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First of i'm really happy that i finally got this special story of Sentaro so i want to share it with you guys. I really love this cg eversince the announcement came out 🥺 to more stories of Kyogoku!

Eiichi Matsunaga

Romance MD: Always on call

After reading Kasumi's POV, I think the song, "Someone You Loved" by Lewis Capaldi really resonated.

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me

Kasumi lost a large part of himself after Mitsuharu's death, it was implied that at that time he even wanted to follow Mitsuharu. He lost his all his senses and threw himself into surgery, asking time and time again what is the meaning of living if Mitsuharu isn't there anymore.

I need somebody to heal

Somebody to know

Somebody to have

Somebody to hold

He bears so many burdens of those he loves, his patients, the EICU, along with the world beating him down, but in the end, he was alone. He really needed someone by his side to prove that it's okay and help him heal from the past that plagues him so much.

It's easy to say

But it's never the same

I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Little by little, Kasumi came to love MC's presence and her being there made all the things he's experiencing a little more bearable. It started to first show when MC brought him tea and a little drawing of Kalmia to cheer him up.

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes

I fall into your arms

I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around

Kasumi often imagines MC smiling and her sunny disposition which brought him comfort, his sketch he left behind was of her smiling and his words, "Stay with Me." He alse mentioned finding comfort in her voice.

For now the day bleeds

Into nightfall

And you're not here

To get me through it all

When Kasumi needed MC more than ever, she had withdrawn from studying under him. Just when he thought of her smile and her presence, he had to witness Dr. Tsuchiya hugging her on the roof which undoubtedly broke him even further. The night before he went back to London, he was alone and desperately looking for something to hold on to, but nobody was there for him.

I let my guard down

And then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

Slowly, Kasumi allowed himself to be vulnerable in front of her.

I just bought it and i'm excited to read this one ><