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the desperation he has for them is killing me (jinnie hand kink confirmed yet??😂)

Also I just know when Felix gets out of his self deprecation mind block his love for reader is going to be juicy intensified 👏🏻

You're all so optimistic and hopeful about next chapter, it's very sweet 🥰

Goddddddd the air is so much clearer, we can finally breatheeee.

I feel like this next chapter is also going to be a bit rough on the soul, but I'm excited for it! Also I know we're all like... sad and stuff... but uh, is this a safe space to admit that I think the boys being all desperate and pathetic is a little bit... hot... JUST A LITTLE, I KNOW THEY'RE IN DISTRESS BUT LIKE IN ANOTHER CONTEXT IT WOULD BE INCREDIBLY HOT YK PLS I'M NOT WEIRD OTL

Just a liiiiiittle more to air out! And I'm sure it will go just fine(???)!!!!

I very genuinely love the drama of the phrase, "Everyone in my life knew about my situation," hahahaha, it makes it sound so dire 😆 That's so sweet you were looking forward to it though!

I am a huge angst lover so this is wonderful to hear!!! I think there's something very fun about it... The catharsis yes but also like, the stakes feel so high, the emotions are running so high, everything about it is so high and it's so exciting (to me! I'm not hyping myself up lol, these are just my feelings). I also find it hard to enjoy fluff when it isn't anchored in something, if that makes sense...?? Like the reward once the angst has passed is sweet, and the dread before it's hit is also sweet. Maybe it's similar for you! Or maybe not 😊

I joke about readers being mad at me a lot but it really does make me happy when you guys like a chapter, so as much as I am Cask-of-Amontillado-ing you guys in the angst mines I also want you to have fun!!! This arc is a lot of fun 🫶 Next chapter is SO much fun. We are going to have so much fun

Your story is so good. I've been reading it since last year, probably before the hiatus, and I've been expecting this chapter for so long! And finally the cat's out of the bag and it was as dramatic as I expected!

I feel so sorry for Seungmin. I knew he was the one who led them to her apartment, he was probably pretty desperate to do that, I hope he isnt very hard on himself.

And Hyunjin telling the secret? In his own intense and romantic way??? I let a tiny scream/gasp in the restaurant I was in. Nobody cared, thankfully.

I missed their dynamic together in one room. It feels nice to have them back, somehow.

I will be waiting for the next chapter! Thank you so much for your works and this beautiful universe!

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Hello! Your English is lovely, please don't apologize 😊💛

Congratulations on surviving the hiatus! hahahaha. And Minnie was a little obvious, huh? 😆 He seems to be a very sincere person in his interpersonal relationships, so I feel like this kind of thing would weigh on him a lot. Even though MC forgives him, I think he'll carry this a while (versus I.N, who I kind of think would feel less bad long-term! but he didn't tell, so we'll never know 🤷)

Reading it in a restaurant!!! RON has truly been read everywhere, it feels like 😆😆 I'm glad you liked it! I'm pretty fond of the end of this chapter myself

Respectfully...

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?! That chapter was omg, i dont even know...MC her backstory..holy shit thats so tragic and it explains SO SO MUCH...

Ngl, im glad Soohyun told her she needs to tell the boys. I also love her going '1 person to confront. PACK LEADER....SHOW YOURSELF" and quickly going through some questions she must've had for AGES ever since she heard of the boys and of course, since she smelled the appartment she left in a hurry. I agree, IT WAS NEEDED. So much miscommunication. MC thought they were talking bout the contract last chapter, the boys were talking about bc she's their soulmate they'll settle for ANY type of relationship and closeness they can get

OW OW OW SWEET INSO OW MY POOR HEART!

The whole pack was so stressed and worried. It made me genuinely sad to read they were holding back their scents. The lil bit of mc going i love you i love you i love you though, very fluff, more of that😉(i know we'll get there, no rush)

Poor Seungmin, i agree with MC, cant stay mad for long when someone literally prostrates themselves and keels over in regret with teary eyes and wobbly voice basically begging for forgiveness

Also HELLO?! MC CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IN THIS CHAPTER YESSS. I loved her 'back then I wouldve done A but the boys made me stronger/braver, etc' realisations here. Love that she can make that connection even in her fear. THEY ARE GOOD FOR EACH OTHER, THEY JUST NEED TO TALK SO MUCH MORE.

BOYS NOOOO...I GET YOUR REASONING I DOOO BUT PLACE YOURSELF IN HER SHOESS. I get that Chan figured 'wrong time, let dust settle. This is not HOW i wanted to tell you this" but i also get MC so bad. Just bearing your uglyness and trauma to the world and then them going 'we also had something...but nevermind it can wait' my alarm bells would also start ringing then.

HUZZAH HYUNJIN. Sweet fragile Hyunjin who just wants her to stay, going all out and saying it. He needs to take care of those hands quick or he might have an alpha drop(do those exist in RON?)

Who else do I want to comment on FELIXXXX....not him thinking his confession was what made her run. He must've felt so guilty also in front of his pack....poor sunshine now dimmed to barely a weak glow! I'm glad MC could change that a little. Now they just need to have a ' NO I LOVE LOVE YOU...not like a pet or my music. I. LOVE. YOU. as in want to be together forever and always till the end LOVE." I know MC might not believe it still but i think directness is the one language she cant ignore here. That and their scents.. those cant lie🫡

In fact BOYS PATCHES OFF..MC TOO. Out in the open let her feel that devotion. As always: such an amazing chapter. I'm waiting for the MC shutdown at Hyunjins confession and the pack scrambling to make her understand they are not FAKE and they ARE actually their soulmate, especially after hearing her DARK DARK BACKSTORY

Still in the angst mines for a while ey? I will survive!! I do need to watch something fluffy right now though haha.

Tldr: great story, great chapter, ow that backstory, ow the boys feeling deflated, yeah mc character development, bad boys tell her, yess hyunjin, oh shit what now?!

Have an amazing week sweet loving inspiring Inso and I will see you here again next week!

-🦦 anon

Ps: did you see the crocodile doctor game that was on social media yesterday. Hyunjin hitting the croc made me giggle so hard..also the lil 'nyam' everytime he clicked a tooth. CUTENESS AGRESSIONS FOR REAL. (Sometimes I think I just am 80% carbon copy of Chan, nm not important) if you havent seen it. please do, very healing also for readers who need something happy, good rec😉 alright truly signing off now BYEEEE

Hi hiiii 🥰

MC backstory!!! It's funny, none of it was really supposed to be a secret to the reader per se, but MC really tries not to think about it most of the time, so the information is pretty scattered throughout the rest of the story. It's interesting seeing it all laid out! Having a monologue-y chapter is kinda fun (to me)

Soohyun CANNOT fight but I really think she would have at this point hahahaha

There's an entire section of the fic that is kind of full of love confessions (accidentally!!! I didn't mean to set it up this way!!!! but there are eight of them!!!!!!!!!!) and honestly it's really sweet 😔 Miles to go before we sleep though!

Readers' reactions to the boys' reluctance to share has been really interesting! I guess I am more a Chan type so I'm very "there is a time and place, and I want things to go in a way I can expect, and I don't want to mess things up ", so for me personally the timing is really unfortunate but I really get both sides; honestly, this is a really bad time to tell her, I think! But also a bad time to dodge.... Unfortunate timing, like I said 😊 Sometimes the best thing to happen in a story is also the worst thing, right?

I do not know what an alpha drop is! So no, I guess not 😆 The name is reminding me of dom drop...?

The boys actually don't have a ton of blockers on, but MC still has a good amount! She was planning to go out, so 😊 Generally wearing blockers is kind of just part of being polite in public in RONverse, it's not necessarily about being evasive. It definitely helps though, hahaha

'Oh shit what now?' indeed!!! Mwahahahaha

This chapter oh my gooooooooooooooooooosh

Darling you are a genius

Also reading this while Hannie was singing and being cute on live was like an extra kick in the chest 10/10 would recommend

I think I have the zoomies

Am I panting?

Anyways

AHHHHHHH

*insert Han Holy Moly meme*

This was such an incredible update

I’ll have to come back when my dog brain has calmed down cuz right now I’m bouncing off the walls and smelling colors only shrimp can see

The Hannie whiplash!!!!! And not the shrimp colors!!! hahahahaha. Maybe there was something in the Beggin' strip 😆

Ah Soohyun… love her so much for pushing the plot forward 🤭 I wonder what her reaction will be once MC finally tells her who she was scolding…but anyway.

MC's past 😭 That man really took everything from poor baby MC 😭 I think I've watched too many episodes of 48 hours, because I could 100% see her story on there… abusive, manipulative groomer that decides if he can't have her, no one will 😔 Soo glad she survived!

The way I was so wrong about the boys sharing their big secret 😅

Hyunjin being the one to tell her feels right. Idk why. I think it was right they shared it now vs. waiting. I do agree with MC that it's annoying that they talk around her, not anxiety reducing at all. Another great chapter!! Excited to see how she reacts and how the boys try to get her to give them a chance, now that it's all out there.

Also, giggling a little at " “I don’t think I’ll ever be ready,” you admit quietly. “I wanted to wait until I was, but— I think I just need to do it. I want to do it.”" It's the fic title! 😆

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Hi hi! 🫶 The Soohyun skz identity reveal is really funny imo… 😆

To tell or not tell both definitely have their flaws, but I guess… at least it’s all out in the open now…????(???????) And it leads to my favorite chapter, so it was always going to happen this way 🥰 hehehehehe

And I’m glad you liked Hyunjin being the one to say it! I think he thinks of her as a little fragile (she thinks of him this way too) but also I don’t necessarily think that makes him think she can’t deal with things. I don’t know how to say this eloquently 😅 Like she’s delicate but she isn’t going to break

Omg you’re right, it is like the title! I didn’t even notice hahahaha (Side note: there’s a point right near the end where I realized I could do a title drop and I’m trying to decide if it’s too corny or just the right amount of corny. Like how much of a ham do I want to be)

Great monologue insooooo my favvv kitty cat writer *head pats *

Alsooo she was ALMOST kidnapped and killed and she still doesn’t have her besties location!!! I get that she wants independence but she taking the “ give me independence or death to seriously”

Also come on stray kids get your act together ! -We knew she had terrible trauma she acts like a scared wet cat 24/7 don’t be sooo surprised / react with grace

also tell her about the soulmate sitch - thanks Hyunjin gah not the moment to hide

I have moments in the fic where it becomes clear of interpersonal roles in the pack and Mr 🌹 is definitely helps with moving the story along by being brave enough to reveal his vulnerabilities in order to give Mc information ~ i find this interesting

Alsooo mrrrrrr Chan being so unsure was delightful as he’s positioned as the leader love that 

❤️❤️❤️Great chapter ❤️❤️❤️

I think one of the big flaws in MC and Soohyun's relationship is that they've known each other a long time and hate disrupting the status quo 😊 Soohyun never forces issues (until recently! and look how that has gone!) and MC feels it's a big invasion of her trust and privacy whenever she does. Soohyun doesn't want to be controlling or overbearing like her father and MC doesn't want to lose her freedom or be taken advantage of like her mother. They've all got issues! In the meantime, MC is not offering her location, and still doesn't share it even after all of that hahahaha

I feel like Hyunjin won't do a lot to push the plot forward for a long time and then he has these big rushing dramatic moments... 🤔 I do really like him in this arc though. He has the next upcoming solo chapters 🥰🥰