pacing back and forth about my stupid minecraft roleplay. what if your husband returns to you from the dead and somehow you work through the pain and bitterness left in you. what if you know its never going to work out because it never does with you two but you still pretend. what if his heart is beating in your chest.
what if you both get thrown in a deathgame and you pick your friends over him because ultimately he is still not someone you can trust. what if you lose one of the only people you really trust to your husbands boyfriend. what if youve been tired for so long. what if he invited you to meet him and you know its a trap but you go anyways. what if he kills you in a beautiful place.
what if hes on his last life and you agree to an alliance formed around the goal to kill him and the man who murdered your friend. what if they suceed and you feel your heart stop in your chest. what if you cant ever properly grieve because hes done so much damage to both you and your friends but hes also the one constant youve had for months and before he killed you you told him you forgave him. what if the only person you have left in the world is your husbands murderer and you cant even blame him one bit.
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❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you?
anonymous asked: ❥ Has someone ever ruined a FC or character for you?
SO MANY TIMES. i’ve seen a couple ppl mention her sjkfkjsdn she’s cursed ! but yeah, amber heard was well n truly ruined by someone i was unfortunate enough to be in multiple rps w/. the same person also ruined phoebe tonkin, basically by playing the same messy asf char w/ both fcs and being a real drama llama ooc, to the point of sending herself abusive anons and getting the rp we were in shut down, it was so . WILD .
another would be nico tortorella. the person who used them as a fc basically dropped a really triggering plot onto their muse in one of our threads, w/ no warning at all, and as it’s smth i have personal experience with, it Really fuckt me up for a v. long time sdjknfsjk but on the upside, my gud fren megan has a nico fc whomst i love and adore, so they have been saved for me since then !!
on a more trivial note, every cindy kimberly fc i’ve ever come across has ruined her for me. like oc AND skeletons which have been given her face. often there’s some weird internalised misogyny going on w/ the character, which is just… No.
can’t think of any characters that were ruined rn, but im sure there are some ?? jskndfsj
what do you think about people who play cis gender people as trans in rps
u mean playing cis face claims as trans charries ?? well, first of all, i’m one of them, so ig that answers your q lmao. truly tho, you’ll find tht opinions on this vary between the trans ppl in the rpc—and im specifically saying the trans ppl, not the rpc as a whole, bc guess what ?? if you’re cis, ur opinion on this literally does not count. you don’t get a say, period.
anyway, some peeps think that you should always use a trans fc to play a trans character and i can’t argue with that logic, bc it does help with visibility. but others, myself included, don’t see an issue as long as your face claim’s gender matches that of your character ( i.e. you’re using a cis male face claim for a trans male character / cis female fc for a trans female, etc. ). i’m just happy to see more well-developed and respectfully played trans characters in the rpc, regardless of if their fc is cis gender or not.
but yeah, basically, just listen to your trans peers ?? let us dictate what is and isn’t acceptable to do. i don’t want to see cis ppl policing this, bc honestly that does more harm than good.
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do you think cis muns can play trans/nb chars? i know this opinion varies but i remember coming across a post that said cis muns shouldn't and now i see a lot of that happening
boy, oh boy… this question …………………….. is like 110% up for debate ?? hell, im not 100% on where i personally stand bc there are legit SO MANY FACTORS ??? pls don’t read this thinking it’s gospel bc it’s truly not and ik this gon turn into some long ass semi-rant, so scroll for a tl;dr, but … [ cracks knuckles ] let’s gO !
i’ll be 100% real n say that i am always, always going to be uber picky when i come across cis muns playing trans/nb muses. i instinctively raise my hackles and put everything they do under the microscope, mainly bc they ( obviously ) don’t have first-hand experience of the pressures / prejudices / issues / feelings etc. that are exclusive to our community, so they have a tendency to fall into all the harmful tropes when it comes to trans characters—and, without that innate understanding of our struggles, they don’t see how these things can be damaging. there’s also the whole issue of the media perpetuating this bs, so really, while research can do wonders, it’s never gonna be a catch-all solution.
that’s not to say i don’t think that cis people can write solid, unproblematic trans characters. i have most definitely met people who are cis who’ve played wonderful trans and/or non binary charries, whom i adored and would educate themselves and readily listen to any tips that i or other trans people gave them. i actually haven’t met a cis person who has played a non binary muse in a way i have an issue with so far. ik that there’s a general issue in the rpc with people changing their charrie from cis to nb to fill a ratio, which is a Mess and a Half, and ofc the assumption that the character’s assigned sex at birth matches that of the face claim. but, other than that nasty business, the majority of cis ppl playing nb charries are #tight and willing to learn, at least as far as i’ve experienced.
when it comes to binary trans muses tho … lmfa o ….. where do i even begin ?? like idk what it is about cis ppl but a lot of them are just absolutely OBSESSED with what’s goin on in a trans person’s pants ?? i mentioned this in another ask, but bruh… if i had a pound for every time some1 has fuckcin offhandedly brought up / alluded to my charrie’s downstairs configuration when we’re plotting, i’d have enough money to buy this blue hellsite and shut it tf down like i goddamn want to, but anyway !! the reason i bring this up is bc i see so many ppl who have this approach with their own characters—i.e. fetishising them. i mean if ur trans, u do u man, sexualising ur charrie is ur prerogative ?? but fuc k n cis ppl doing this…………………….. mmm hooo my go dd … do u realise how disgusting and nasty this shit is ??????? i mean trans ppl have enough shit w/ ppl sexualising us irl ( esp. trans women !! they literally have it so fuckn rough w/ tht i cant even begin 2 describe ) so like, leave it out of rp thx ???
but nope !!! y’all can’t do that !!!!!!!! (((((((((: tbh in the rpc, most of the bs seems to affect trans male muses, as far as i’ve seen. i think it’s partly bc trans female muses are so few and far between, which is an issue in and of itself, but also bc a lot of the rpc is so fuckin guilty of the nasty obsession with m/m ships. it’s usually cishet girls who pull this shit and they pull it w/ all males tbh, like they legit use gay guys as a fuckn object like “OMG !!!! GAYSZ !!! SO CUT E I LOVE THEM !!! COME SHIP W/ ME I LOVE GAY BOYZ !!! :’)” lmfaooo miss me w/ this shit !!! u wanna chat about lesbians being fetishised by cishet men and yet u only give a fuck about mlm when they’re being a cutesy lil otps or banging it out so u can flick ur bean hmm ?? i see u. but yeah, it’s not exclusively cishet girls who do this shit… like, cis ppl in general are pretty shit at playing trans males, specifically. like you’re lucky to find a single starter that isn’t tagged as “indie smut rp” or “indie gay rp” or if their threads aren’t laced with sexualised scenarios or worse… the dreaded C-Word. like bruh if ur not a trans male u literally have no business using that word regarding ur muse. ever.
tbh 99% of the time they don’t even realise just how gross they’re being, bc, as i mentioned before, they don’t have any concept of what it’s like to be trans and how gross and intrusive ppl can be towards us. they think that it’s just the same as writing any character and that they can sexualise them if they want to, without realising that .. it’s very different when you’re outside that community. you’re not exploring an aspect of your identity, so much as reducing someone else’s to a very, very small sector of theirs and then using it for entertainment.
tl;dr: it’s literally a clusterfuck of nope tbh and, on a personal lvl, i’m almost at the point of thinking it would be better if cis ppl don’t play trans charries, bc the bad far outweighs the good in terms of how harmful it can be. that said, i do not think that telling cis ppl not to play trans characters is the right thing to do, bc of the following:
the people who do the disgusting things i’ve mentioned above or anything else that’s nasty don’t listen to us anyway, so it’s not gonna solve that problem.
it reinforces the “write what you know” mantra, which i think we can all agree is so old n outdated in 2k17.
sometimes writing characters is how people manage to learn new things about themselves. i’ve actually met people who, through their character research, have realised that they identify as non binary or trans. having an outlet for feelings they may be having really helps some ppl along.
lastly, and what i personally believe to be the crux of this issue, is that by trying to police something like this you are essentially forcing disclosure of ooc gender. not everyone is comfortable or ready to say they are trans or they may not be sure about their gender identity at all, so forcing them to make it known for the sake of playing a character is not okay. and, ofc, we have the obvious addition that ppl lie, so you’re relying on good faith to carry it out.
so yeah, that’s my v. long-winded two cents on the matter. i have a feeling i’ve missed some details, but it’s 3am and i need to be up by like 9:30 so that’s all for now !! feel free to drop me another question if i’ve fuckt anything up or u would like clarification on anything !
do you enjoy the sunrise? random question but I was just wondering about it at 2:00 am earlier and remembered it just now
happens much too early for me to see it most days, but i generally like both sunrises and sunsets. i am indoors at my job most days, so i also tend to miss the sunset, unfortunately.
