#rnts

gustong gusto ko ng makaalis dito. nakakasawa ng magmukhang tanga. nakakapagod na paulit ulit na lang lahat ng mga nangyayari gusto ko na lang magwala sumigaw sabihin sa harap nila lahat lahat ng sakit na binibigay nila. di ko alam kung hanggang saan pa to, sinira na nila december ko haha tangina anong excited excited sa birthday, walang magbbirthday. isa pa tong babae na to. nakakasawa ka ng maging kaibigan kaya asahan mo na hindi na talaga ko magiging malapit sayo lalo na at ganyan ang pakikitungo mo ha kaibigan nga ba tawag doon kung patalikod naman kung ano ano sinasabi sayo. sorry pero ayaw kasi namin sa may attitude. di ko rin masisisi isa naming kaibigan kung bat ayaw sayo lmao. kunwari pa e no? bat di mo kaya ilabas totoo mong kulay :^)

i know how these people see me as a person; i am sometimes bossy yes i admit but only when it comes to academics. i hate procrastinating that is why i usually start doing my to-do’s early but for them,,, hay. idk if i am only overthinking but tf i also get tired and i have so many stuff to do too ++ i know we have the same amount of paperworks to do that is why i am all asking you to do your part before everything gets worse. deadlines and due dates are approaching what do you guys want me to do? chill and cram when the final day arrives? i know you all wanna rest too but we have no time for that,,, pwede naman mabawi yun e once we are done. isn’t refreshing when you’re done with the things you need to do? sana naman maisip niyo rin yun.

and here i am again,,, isolating myself bcs i know i will experience another phase of despression and anxiety. damn it i am so tired of drama why can i just live with happy and quiet life. why do i have to meet these people ++ 

Bakit ba hindi ko magawa yung heavy meal sa morning at pang pulubi lang ang meal sa gabi? Ang hirap ibalance lalo na't hindi ko mapigilan kumain. Heavy meal sa umaga, tanghali at gabi. Ang taba taba ko na damn!