#roleplaylist

low points || an evie marcs playlist

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01. “Okay, I Feel Better Now” by AFI

there is nothing to me there is nothing, though there was a time I had felt elation before all sensation died

02. “Nobody’s Daughter” by Hole

anesthetize all your horrors away we live inside this black web you have spun greed and your bile is miles away don't tell me I have lost when clearly I've won

03. “The Westerner” by Falling in Reverse

well, I spent most of my teenage years searching for [his] love I could not find it anywhere so I turned to drugs and after all the smoke had cleared and it was said and done I found myself addicted by the age of 21

04. “Let It Bleed” by The Used

this poison's my intoxication I broke the needle off in my skin picked the scabs and picked the bleeding and assumed that it was all in vain

05. “Last Resort” by Papa Roach

cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding do you even care if I die bleeding?

06. “It’s All Over” by Three Days Grace

the needle’s breaking your skin the scar is sinking in and now your trip begins but it’s all over for you

07. “Hey Montana” by Eve 6

no one sees the color of your eyes no one sees your smile no one knows the secrets that you hide no one sees you cry

08. “She’s Gonna Break Soon” by Less Than Jake

welcome to her busy dizzy life of going out and getting high and following all the latest trends while shedding all her oldest friends

09. “Vampire Heart” by HIM

let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed and lead you along this path in the dark where I belong ‘til I feel your warmth

10. “Fear of Dying” by Jack Off Jill

I'm not afraid of looking ugly I couldn't care what they say I'm not afraid of happy endings I'm just afraid my life won't work that way

11. “Friends and Alibis” by Escape the Fate

so fill this hole with my prescriptions I just keep feeding my addictions

12. “Is Anybody Home?” by Our Lady Peace

hey, is anybody home? has anybody wasted tears on the loneliness that everyone becomes?

13. “God of Wine” by Third Eye Blind

I can't get clean again I want to know, can we get clean again?

14. “Breaking the Habit” by Linkin Park

memories consume like opening the wounds I'm picking me apart again you all assume I'm safe here in my room unless I try to start again

15. “Alibis” by Marianas Trench

this is not the man I hoped to be and I’m just trying to stop the bleeding

16. “The Leaving Song Part II” by AFI