pink and horn-y

premium quality

9. Lost someone special

no, in terms of death (touchwood)

and that’s the thing, i’ve been living such a sheltered life, I don't know how I’ll react to situations such as death

18. Met someone who changed you

everyone I've ever met has changed me, whether in little or in large amounts, whether in a good or bad way.

27. What time did you wake up today

2:30, 3:00, 3:45, 4:25, 5:15, 6:00

then I decided to get my ass off my bed

36. Favorite colour

pink

45 – doesn’t exist

54. First best friend

Purshaiyna and Nikita?

Rachel and Izzy?

I forgot which school I went to first

63. Waiting for

nothing

72. Nice stomach or nice arms

arms

81 doesn’t exist either

90. Do you believe in Santa Claus

yeeeee

jokes never did

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?

yes.

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

faatimah, my friend

we were pretending to be kindergarteners

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

my brother sidak because i have to stream 21 jump street for him

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

ooo i never kissed anyone

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

looking at my face in the mirror

kissing the mirror

taking pictures of me

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

shit

beyonce and chris evans

40. What do you want to do after high school?

go to college

48. Have you ever been drunk?

no

56. Favourite colour?

pink

what else

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

i kissed a dolphin once

it was awesome

72. What colour are your towels?

pink

what else

80. What colour pants?

black like my soul

88. Last person you talked to today?

my brother

96. Favourite actress?

me

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

i miss joanne, a girl i met during summer school

difficult keeping in touch with her bc she has vpn issues

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

faatimah

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

yea kinda

128. Would you change your name?

not really

but if i had to i’d get a stupid/funny name

like a pun or something

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

bedroom door closed

bathroom door slightly open

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

dARK

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“With the next thunderclap, my mom woke.”

dear. lord.

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

i sleep naked (underneath my clothes)

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

i stuck a bindi up my nose once.

i didn’t

wait what do you mean by foreign like hello loOK AT THIS FUCKING LEDERHOSEN IM GOING TO SHOVE IT UP MY FUKCING NOSE YAS

18) Do you believe in karma?

yes. I believe in most cyclical style theories.

24) Do you have a collection of anything?

i have a collection of bad report cards

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

my laptop 

my laptop

36) Define Art.

Art is something I don’t know how to define. When I was young, I thought I did. But the more I interact with the subject area, the less I know exactly what it is. It extends beyond the skill of creating, capturing and evoking (specific emotions). I’m still quite hazey on the whole matter. If I knew how to define it, I wouldn’t be so fascinated by it.

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?

who doesn’t?

48) What’s your sexual orientation?

as of now, I identify as bisexual, though I haven’t experienced sexual attraction to either sex per se. maybe i’m too young. but I do know that I wouldn’t mind dating either sex.

54) What’s the last thing you purchased?

overalls and gloves for a trip im going on

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

my nails are pink. my cushion is pink. one of my drawers is pink. the shoes i was wearing today are pink. my face cream is pink. one of my paintings is pink. idk. my tongue is pink? 

so much pink tho

66) What is your heritage?

indian

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) only the people that i trust and care about. i’d need them to be prepared.

b) try my fucking best to produce some good art. teach myself more languages. cherish final moments. just be a fucking good human being.

c) shit yes. 

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

I’ve wondered if the two are correlated. I don’t know the answer. Probably in a way yes, because a lot of people look to art or the arts as a form of recovery.

84) What is a saying you say a lot?

bless

dear lord

and 

hot damn

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

freak the frick out

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?

None at the moment.

2.When did your last hug take place?

Today at school with one of my friends :)

3.Are you a jealous person?

Oooo very.

5.Do you chew on your straws?

Out of boredom, yes

8.Do you cry easily?

Yes. I'm quite an emotional person. I've found crying to be less harmful than other ways of coping with excess emotion.

Also: I laugh-cry way too much to be human :)

13.Do you believe in love?

Again, depends on an individual's definition of love. For me, the "one true love" sort of thing doesn't exist. I think love is an extended version of friendship, trust and happiness shared between individuals, and an experience that can happen countless times. I can love my family, my friends, my pets, strangers (or my perception of them). Love has degrees. The most love I've felt for an individual is for myself.

21.Who was the first person you talked to today?

Probably my parents...?

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?

Like 2 am or something; I was up moisturizing myself.

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?

It's a hazey theory. I personally don't believe in it.

3: If faced with the opportunity, would you ever kill a criminal whom you don’t know if it meant you could get anything you want in return? (Keep in mind you do not/can not know what said criminal has done to become a criminal until after you’ve made your decision)

No. I wouldn’t kill anyone, because then I’d land my ass in jail. Also, I don’t want to risk killing a person who’s in jail for a petty matter, even if I get something out of it. Huge believer of cycles and karma, so I’m not messing with that ish. And yea, if the person was a rapist or a mass murderer thingy of some sort, I’d rather do everything I can to cleanse their mind than kill them. Yes, their acts would’ve been horrifying and unjust, but I (being selfish here) wouldn’t want their blood on my hands.

7: What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever experienced, may it be just reading about it or experiencing it in the flesh?

I READ THIS FANFICTION OF IAN AND ANTHONY EATING EACH OTHER TO DEATH AND APPARENTLY THEY WERE TURNED ON AND EW WHAT 

EW

Another weird thing was listening to a 911 call from a person inside the building, and our English teacher had made sure it was a legitimate call. We basically heard a guy die. It was 

I can’t even express it.

13: You’re now allergic to EVERY animal except for one. Which animal is it?

NO

NOOO

NOIOOOOOOOOO

maybe dogs bc we’re getting one

21: What would your character be described as in an upcoming anime?

what character? as in me? idk i don’t watch anime, but i’d probably be the one with the long-ass pink hair who never sleeps and is irrationally hyper and has an obsession with the weirdest things. Also she’d drink a crap ton of coffee. And believe she’s a unicorn. 

27: Fear you had when you were little that you grew out of?

I don’t really grow out of fears. Over the years, I’ve accumulated more and more. One that’s faded away is I used to get up because of a nightmare and not sleep at all. Now I can at least turn the lights on and try to sleep. 

42: Favorite video you’ve ever watched?

I don’t even know. Why do you ask me for favorites I AM SO INDECISIVE. 

whoops they were a bit weird thanks tho

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?

Because I usually give pathetic answers, I’ll try a better answer today.

Want? No. Because I know it would be either terribly distracting for me or I would be very distant. I feel (my personal opinion) relationships do make most friendships awkward.

I would cherish a friendship more.

If we’re talking about either boy or girlfriend and no other choice: I don’t mind. I would prefer boyfriend because if a relationship does escalate I would like to present a potential husband to my parents and not a wife simply because I’m still in the closet irl.

But then again I’m dating myself – it’s beautiful.

3.Are you a jealous person?

Ooo definitely. I feel the need to elaborate but I don’t know what else to say.

13.Do you believe in love?

I feel like love is just another form of friendship, something someone experiences with close friends and family. I don’t know how to think of the concept otherwise.

24.What ARE you looking forward to?

Summer? Eh idk

27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?

Nope

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?

I feel like “soul-mates” are another concept constructed by society, as the meaning is very pliable. Soul-mates can be lovers, soul-mates can be best friends. It’s terribly flexible. I feel like everyone has certain people that they match with on many levels, one more more. These people have qualities that balance each other out, but have also met at an appropriate time in their lives – so the circumstances were just right. All these factors blended together can produce a beautiful friendship among souls, so some may refer to them as “soul-mates”.