#roxydiaries

New month, new post! How do I even begin? Well first, thank you to my friend Ejay, the only one who keeps pushing and supporting me to blog again. My entry is a few days late but at least I did it. Honestly, I kind of wanted to give up on this but since she keeps on messaging and reminding me to post this already (because she already completed hers), I told myself to just do it.

ROXY DIARIES #6: Baby #2 is Out!

Hello everyone! Meet Martine Gabrielle ♥ Photo was taken when she was a day old. She’s now almost three weeks old. Yes, I’m back to sleepless nights but that’s fine. It will be over before I know it. I can’t believe that I have now 2 kids. Who would’ve thought?! When I was younger, I’ve always wondered how life would be when you have kids. Here you go, Roxy. Welcome (again) to the crazy but…

Did I just sleep for the entire day? Definitely the best way to spend the first day of 2015. I did have a good rest. They say what you do on the first day of the year is probably the thing that you’d mostly do for the entire year. Well, if that’s the case, then I expect a lot of sleeping and rest which is good because I didn’t get a lot of that in the past year. 😀

Resolutions? I got a lot! I’ve…

Oh this song. Whew. *Sniffs* Wow Lady Gaga, you are really surprising me. This song is amazingly beautiful and painful at the same time. There are millions of reasons to love this song aside from the fact that I can totally relate to it. *Tears* I just got to share this. ♥

Whew what the F happened? A few days ago I just celebrated my birthday and now we’re on the last quarter of the year! How fast could that get! 

Hey hey it’s Monday!

I’m excited! Not! Lol

No, seriously, my week started off just right. Aside from the fact that this is my birthday week (yay!), I got to speak with my college friends!♥ Haven’t i told you yet, I have the best set of friends in college!! As in! I wanna tell you all more about it but I don’t have much time.

It’s just that I felt like I’ve been too busy with my work and other people when I have this gorgeous peeps that are so much more worthy of my time! I am just very thankful that they are still there for me even if I was gone for a very long time. Like what Grace said, eto na ang aking pagbabalik! 

I feel like part of me has also disappeared because of the so many things that has happened and I feel like it’s just now that I am finally getting right back on track. 

Real friends are supportive, positive and will always be there even if you want to be left alone. They won’t bug you if you want to be left alone but will wait for you no matter how long it takes for you to wake up from that long sleep. They understand without you having to utter a single word. :) 

Today I came this close to asking you back but at the same time I also realized why this didn’t work out in the first place.

See, I was that girl who would always be the one to run after you after a fight. Right or wrong, I would always be the one to give in and apologize for things I should never have to apologize for.

I was that girl who would always put you first. Never mind what I need as long as yours are fulfilled.

I was the one who was always there. I am always just a call or a text message away. But the moment that I have needed you most, you're gone and nowhere to be found. I was that girl who's just okay with that.

I was that girl who would wait no matter how long it takes.

I was that girl who made you my world.

I have loved you more than I have loved myself. In all ways it was wrong but felt just right. How Pathetic.

Yes, I was that girl.

I loved you. Ugh.

BER months are here!! what?! Where did the 8 other months go? How can it be that fast?!

September is my favorite month. Aside from it being my birthday month, I feel like all the good things that happened in my life happens at this month so I am keeping my hopes up that this year won’t be any different. 

I am excited as well for so many things. As this month comes a birth of another exciting thing that’s gonna happen very soon. Everything is still on the works. Ejay and I are working hard on this and I can’t wait to share more about it when everything’s all set. It’s something that we both have been dreaming for the longest time and this time I know and I have faith that it’s really gonna happen. :)

A lot of firsts might happen this month but at the same time there are some things that I have to bid farewell to. Like what they always say, there’s always a beginning after an end. 

I can’t wait for the next few days to happen. Yay! 

Cheers to a merry September!