Mar 20, 2024
Turns out, I had no idea how much I fear love until someone presented me with the real thing
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Turns out, I had no idea how much I fear love until someone presented me with the real thing
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I think I have sexuality and relationship ocd and it is driving me crazy... i have struggled with sexuality for many years, before ocd, I used to think I was gay, then got into a het relationship, ditched all labels and then came to call myself bi. Since watching a video about compulsory heterosexuality (contrapoints shame) I doubt myself so much and fear that I am really just gay. I don’t want it to ruin my relationship and I feel so alone... It’s horrible. Just needed to vent about ocd)
hey, i’ve been there and i’m sure many people have.
are you happy with your partner? do you feel content in your relationship? it sounds to me like you care a lot about the relationship, and that you don’t want to lose your partner.
i used to identify as bi, then asexual, then asexual lesbian – then bi again when i met my current boyfriend of 5 years and realized i’m not asexual, i’ve just had bad experiences my entire life and have a lower than average libido that is not helped at all by ssris.
i will doubt my attraction to women, i will doubt my attraction to men… i will doubt many things because i have ocd, and they dont nickname it the doubting disease for nothing. i’ve also had very severe relationship ocd and it nearly ruined my current relationship before i had therapy.
i don’t have much advice for you really, but i’ve been there. what worked for me may not work for you, but it was tryign to ditch the labels (which is hard when u have ocd lol) and just do what made me happy at the time. and if it ended up that i was wrong, well, that’s fine too because shit happens. i’ll cross that bridge if i get to it.