#romillis

sfw&nsfw, not proofread.

sue me

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boyfriend!roman who would leave writings and notes on your mirror, little 'i love you's and 'youre so beautiful's scattered amongst your bathroom mirror at all times.

boyfriend!roman who would love when you left marks on him. wheither thats hickeys, bite marks, makeup or something other.

boyfriend!roman who drafts songs about you thinking they arent good enough to be associated with you. thinking so highly of you he wouldnt dare to mess up a singular lyric.

boyfriend!roman who has multiple photo albums of just pictures of you, taking every opportunity to take pictures of you to admire later.

boyfriend!roman who has a private account with only close friends & has never made a post without you being over half of the slides.

boyfriend!roman who has memorized every birthmark, freckle, and scar on your body. obsessed with every single part of you.

boyfriend!roman who steals all of your lingo, amd passing it on to others.

boyfriend!roman who believes in all of the folktales and makes you partake. he sees a dandelion? hes already picked it and hes whispering a 'make a wish baby', he has alarms set for 11:11, and watches the night for shooting stars so you can wish.

boyfriend!roman who notices everything so hes always fixing you up. wiping the fallen eyelash on your cheek, fixing that one hair thats in your face, holding ur jaw open to get the food out of your teeth, he wants you to feel pretty always.

boyfriend!roman who despite his size, will always be ontop of you while cuddling, if not, hes the little spoon.

boyfriend!roman who would write poetry &hand written letters

boyfriend!roman who would scetch out any tatoo you want if not do it for you for free.

boyfriend!roman who would beg you to braid his hair because 'nobody else does it right' not because your hands always feel so right on his scalp.

boyfriend!roman who would do everything alongside you, even seperately. hes making music, youre on his lap. hes playing video games, your alongside him playing your game. he just needs you near.

boyfriend!roman who would buy duplicates of his clothes so you could match. everytime.

boyfriend!roman who has your name or something correlated with you tatted on him.

boyfriend!roman who buys suvineres from every stop when he goes on tour to bring home to you, usally tiny collectables he knows you would find cute.

boyfriend!roman who would get so caught up in kissing he wouldnt realize how messy and hard hes being. slobbering and biting all on you.

boyfriend!roman who loved when you used him, he didnt care if he finished, he didnt even care if he felt any pleasure at all. as long as he could see your face body react to him, he was in pure bliss & more than happy yo satisfy you.

boyfriend!roman who would call you mommy/mami in and out of the bedroom, infront of everyone, alone, online.

boyfriend!roman who would use you as his muse for everything. his album covers? you. tatoo scetch books? nicknames he calls you, your eyes, your features. his lyrics? describing you.

boyfriend!roman who loves when you get yourself off on his body. his biceps? hes flexing while your riding them. his abs? hes moving your hips to help. his thigh? hes bouncing his leg to further your pleasure.

boyfriend!roman who calls you the cutest names, like angel or precious. he truly believes youre the most prized thing to walk this earth & he will always express that.

sfw, little messy litterally not figuratively.

idk if i like this, feedback is appreciated :))

also if we can ignore the rlly bad editing i had to do, that would be great 👀👀

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pairing: childhoodbestfriend!reader x hollis

tags: mlm, amab, mutual pining, hungry ahh

warnings: mutual masterbation, biting, size play if u squint, very short, smut w little 2 no plot, umm idk what else lmk if i forgor anything fanks!

@vampirelimewire per request 👀👀

you always knew you and hollis's friendship was different. the way everyone looked at you, especially in highschool, they just didnt understand.

they didnt see the way you two were alone

they didnt see how he took care of you while drunk, they didnt see how he hugged you longer than anyone else after getting off stage. they didnt see how you two would magically end up intertwined after every sleepover.

you always knew you and hollis's friendship was different. you didnt know how different until the seemingly innocent touches made you freeze, you didnt realize how different until you found yourself wanting to hold his hand when his arm lazily sneaks around your shoulder, you didnt realizs how different until you were in bed at night, dick in hand, whispering his name. you didnt realize how different until now, when hes ontop of you holding the collar of your shirt like youre going to evaporate any minute now, kissing you like he wasnt sure this was real and actually happening.

you're feet are still on the ground but your torso is trapped between his ragid breathing body and the arm of the couch. he runs his fingers through your short hair holding your head impossibly closer.

he breaks the kiss to mummer "you have no idea how bad ive wanted this" , "how long holli?" you barely make out due to how fast he's reconnecting your lips after every part. "so, so fucking long"

he begins tugging at your shirt and u hum as approval. he takes it off with quickness, but when he takes it off, he doesnt connect your lips immediately. he stares down at your body, tracing your v line. hes seen you shirtless before but never like this, breathing quickly, chest rising and fallikg rapidly, hair falling down your face. you looked a mess, and he loved it. this time he doesn't connect your lips agian, instead he brings his hard down to your chest kissing your chest. the most gentle he had been the entire nightt.

you breathe out as his teeth graze your stomach

"h-holli please" he doesnt respond, he just hums. hes taking his time memorizing every vein, every mole, every mark on your body with his not only his mouth, but hands. "youre so handsome" he grunts out, lips still on your abs. you reach in between you two to grab at his shirt, needing something more to focus on. he reaches behind him to the back of his collar to pull it off, his biceps flexing while doing so, you throw your head back with a groan.

seeing him shirtless wasnt new to you, but this feeling was. him ontop of you, now just looking at you taking everything in, you could see something in his eyee you had yet to ever see. he crashes his lips onto yours once agian. leaning down, you could feel his skin on yours. he lets his body lay onto you, you knew he could feel the outline of your hardened cock underneath him. you didnt have it in you to be embarrassed, you shift your hips upwards to rub against him, as moans fall from your mouth. he starts kissing down your neck while shifting his hips to meet yours

the moment you felt hoe hard he was you couldnt stop, you were frantically rubbing agianst him, your adams apple bobbing, the very adams apple he was sucking. "i need more, tell me thats okay" you didnt respond for a second still so caught up untill you hear him speak agian "please.. ple-fuck please." he had stopped kissing your neck now, his head in the nook of your neck making the most beautiful noises. you nod frantically "yes, its more than okay" he immediately looks inbetween you, moving his hands slowly from on either sides of you, to your belt. you gasp the second his hands wrap around you, his thumb brushing over your slit, spreading your pre-cum all over your tip.

the moment his hand wrapped around your base youbwere frantically reaching into his jeans, palming him while your moans become in sync "f-fuck, touch me, now" you didnt waste a second pulling his sweatpants down as much as possible, hands shaky from the pleasure. as you were pulling his pants down, he quickens his pace. you begin stroking him trying to match his pace

he nuzzles his head back into ur chest agian, groaning, both of ur hands hitting eachothers every so often from being in between you. "this is better than i imagined" he rasply says in your ear "you've imagined this?" you barely breathe out "fuckkk yes, all the time" you can barely see straight, his words mixed with his hand jerking you off so violently. you felt yourself approaching your climax, you grip his dick harder and fasten your pace. "I've thought about this for so long" you start mumbling "everytime i touch myself, i-im pretending it's your hand" "mmmmfuck" you hear in return "are you close?" "s-so close baby" his hand becomes sloppy "cum with me" you make out, between heavy breathing and whimpers

as soon as you say that his body is jerking and you can feel his release on your hand, seeing his eyes look up at you from your chest, and feeling his warm cum on your hand broke you, you let go, all over him. he closes the very little gap that was left, only being there for your hands. and collapses on you. using his other hand to comb through your hair with his fingers.

"i wasnt lying" you hear him say while you rub shapes on his back. "about any of it" he sits up looking at you "im serious, ive waited so long to be able to do this with you, please let me be yours, i dont want this with anyone else" you reach up to comb the hair out of his face nodding "youve always been mine holli" he smiles into your hand before turning it and kissing your knuckles

"i love you, and i have for awhile"