#rottenthoughts

I hate myself completely.

I want to post my fic here because I can format it better than on Wattpad, but I need to find out how Tumblr will react to an OC! Fic rather than a reader insert, and there's too much character lore to cut out.

I'm laying on my stomach, sleeping, but I accidentally left the front door unlocked. Maybe someone finds out and sneaks through the house. They find me, completely helpless, and decide that they want to use me. They move to straddle me, ready to fuck me awake. when I wake up, they grab my throat and tell me how I'm taking their cock so well, how they're going to bring me home and make me into their obedient little breeding bitch. They tell me they cant wait for me to be heavily pregnant with their child and how I'm such a good slut for them. And even as I beg them "no, please don't! Please, stop!" I can't help the little part of me that wants to be a dirty little slut, the part of me that needs to be bred.

I live inside my head, Alone with my thoughts and pain, Cold and dark, Never ending, It’s lightning storms and rain. I’ve tried to leave before, And for a while I got away, Clear skies and sun, Healing comfort, A sense of yourself you pray will stay. But the darkness comes creeping back, It calls to me within, Invading all my thoughts and dreams, My scarred up damage will always win! Jenn Hope©