#royalconcept

At first, well it was kinda awkward for us because were not even close before but then you treated me special. I hate you for treating me special. I remember everything constantly. It was a lovely Month of June. We can't talk with each other because  we have differences. You were cool,awesome, and being praised by everyone while I was there being friendly but no wants to befriend me.

We were assigned to be seatmate together also with one of our not so close classmates. And at that moment we started to build a family.

You talk to me about something , i forgot about the matter, then we got really really close. I miss that month. The feeling was there but then I deny it at once. 

Whenever i had problems with my crushes, you were the one always there to listen. When i don't know anything about math, i always look up to you. 

I miss those moments of us.

But then It was time to change seat plans and lucky for s we weren't changed. But i was transferred to your front. We exchanged seats.

Then she came. She was my seatmate. I really hate her but what can i do? then Our friendship was stabbed, ripped off, slowly breaking.

You asked her to prom later this day. I want to cry because half of my heart is hoping that you would ask me. But then What can i do? I care for you and i want you to be happy. I want to be with the right person. I wish i can undo our moments and bring back the time that our status was just mere classmates.