#roughchildhood

My childhood was rough. Everyone missed their childhood but I love my adulthood. I am proud of who I am now. I was very introverted when I was little. Talking to someone was waste of time for me. I used to be very lonely and was busy in my own world. I was very shy and when a guy said he love me, I cried because love was so new to me. I was living my life in someone’s templates. I was just following the trend. to my parents, I need to get educated for getting a educated and rich husband while to me, I was getting educated for myself and for my kids. I always wanted to be a role model for my kids and get a nice job to standup for myself. My parents used to argue with each other infront of me and my two other younger sisters. Which is why, I used to be scared to be infront of my own parents. I used to cry so much in my childhood and my mental health was not very well. 

" #Innocence + UnCommonSense © https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/in-hard-times-single/1424730590 Having raised myself smooth out of #RoughChildhood I saw #grownups make poor choices but I assumed it was rare. Never realized how #Uncommon it'd b 2 see #CommonSense applied 2 #problemsolving in the #world at large ; #DearPlanet ItsTime 2 Grow Up 🌸©clili™🌊fromthelanding™🏝️ this female is not yet rated™ 🍃#TruliIndie™🍃 breaks soundbarrier🌱 CyberArtisan™ #ReadLabels #ReadTheLabel #ChooseTruliIndie™🍃 #Soundtrack 4 #CaliLili™ 's eVe N'god this female is not yet rated™ not yo Poppa's #holidayalbum a different kind of holiday 1 track gratis w pre-order 13 Songs these are the days of eVe ™ We Don't Fall in Love, We Rise™ 🎬 🎼🏄🏾‍♀️🏄🏼‍♀️🏄🏽‍♀️ The album is an eclectic 'mashup,' a soul-based exploration in various musical styles ranging from Neo-Soul, World, to Neo-Blues, SurferGirl ArtisanalRap™ + It's always Rock N' Roll. Strong on lyrics, melody and percussion. Deeply steeped in multicultural groove - Africa Tahiti India Brazil Mexico, PuertoRico Argentina ... etc ... can all b heard echoing through the canyon streetscapes of #NewYorkCity #LosAngeles Molokai NewOrleans Memphis Chicago #Paris #Berlin #Amsterdam In the wake of my own ' MeToo ' experiences, I began asking questions. I built my #sustainable femt0™studi0 a SurfShackLOFT™ in a blue-green-space™ and made the first of my ' #handmade #slowcooked in #smallbatches ' - motion-pictures and albums - in response 2 my questions. In the process, I grew up a little, though I will always be an IslandChildWild™ in the city, surfin' my Lips N' Liberties™ Now, on behalf of my team - those who worked on this project, those who are working on the next projects and dedicated onscreen to the victims of violence against #women #LGBTQ #civilrights communities and #wildlife air water earth 'Handmade To Make a Difference ™' with deep love sourced from my beloved ocean, the #sealife and waters which carry me daily, for my ancestors, for the women, for every culture of kindness on this blue-green-planet™ for my mother-earth, sister-ocean™ for love-is-love, and for 'the innocence of us.'© #BillboardPride https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBVR3DH4hM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=y9cfv5t451u6

" #Innocence + UnCommonSense © https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/in-hard-times-single/1424730590 Having raised myself smooth out of #RoughChildhood I saw #grownups make poor choices but I assumed it was rare. Never realized how #Uncommon it'd b 2 see #CommonSense applied 2 #problemsolving in the #world at large ; #DearPlanet #ItsTime 2 Grow Up 🌸©clili™🌊fromthelanding™🏝️ this female is not yet rated™ 🍃#TruliIndie™🍃 breaks soundbarrier🌱 CyberArtisan™ #ReadLabels #ReadTheLabel #ChooseTruliIndie™🍃 #Soundtrack 4 #CaliLili™ 's eVe N'god this female is not yet rated™ not yo Poppa's #holidayalbum a different kind of holiday 1 track gratis w pre-order 13 Songs these are the days of eVe ™ We Don't Fall in Love, We Rise™ 🎬 🎼🏄🏾‍♀️🏄🏼‍♀️🏄🏽‍♀️ The album is an eclectic 'mashup,' a soul-based exploration in various musical styles ranging from Neo-Soul, World, to Neo-Blues, SurferGirl ArtisanalRap™ + It's always Rock N' Roll. Strong on lyrics, melody and percussion. Deeply steeped in multicultural groove - Africa Tahiti India Brazil Mexico, PuertoRico Argentina ... etc ... can all b heard echoing through the canyon streetscapes of #NewYorkCity #LosAngeles Molokai NewOrleans Memphis Chicago #Paris #Berlin #Amsterdam In the wake of my own ' MeToo ' experiences, I began asking questions. I built my #sustainable femt0™studi0 a SurfShackLOFT™ in a blue-green-space™ and made the first of my ' #handmade #slowcooked in #smallbatches ' - motion-pictures and albums - in response 2 my questions. In the process, I grew up a little, though I will always be an IslandChildWild™ in the city, surfin' my Lips N' Liberties™ Now, on behalf of my team - those who worked on this project, those who are working on the next projects and dedicated onscreen to the victims of violence against #women #LGBTQ #civilrights communities and #wildlife air water earth 'Handmade To Make a Difference ™' with deep love sourced from my beloved ocean, the #sealife and waters which carry me daily, for my ancestors, for the women, for every culture of kindness on this blue-green-planet™ for my mother-earth, sister-ocean™ for love-is-love, and for ' the innocence of us.'© https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBVR3DH4hM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1m6um0coikb62

" #Innocence + UnCommonSense © Having raised myself smooth out of #RoughChildhood I saw #grownups make poor choices but I assumed it was rare. Never realized how #Uncommon it'd b 2 see #CommonSense applied 2 #problemsolving in the #world at large ; #DearPlanet #ItsTime 2 Grow Up 🌸©clili™🌊fromthelanding™🏝️ this female is not yet rated™ 🍃#TruliIndie™🍃 breaks soundbarrier🌱 CyberArtisan™ #ReadLabels #ReadTheLabel #ChooseTruliIndie™🍃 #Soundtrack 4 #CaliLili™ 's eVe N'god this female is not yet rated™ not yo Poppa's #holidayalbum a different kind of holiday 1 track gratis w pre-order 13 Songs these are the days of eVe ™ We Don't Fall in Love, We Rise™ 🎬 🎼🏄🏾‍♀️🏄🏼‍♀️🏄🏽‍♀️ The album is an eclectic 'mashup,' a soul-based exploration in various musical styles ranging from Neo-Soul, World, to Neo-Blues, SurferGirl ArtisanalRap™ + It's always Rock N' Roll. Strong on lyrics, melody and percussion. Deeply steeped in multicultural groove - Africa Tahiti India Brazil Mexico, PuertoRico Argentina ... etc ... can all b heard echoing through the canyon streetscapes of #NewYorkCity #LosAngeles Molokai NewOrleans Memphis Chicago #Paris #Berlin #Amsterdam In the wake of my own ' MeToo ' experiences, I began asking questions. I built my #sustainable femt0™studi0 a SurfShackLOFT™ in a blue-green-space™ and made the first of my ' #handmade #slowcooked in #smallbatches ' - motion-pictures and albums - in response 2 my questions. In the process, I grew up a little, though I will always be an IslandChildWild™ in the city, surfin' my Lips N' Liberties™ Now, on behalf of my team - those who worked on this project, those who are working on the next projects and dedicated onscreen to the victims of violence against #women #LGBTQ #civilrights communities and #wildlife air water earth 'Handmade To Make a Difference ™' with deep love sourced from my beloved ocean, the #sealife and waters which carry me daily, for my ancestors, for the women, for every culture of kindness on this blue-green-planet™ for my mother-earth, sister-ocean™ for love-is-love, and for ' the innocence of us.'© https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBVR3DH4hM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10rfp0n7aq3je

" #Innocence + UnCommonSense © Having raised myself smooth out of #RoughChildhood I saw #grownups make poor choices but I assumed it was rare. Never realized how #Uncommon it'd b 2 see #CommonSense applied 2 #problemsolving in the #world at large ; #DearPlanet #ItsTime 2 Grow Up 🌸©clili™🌊fromthelanding™🏝️ this female is not yet rated™ 🍃#TruliIndie™🍃 breaks soundbarrier🌱 CyberArtisan™ #ReadLabels #ReadTheLabel #ChooseTruliIndie™🍃 #Soundtrack 4 #CaliLili™ 's eVe N'god this female is not yet rated™ not yo Poppa's #holidayalbum a different kind of holiday 1 track gratis w pre-order 13 Songs these are the days of eVe ™ We Don't Fall in Love, We Rise™ 🎬 🎼🏄🏾‍♀️🏄🏼‍♀️🏄🏽‍♀️ The album is an eclectic 'mashup,' a soul-based exploration in various musical styles ranging from Neo-Soul, World, to Neo-Blues, SurferGirl ArtisanalRap™ + It's always Rock N' Roll. Strong on lyrics, melody and percussion. Deeply steeped in multicultural groove - Africa Tahiti India Brazil Mexico, PuertoRico Argentina ... etc ... can all b heard echoing through the canyon streetscapes of #NewYorkCity #LosAngeles Molokai NewOrleans Memphis Chicago #Paris #Berlin #Amsterdam In the wake of my own ' MeToo ' experiences, I began asking questions. I built my #sustainable femt0™studi0 a SurfShackLOFT™ in a blue-green-space™ and made the first of my ' #handmade #slowcooked in #smallbatches ' - motion-pictures and albums - in response 2 my questions. In the process, I grew up a little, though I will always be an IslandChildWild™ in the city, surfin' my Lips N' Liberties™ Now, on behalf of my team - those who worked on this project, those who are working on the next projects and dedicated onscreen to the victims of violence against #women #LGBTQ #civilrights communities and #wildlife air water earth 'Handmade To Make a Difference ™' with deep love sourced from my beloved ocean, the #sealife and waters which carry me daily, for my ancestors, for the women, for every culture of kindness on this blue-green-planet™ for my mother-earth, sister-ocean™ for love-is-love, and for ' the innocence of us.'© https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBVVnAHXBy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1dmgo2e80q83i

" #Innocence + UnCommonSense © Having raised myself smooth out of #RoughChildhood I saw #grownups make poor choices but I assumed it was rare. Never realized how #Uncommon it'd b 2 see #CommonSense applied 2 #problemsolving in the #world at large ; #DearPlanet #ItsTime 2 Grow Up 🌸©clili™🌊fromthelanding™🏝️ this female is not yet rated™ 🍃#TruliIndie™🍃 breaks soundbarrier🌱 CyberArtisan™ #ReadLabels #ReadTheLabel #ChooseTruliIndie™🍃 #Soundtrack 4 #CaliLili™ 's eVe N'god this female is not yet rated™ not yo Poppa's #holidayalbum a different kind of holiday 1 track gratis w pre-order 13 Songs these are the days of eVe ™ We Don't Fall in Love, We Rise™ 🎬 🎼🏄🏾‍♀️🏄🏼‍♀️🏄🏽‍♀️ The album is an eclectic 'mashup,' a soul-based exploration in various musical styles ranging from Neo-Soul, World, to Neo-Blues, SurferGirl ArtisanalRap™ + It's always Rock N' Roll. Strong on lyrics, melody and percussion. Deeply steeped in multicultural groove - Africa Tahiti India Brazil Mexico, PuertoRico Argentina ... etc ... can all b heard echoing through the canyon streetscapes of #NewYorkCity #LosAngeles Molokai NewOrleans Memphis Chicago #Paris #Berlin #Amsterdam In the wake of my own ' MeToo ' experiences, I began asking questions. I built my #sustainable femt0™studi0 a SurfShackLOFT™ in a blue-green-space™ and made the first of my ' #handmade #slowcooked in #smallbatches ' - motion-pictures and albums - in response 2 my questions. In the process, I grew up a little, though I will always be an IslandChildWild™ in the city, surfin' my Lips N' Liberties™ Now, on behalf of my team - those who worked on this project, those who are working on the next projects and dedicated onscreen to the victims of violence against #women #LGBTQ #civilrights communities and #wildlife air water earth 'Handmade To Make a Difference ™' with deep love sourced from my beloved ocean, the #sealife and waters which carry me daily, for my ancestors, for the women, for every culture of kindness on this blue-green-planet™ for my mother-earth, sister-ocean™ for love-is-love, and for ' the innocence of us.'© https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBVR3DH4hM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1oqp5x3pxsj3y

" #Innocence + UnCommonSense © Having raised myself smooth out of #RoughChildhood I saw #grownups make poor choices but I assumed it was rare. Never realized how #Uncommon it'd b 2 see #CommonSense applied 2 #problemsolving in the #world at large ; #DearPlanet #ItsTime 2 Grow Up 🌸©clili™🌊fromthelanding™🏝️ this female is not yet rated™ 🍃#TruliIndie™🍃 breaks soundbarrier🌱 CyberArtisan™ #ReadLabels #ReadTheLabel #ChooseTruliIndie™🍃 #Soundtrack 4 #CaliLili™ 's eVe N'god this female is not yet rated™ not yo Poppa's #holidayalbum a different kind of holiday 1 track gratis w pre-order 13 Songs these are the days of eVe ™ We Don't Fall in Love, We Rise™ 🎬 🎼🏄🏾‍♀️🏄🏼‍♀️🏄🏽‍♀️ The album is an eclectic 'mashup,' a soul-based exploration in various musical styles ranging from Neo-Soul, World, to Neo-Blues, SurferGirl ArtisanalRap™ + It's always Rock N' Roll. Strong on lyrics, melody and percussion. Deeply steeped in multicultural groove - Africa Tahiti India Brazil Mexico, PuertoRico Argentina ... etc ... can all b heard echoing through the canyon streetscapes of #NewYorkCity #LosAngeles Molokai NewOrleans Memphis Chicago #Paris #Berlin #Amsterdam In the wake of my own ' MeToo ' experiences, I began asking questions. I built my #sustainable femt0™studi0 a SurfShackLOFT™ in a blue-green-space™ and made the first of my ' #handmade #slowcooked in #smallbatches ' - motion-pictures and albums - in response 2 my questions. In the process, I grew up a little, though I will always be an IslandChildWild™ in the city, surfin' my Lips N' Liberties™ Now, on behalf of my team - those who worked on this project, those who are working on the next projects and dedicated onscreen to the victims of violence against #women #LGBTQ #civilrights communities and #wildlife air water earth 'Handmade To Make a Difference ™' with deep love sourced from my beloved ocean, the #sealife and waters which carry me daily, for my ancestors, for the women, for every culture of kindness on this blue-green-planet™ for my mother-earth, sister-ocean™ for love-is-love, and for ' the innocence of us.'© https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBVVnAHXBy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jghpeucpqd6u

" #Innocence + UnCommonSense © Having raised myself smooth out of #RoughChildhood I saw #grownups make poor choices but I assumed it was rare. Never realized how #Uncommon it'd b 2 see #CommonSense applied 2 #problemsolving in the #world at large ; #DearPlanet #ItsTime 2 Grow Up 🌸©clili™🌊fromthelanding™🏝️ this female is not yet rated™ 🍃#TruliIndie™🍃 breaks soundbarrier🌱 CyberArtisan™ #ReadLabels #ReadTheLabel #ChooseTruliIndie™🍃 #Soundtrack 4 #CaliLili™ 's eVe N'god this female is not yet rated™ not yo Poppa's #holidayalbum a different kind of holiday 1 track gratis w pre-order 13 Songs these are the days of eVe ™ We Don't Fall in Love, We Rise™ 🎬 🎼🏄🏾‍♀️🏄🏼‍♀️🏄🏽‍♀️ The album is an eclectic 'mashup,' a soul-based exploration in various musical styles ranging from Neo-Soul, World, to Neo-Blues, SurferGirl ArtisanalRap™ + It's always Rock N' Roll. Strong on lyrics, melody and percussion. Deeply steeped in multicultural groove - Africa Tahiti India Brazil Mexico, PuertoRico Argentina ... etc ... can all b heard echoing through the canyon streetscapes of #NewYorkCity #LosAngeles Molokai NewOrleans Memphis Chicago #Paris #Berlin #Amsterdam In the wake of my own ' MeToo ' experiences, I began asking questions. I built my #sustainable femt0™studi0 a SurfShackLOFT™ in a blue-green-space™ and made the first of my ' #handmade #slowcooked in #smallbatches ' - motion-pictures and albums - in response 2 my questions. In the process, I grew up a little, though I will always be an IslandChildWild™ in the city, surfin' my Lips N' Liberties™ Now, on behalf of my team - those who worked on this project, those who are working on the next projects and dedicated onscreen to the victims of violence against #women #LGBTQ #civilrights communities and #wildlife air water earth 'Handmade To Make a Difference ™' with deep love sourced from my beloved ocean, the #sealife and waters which carry me daily, for my ancestors, for the women, for every culture of kindness on this blue-green-planet™ for my mother-earth, sister-ocean™ for love-is-love, and for ' the innocence of us.'© https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBVR3DH4hM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=176c19iv8an0g