a stone look on his face, a stiffness in his jaw that had set about halfway through his story telling.  I had turned my body so I could look at him better as he spoke, and I found myself resting a hand on his arm which surprised him.  He looked at me with a raised brow before quickly looking back to the road.

         “Rufo, I’m so sorry for what happened to you.  What they did was horrible and I’m sure each and every single one of them will get what’s coming to them.  In some way or another.”  He could see that I was sincere and there was an odd look on his face. Something that he never had felt before perhaps of someone accepting and knowing of what had happened.  “Thank you for telling me.  It means a lot to me that you told me.”

        “I… Thank you, (Y/N).”  He only nodded and I slipped my hand away, facing the road again. There was a sense of ease on his face that settled in with the restlessness that had been there the start of the drive.

You ended up enjoying yourself more than you thought you would. There was a decent amount of food and drink and the conversations with your co workers helped take your mind off the argument. Even your boss Richard was being pleasant and brought you drinks throughout the night. Your boyfriend didn’t particularly care for your boss, and even though you reminded him constantly that 'Rich' was the modern hypocorism for 'Richard', he insisted on calling him 'Dick'. He was convinced the man had a thing for you, but you didn’t see it that way.

It was getting late when your happy mood was ruined by one song. Blue Christmas started to play over the speakers. The slow melodic tune made you think of your boyfriend and you realized just how much you missed him. Sure, he was a little rough around the edges and he could be a little crazy, but he made you feel like the most important woman in the world.

Holly spotted the look on your face and made her way over to you. She really was pushy.

“Don’t tell me you're thinking about that asshole boyfriend of yours. I don’t know WHAT you see in a guy like that.”

She scoffed and you smiled. You could tell her exactly what it was you saw in your boyfriend, what he did to you when you were alone, but she would probably die from embarassment. Not to mention a few other little details about him.

At that moment, Richard came up behind you and slipped his arm around your waist.

"May I have the next dance?”

You were just about to tell him no, that you had too much to drink and you were headed home since it was so late when Holly nudged you.

“She would love to!”

Holly winked and you glared at her while Richard pulled you to the dance floor. He took your hand and held you a little too tight for your liking as you swayed to Santa Baby. The dancing made your head spin, but when you put your hands on his chest he didn't let up. Instead, he leaned down to whisper in your ear while his hand inched lower.

"So tell me, have you been an awful good girl this year?"

He smiled and that was it. Boss or not you were about to give him a piece of your mind when you heard a commotion at the door. Apparently, so had Richard because he stopped swaying and you both turned to look at the man who had just walked in.

“Evenin' folks.”

You shivered as you recognized the cold, polite voice. There was only one person you knew who spoke like that. Richard misread your shiver and took the opportunity to pull your body even closer to his.

“Is… is that a clown?”

He laughed a little in disbelief and you couldn't blame him. You took in the shoulder length wild blue hair, the titanium white greasepaint that was not in fact paint, and the blue and red markings that were carved from his face. Jack wasn’t wrong. He was a clown. He was also your boyfriend, Rufo.

Rufo was smiling inside the red clown smile, but it looked strained. It was never a good sign when he wore his clown face in public.

“Don't mind me. I’m just here to fetch my stray….”