#rosetasma

god i still can't believe it's been 3 years.

sure those had their ups and downs, tears of joy and sadness but genuinely the happiest 3 years of my life so far . and i'm so glad that i got to share them with many people but especially with Antasma .

he means so much to me and i don't regret having him in my life.

i know i mentioned it before but before i met him i was going througgh so much stress and insomnia for no reason as far as i'm aware , the second he came around it all just..stopped. and i started dreaming vividly almost every day . it is crazy when i reflect on it now but he's the reason i officially started selfshipping too, so technically i met most of my other beloveds and/or reinterduced myself t them through him , i learned a lot of things about myself too thanks to him

i love him so much and i hope we get to spend more years together <:)

taglist:

@candyheartedchy @berryshipbasket

@radaverse @tireddovahkiin

@pickledwetspecimen @lficanthaveloveiwantpower

@rexscanonwife @ree3942 @sunflawyer

@artcomestolife @self-shipping-crow @mothlessnights @retrorabbits @silverlining-ships @wileeswife @linkedcoal @justfrankie3 @obscureother @sillybunnykisses

@tardigradetv @evilbeing @sunstar-of-the-north @goblin-in-shorts

this is kinda inspired by this cover it's insane how it was recommened to me N OW , when i'm fixated on Nos again lol because ITS INSANE ITS GOTTA BE A SIGN....

also STEEL AGAIN I MISS MY SON i have to draw him again ouhhhhh my baby

also this little comic i made making me sob rivers

Taglist:

@candyheartedchy @berryshipbasket

@radaverse @tireddovahkiin

@ijustwannabesmth @lficanthaveloveiwantpower

@hvackisser @ree3942 @sunflawyer

@artcomestolife @self-shipping-crow @mothlessnights @retrorabbits @silverlining-ships @wileeswife @sweetheartcoal @justfrankie3 @obscureother @sillybunnykisses

honestly these three really were bringing so much joy to my heart for years . i love them so deeply and i hope we can always be together through it all <:)

oh also this extra piece i thought was a cute idea

heheheh that's all for now methinks !

also side note: please this is NOT william afton, i do NOT like william afton at all lmao, this is Vincent. there's a difference . so please if you're gonna reblog this or comment please don't refer to him as William and don't tag this as such .he really is a completely different character (also would be very appreciated if you don't tag the community too ) , hope y'all understand this <:3 dhfvdsdfvbgf also side side not i don't support Reborni;ca i just like their lore it's like public domain at this point.

i love these freaks and their evil schemes

it's funny how they're winning but not on the scale they originally aimed for, nor the original goal , but they're still winning slowly but surely and i find it cool actually villains should thrive more

oh yea also these IDIOTS again i apologize

i love their stupid ass relationship and all idk Ami i love you but damn those standards are sub-terrarian (i am her )

ok ngl this one looked way better in my head but i think even then the final result looks great , it's the count that thoughts i mean thought that counts

also rosetasma jumpscare lol (i have so many pieces i wanna finish with them i just don't know HOW)

i love these guys , the freaks (also i still love how their masks together form a heart awaaaaa)

also these IDIOTS GRRRGRGRGRGRGRGRG

oh so me and @linkedcoal were pondering and i like the idea that Ami ultimately gets magic or at least her bell becomes a magical item somehow (i'm not sure yet how maybe Lucifer can share magic i dunno ) and she only turns into critters you'd find in a garden and the concept was so cute i dieded, i like the idea that she only transforms to garden animals /critters in general , it fits her so much

i dunno they can go on some stupid critter dates together and chase eachother around

taglist (if you want to be added/removed/changed your username and want me to update it feel free to tell me):

@candyheartedchy @berryshipbasket

@radaverse @tireddovahkiin

@ijustwannabesmth @lficanthaveloveiwantpower

@rexscanonwife @ree3942 @sunflawyer

@artcomestolife @self-shipping-crow @mothlessnights @retrorabbits @silverlining-ships @wileeswife @linkedcoall @justfrankie3 @obscureother @sillybunnykisses

i think rose and Antasma mess around a lot in the dream world together . something along the lines that it's not a prison anymore for Antasma and he can actually enjoy being there with his knight every once in a while

selfshipping is wild dude every experience is unique and different from the other it's very cool to me , sometimes i think about how my current dreams AND life in general goes and i look back at everything that led me to Antasma and all my other f/os and it's like, it makes sense yk?

i need to talk more about my dreams in general here but i find it absolutely sweet and lovely that something can connect me with people i really love even if we're not in the same univers'

also this thing based on a lot of other dreams because for some reason i had so many dreams where i turn into various animals, i'm sure there's a symbolism somewhere i just don't know what

taglist (if you want to be added/removed/changed your username and want me to update it feel free to tell me):

@candyheartedchy @berryshipbasket

@radaverse @tireddovahkiin

@ijustwannabesmth @lficanthaveloveiwantpower

@rexscanonwife @ree3942 @sunflawyer

@artcomestolife @self-shipping-crow @mothlessnights @retrorabbits @silverlining-ships @wileeswife @linkedcoal @justfrankie3 @obscureother @sillybunnykisses

@tardigradetv @evilbeing @sunstar-of-the-north @goblin-in-shorts