#rtannn

Got home around 4 then spent my night watching more FNL.  

Oh, i also went to Jimmyz for a hsp with liang and ebs at 10ish. Homg i had forgotten how amazing hsp’s taste. It had been so long since i had one mmmmm so delicioussss

Spent the rest of the night watching more FNL and just chillin. 

I went to work from 3:30-10; had rice workshop for dinner. After work, I came home, relaxed and slept - pretty standard. 

While i was out shopping, mum called me and had some bad news about her sister so she was going back to malaysia that night. When i got home, i relaxed for a bit, ate dinner then my whole family drove mum to the airport at 9pm. There was so much support and love during the drive. These moments are rare in my family. i got home around 11, sat on the heater til 12:30 then went to sleep. 

like i will actually most likely probably fail acc2120. its 11:50pm and im on week 8. i still need to learn week 9, 11 and 12 but mostly just week 9. Week 7-9 are supposed to be the main part of the exam. It’s consolidation. It’s difficult. Lots of journal entries. Nothing really explained properly. I cant even remember how to do share capital entries. I’ve learnt it three times now and i still cant remember it all. I think this is the exam that im most stressed about. i need at least 50% in the exam to pass the unit. I’ve had two other assessment tasks throughout the semester and i just failed both. Would that stop me from getting a 50 in the unit? im not sure how it works. Actually.... i can calculate this. alright! so if i get 50% in the exam, ill get a mark of 52 for the unit! That’s a pass! OK RACHEL. 50%. YOU CAN DO THIS. i am actually very sleepy now. i really ought to get some sleep before my exam. It’s either sleep now and study in the very early morning to pre-exam or study now until very early morning and sleep until pre-exam. Waking up is always harder than going to sleep so the latter is always preferable if you’re looking to get shit done. I remember i yolo’d my acc1000 (i think) studying and studied for 6 hours before my exam. Probably did some studying before that too but yeah... how the fuck did i manage to survive first year sem 1 AND sem 2 exam period!? for both semesters i had 3 exams in 3 days! like, when did i study? 2 days per unit during swotvac?? idk seems like something i would do. kinda hope i’d had done a diary entry to remember what i did. Isn’t it funny how everything seems so difficult and trying when you’re going through it but once it’s over, it just feels like nothing? I guess i partially hate that. I dont reflect on the hardship i went through enough. i dont feel grateful enough for the freedom i have when i have it. At least with working out i get doms. It’s proof that i did work hard enough, that i did put in effort and i did push my body. i really like doms. ive come to love the pain. how sadistic. But its not. I love the meaning of it, the ‘how it came to be’. 

Worked from 8am-1pm today. Morning shift da best but waking up at 7am in the holidays is annoying. After work, bummed around, did some practise hazards tests from the south-aus-version-of-vicroads website. Did terribly in the practise ones so yeah i was really worried i wouldnt pass (even though to pass you only need 54% and there are 28 vids). Just internetted and watched tv for the rest of the night.