#rocketravi

Tagged by the cute, sweet toppklassmelody to say 5 positive things about myself: (It took me a little too long to feel ‘positive’ enough to do this one, sorry... but thank you for tagging me. I think I needed it. Hehe.)

I am.. actually pretty great with kids? (I mean, I’m shy, so if their mom is there or someone else is keeping them occupied, I will definitely step back but leave me to babysit or when I was teaching.. I get kids to love me pretty quick?)

My fingers are a little long (and the tips kind of..gently curve up?) and, when my nails aren’t looking as awful as they are right now, I think my hands look a little bit pretty?

Despite the work it takes (and anxiety) to get through it, I can be really good with people? Not ‘the life of the party’ but I was very well liked by my customers, my church + community in Korea, at both seniors homes I’ve volunteered at (by staff and the elders).. By people who don’t have to thoroughly get to know me, the general consensus is that I “have a beautiful heart” and I’m “a delight”. Too bad it doesn’t last~ haha

I did pretty well in school, despite being a rather lazy student by the time I got to university. I got good grades, especially in the courses for my major + minor (less so in the awful mandatory classes) and most importantly: I generally loved the lectures. 

Sometime I kind of like my thighs? (I want to lose weight, of course, but I like the shape and thickness of my thighs most of the time. Sometimes I might even go so far as to think they’re a little sexy :P)

Thanks for the tag! <3 Tagging: ackney, byungsol, @madlovemondays, rocketravi, suhoonie, kyuxkizuna, fuckingsunggyu and n-flying-to-you

Who was the one to propose: Ken(Though Hongbin definitely drops a few hints after a few years of dating)

Who stressed more over wedding planning: HongbinHongbin has a minor meltdown while planning the wedding, freaking out because for the majority of Ken’s life Ken had thought he was straight and probably had imagined himself marrying a beautiful bride in an equally beautiful white gown. Hongbin, in his state of panic, starts googling what style wedding dress would look best on his body and wonders how long his hair would take to grow out, so he could have it long and styled like a bride. When Ken walks in, drawn to their shared room by the various noises of distress, and Hongbin shares his fears and plan, Ken comments that Hongbin would look hot in a wedding dress. He muses that he can’t decide if it would be hotter to fuck Hongbin in the wedding dress or a bride’s white lingerie (Hongbin smacks him and tearfully snots up Ken’s shirt when he tries to hide his face in his fiance’s shoulder) but then he holds him close and says, in a voice so serious it’s almost unrecognizable to Hongbin, that he doesn’t care what Hongbin wears because: 1. Hongbin would look perfect in anything and 2. it doesn’t matter how he used to see his wedding, now the only wedding he can see is one to Hongbin.(They spend the rest of that evening googling both dresses and tuxedos but don’t actually accomplish anything because, thanks to Ken, it deteriorates into a game of who can find the ugliest wedding outfit – and Hongbin’s tears are dry and his heart is much less weighed down).

Who decorated the house: KenHe was shockingly good at decorating. He joked that if VIXX ever retired he could go into interior design.

Who is more organized: It depends what it is. They both have strengths and weaknesses organizationally..

Who initiates bedroom fun: Generally Ken. Coincidentally – entirely by coincidence – even more  frequently when Park Hyo Shin is promoting/has released new material and Hongbin wants some peace and quiet to worship his perfect sunbae.Sometimes Ken remembers that he’s a pretty sexy man and actually seduces his husband, most of the time he tries to aegyo his lover into bed. Somehow it works – possibly driven by exasperation..?

Who suggested kids first: KenAt first, Hongbin is really nervous when Ken asks him if he’s ever thought of the two of them raising children together but Ken never pressures him and he doesn’t try to coerce him into agreeing and he knows Ken would be an amazing father… He shares his worries with Ken, who manages to say all the right words to soother Hongbin’s heart. They planned to adopt a baby but when they’d gone to the orphanage Hongbin had spotted a little boy playing by himself and it had been love at first sight. It took a little while for the boy to warm up to his new parents, he was shy and he hadn’t had the easiest life so far but one night in spring that year, there’d been a thunderstorm and their little boy had hesitantly approached their bed and asked “Daddies? Can I sleep in here?”. Hongbin had scooped him up and tucked him in between himself and his husband, reassuring his baby and making promises to protect him always, his heart thrumming and his eyes tearful at being called “daddy” for the first time.. and he knew that this, adopting his son, was the best thing he’d ever done.

Who’s more dominant: Hongbin lets Ken think he’s in control most of the time..

Who’s the cuddler: Ken

What’s their favorite non-sexual activity: Hongbin: Watching/listening to Park Hyo Shin. Ken: finding new ways to get and keep Hongbin’s attention on him.

Who kills the spiders: Hongbin (he takes them outside whenever possible though). Ken likes to pretend he’s scared of them. He likes the attention he gets from his ‘knight in shining armour’ and he often tries to ‘reward’ him with sex. They both know he just wanted any excuse to get in Hongbin’s pants

Who falls asleep first: They trade off. Sometimes Hongbin falls asleep first and Ken pets his hair to wake him up to go to bed or sometimes, when he’s feeling especially gallant and manly, he’ll carry Hongbin to bed, without waking him up.Hongbin, when he’s feeling especially gallant, won’t lightly smack Ken and call him an old man before shooing him to bed.

Who is louder? Ken. Ken likes to think Hongbin is louder during sex (they can both get pretty loud –their poor neighbours…) but it’s definitely Ken 90% of the time.

Who is more experimental? HongbinKen is pretty adventurous in bed, but Hongbin is a little freak.

Do they fuck or make love? Both. They started out ‘fucking’, though Ken suspects it was always a little more to Hongbin. But by the time Hongbin had helped him discover his bisexuality, he was head-over-heels for his pretty band mate and he takes the opportunity, as often as Hongbin allowed, to be slow and tender because he didn’t want to ever just ‘fuck’ Hongbin.(Hongbin had taught him that it didn’t have to be ‘slow and tender’ to qualify as love making)

Who is more likely to be caught masturbating? Ken(Hongbin is a LOT better at keeping quiet/masturbating secretly. It could be because half the time Ken thinks if he’s loud enough Hongbin will come and offer to help).

Who comes first? 

Who is better at oral and who prefers it? Hongbin / KenHongbin is better at it, he’s had more practice (and Ken insists to anyone who will listen that Hongbin is naturally gifted), which is great for Ken who loves being on the receiving end or oral sex (though he’s happy to return the favour).

Who usually initiates things? They take turnsAt first it was Hongbin. When he’d fallen for Ken, he’d shamelessly flirted and touched him and Ken had thought Hongbin was just joking, so he’d played along, not knowing he was hurting Hongbin, breaking his heart a little every time he interpreted Hongbin’s feelings as a joke. Ken had eventually (with a little gentle guidance from N and a lot of not-so-gentle guidance from Hyuk) understood and made his decisions. Since then he always tried to make up for his ignorance to Hongbin’s heart and pour attention on him (and also his boyfriend was incredibly hot).

Who is more sensitive? Hongbin 

same. my dreams were crushed! but you know what, we're still gonna have "rocket boy" live on! 

wontaektv said: i’d always thought he’d said rock n’ roll so even now i say that :^(

<3

sleepsong by bastille

My entire family has gotten into Kpop and its a mess

wat?? First im hearing of this too

well we can get the message anyways with all the nonsense/weird typos…possibly