#rotslop

i just wanted you to compliment me. i just wanted a few dirty words lol. now i just feel gross

why can’t it never be about me. it’s never ever ever about me. why cant i be upset. why do i have to be the one comforting.

sabotaging all good things that come to me because i get sour over one little thing

i get really sick to my stomach when i give people what they want because im jealous of them

making myself give someone attention and comfort even when i feel awful because i know that i wouldn’t want to be denied love either

everything i do makes me want to rip my organs out oh my god

the type of nerves that make you extremely sick to your stomach

i could kill myself and she’d miss my funeral for some fuck shit i swear to god