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Can’t even imagine how our sweet sunshine is feeling, especially after the emotional whiplash of his last conversation with MC under the stars 😭 that eventually reunion is going to be soooooo…..ough. Bracing myself for it even now!! ☀️

I think Felix probably switches between writing out long tragic paragraphs and being like everything’s fine! I’m totally normal and this is normal and it’s fine! Fewer photos and especially selfies, because insecurity is haunting him during this time for obvious reasons. He probably keeps seeing things that remind him of her, and reminiscing and ruminating, and buying her stuff, and just wanting to know what she thinks about everything…

Awww I hope your heart was okay after reading!!! The shrug emoji kills me LOL every once in a while you write something that makes you feel like rubbing your hands villainously together and going teeheehee and that really was one of them

I just read the new chapter. Pooor MC poor boys, poor yuri and soohyun. No one is happy rn arent they? We are ALL down the AngstTrench. I don't like it here(i know we are down to get pulled back up this is not hate, i enjoy the angst just owie yknow?)

I gotta ask though, wheres the fuckass manager in all this? They did 2 CONTINENTS of tours. Has fuckass manager just been dumping omegas on them to try and placate the boys?

Like I just imagine the scene of. 'Here's your designated Omega stray kids' and everyone growling and scents turning sour until they're removed from the venue over and over again

I just have a hunch the manager will fuck up and THATS how the boys find out about the contract. Some offhanded comment like 'did your omega read the contract yet? Its been ages and I want an answer soon..we've already lost so much time'

Or something. At first I was like, let Chan contact her roommates but then second guessed it going 'welll that would be a lil toxic too wouldnt it?' And we dont want that.

How to contact someone who just needs to hide in her safe cocoon away from everything and everyone(even if its hurting in the process off, small is her safe space..i get it) I'm sure they'll all figure it out.

I dont know. Tldr: im all over the place with my theories on how Stray Kids is gonna find out what Uhyeok did to them..chasing their soulmate away.

Cant wait for manager á la flambé!😂😉

Enjoy your hiatus! i'll be patiently waiting here for your return and will happily consume any drabbles you might throw our way.

Have a goood rest of your week, lovely amazing, sweet, dilligently working Inso and till the next time we speak

It’s true, I’m trapping everyone in the angst tar pit… It actually feels a little extra-mean because I’m currently in a pretty sunny part of the story? Flipping between my draft and the current posted chapter has been giving me whiplash 😆 I’m waiting on the other side for you all with snacks and lemonade~~

Where is Uhyeok indeed…!!! I can’t answer any of this for spoiler reasons but it’s fun hearing your guesses 😊

None of them have Soohyun’s contact info but I love this concept actually… Fictional LIs can be a little toxic as a treat 💛 MC HAS had the thought before that if she quit talking to him cold-turkey Chan might track her down 😇 But I should stop talking about this too hahahaha

Practically speaking I think this just depends on if the passion sticks or if I get swept up into another fandom... But idealistically I'd like to keep writing SKZ! I had a series of sort of connected one-shots with a historical/kr mythology setting but I stopped after 2 of them, I'd like to pick those up again... And then longer-time followers of this blog will probably sigh at me for bringing it up again BUT I have a fantasy/isekai longfic I would really really really REALLY love to write... I wrote one chapter in a moment of weakness and have been contemplating posting it here for weeks 😆 I'm mostly interested in writing ot8!

That being said to be honest I do historically love to disappear hermit-style 🙆

MC IS SO BAD AT COMMUNCATION IT ACTUALLY KILLS ME😭😭😭😭 I fully understand where she's coming from and the fear of finding out that her worst thoughts are true but like at the same time as someone who's really adamant on communicating it bothers me so much😭😭😭😭

I'm really excited to see if there's a chapter from the boys perspective about this though it would be interesting to see their reactions although I think we can all predict their reactions (full panic lol) but I'd love to see their reaction to finding out what the manager said and how he said it (and potentially ripping him a new one👀👀)

The only thing keeping me going is the fact that this story will have a happy ending😭😭

I hope you're enjoying your break though and relaxing while you write!!

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Awww no I don’t mind at all! I love comments 🥰 Honestly a lot of times I read asks and then go add something to my draft and then come back to answer it hahahaha

She is bad at it!! I feel like she’s relatively good at comforting others and kind of talking through their emotions as long as they stay separate from hers, but once she starts getting nervous or defensive or scared things go downhill so quickly…. MC people want to know what you think and feel! They care about you!!! (shaking her)

As always I cannot comment on future developments but 👀

I'm back!! Hope you are enjoying your hiatus!! I've returned to an even more devastating chapter!! 😭

I'm glad she got/accepted the job from her internship!! Yuri and Soohyun, ugh I feel for them so much. Watching one of their closest friends self destruct and if they try to say anything, it just gets worse. And then being confronted by Changbin leading to a perfect storm of MC blocking and running off. 😭 AND she's moved (I'm assuming without telling them) so they can't even try finding her in person?? 😭😭 I hope MC is able to find the courage to reach out on her own, or the boys or her friends are able to break through to her!

Some quotes I liked from this chapter:

“I’m just craving something that’s only going to hurt me,”

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" You still hate seeing your reflection there, trapped in her pupils, small and timid."

Very interesting self reflection

"…she doesn’t even know them—"

One of the few quotes that gives me hope (though I know this story ends well) Despite her current feelings, she still feels defensive about them…

"Some part of you still wants them to break your heart instead of you breaking theirs"

I'm so sad, because I completely understand her POV. Why bother talking about it when you know you're going to say no to the contract, which in turn also means saying no to the whole relationship? BUT I still wish she would have brought it up with them directly, instead of assuming they didn't care enough about her and just had their manager discuss it with her 😭

And basically the whole section from "It’s over." to the end of the chapter. Love the way the bird metaphor keeps being used in different ways to describe MC and her feelings, this time in her personality of not wanting to let things go, to the point of not wanting to get confirmation if the bird was actually alive or dead, because knowing would force her to let it go. 😔

OK, time to read some more post RON drabbles 💔 A happier question for you: What is MC and the boy's favorite part of Seollal??

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Hiii welcome back! 🥰💛

I really love writing confrontation so this past chapter was so fun for me, I hope it was fun to read too... I love Soohyun and Yuri a lot, they're such complete characters to me, and the places where they and MC just mash into each other sometimes like when you really want a puzzle piece to fit and it doesn't is just-- Ahhh 💛 I love it I love it. I felt like I put together all the things that freak them out and hit every button at once

"she's moved (I'm assuming without telling them) so they can't even try finding her in person??" Laughing evilly and kicking my feet 💛💛

"Why bother talking about it when you know you're going to say no to the contract, which in turn also means saying no to the whole relationship?" Yessss! The hopelessness!!! The 'what's the point'!!!!

Awwww Seollal! Off topic but I wrote a Seollal scene semi-recently that I don't know whether to keep or not 😆 Do I want to dunk my readers into more heavily cultural/spiritual elements without explanation.... (At the moment the answer is feeling like noooooo! I should probably slash this scene into ribbons and retie it)

I honestly think for the boys it's probably just the vacation LOL. Seollal seems to be one of the only times they get consistent uninterrupted time off. And I'm sure seeing family and all that too! But, you know... sleep.... Also fruit... and sweets.... And girlfriend time, in the future, maybe 😊

And for MC I genuinely think what she looks forward to is... japchae....... 😭 My cast has simple wants(?)

like usually i’m just super close to crying but im sobbing right now oh, hurting binnie so bad i just want to shake her brain and get her to wake up and get the boys to her faster oh my. I realized Changbin has chosen me as Bias, and to have him the one to reach out and the trigger her cutting them off hurts on a whole other level.

i’m going to be daydreaming about their tearful reunion until you get ready to post again, for my own sake.

your writing is so good, the frantic texting and the cadence of the everything are just so good. i can’t properly put it into words but genuinely it means so much that the boys keep trying. she’s so difficult and has so much red tape but they adapt and try and care so so much. I’ve almost forgotten this is a soul bond fic because they haven’t pushed it. my gosh i love you so much though, thank you so much for putting so much effort and time and care into this book, it’s beautiful. thank you so much. i patiently await the final story arc, and the (hopefully) happy ending of our very very lovely, very kissed brick-thowing, very painful but sweet and lovely fic to come to a close.

mentally playing out fluff between all of them to lick my wounds 💔💓💓💓

It seems I’ve hurt the feelings of a lot of Binnie biases with this chapter 😆😆 Unfortunately I love to put him into Situations 🫶

I think a lot about cadence when I write so that’s nice to hear, thank you! I love that stream of consciousness quality where it kind of feels like you’re falling into someone’s head; it kind of reminds me of those things they have at museums where you put a coin in and it spins around and around and around until it falls into the hole at the center… 💛 Elusive vibe I am chasing always when my POV characters are at the ends of their ropes

And this fic definitely has a happy ending! That tag isn’t going anywhere!!! So don’t worry too much 🥰

Why would you do us like this😭😭😭😭😭😭

I can't believe this is where it ended😭😭😭😭

I'm gonna go cry and eat cake to feel better I can't wait for whenever you come back❤️

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Awwww woah 10 chapters...!!! I hope you had fun catching up at least! I always kind of want to know what it feels like to read my stories for the first time; I never really do, since I always have to write them first 😆