#rouchpatch

Hit some kind of a rough patch. Kinda lost myself on the way and have to find it again. Didn’t realize it at first, but then it all came crashing down on me. I know who I am, in general, the problem isn’t really finding myself, as you might say, but rather being courageous enough to be that person, without depending on everybodys opinion. I am me and I can be me, that’s okay, but I have to learn to be me again. I am a much better me, when I don’t second guess everything I’m about to do, I don’t wanna be insecure, I got past this insecurity once and I’m going to do it again. I’m just going to have to be patient with myself, not really my strong suit sometimes, but I’m determined to get it right. 01/08/18