#riveren

   the  resentment  he’s  harbored  towards  his  role  still  hasn’t  hit  rock  bottom.  picking  at  the  bonfire,  he  tries  to  make  sense  of  more  than  the  trails  the  smoke  leaves———   𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞  𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞  𝐨𝐟  𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐞  𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐡𝐢𝐦  𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤  𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞  𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬.  what  is  left  of  home.  not  that  he’s  got  much  to  offer,  or  much  left  of  him,  and  her  comment  brings  it  to  the  surface.  it  translates  into  his  breathing  slowing  to  an  erratic  rhythm  the  moon  can  wane  to.

   he’s  heard  enough  times  feelings  don’t  come  first.  that  they’re  not  a  dagger,  a  needle.  not  a  needle,  a  burden.   ‘‘   𝗂𝗍'𝗌  .  .  .   ’’   𝘢𝘭𝘭  𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨  𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦  𝘯𝘰𝘸:  it’s  impossible  to  keep  separate  from  them.  riveren  has  a  point  that  falls  flat  in  the  end,  but  never  on  deaf  ears.  noctis’  sigh  is  obscured  by  a  crunch  in  the  wood,

   ‘‘   .  .  .  if  you  don’t  know,  then  i  have  no  idea.  ’’

I have nothing against  eremin...

To be honest, I don’t give a shit about this couple.

You like them togheter? Good for you.

I ship Ereri AND I’m tired to find all those shitty things about eremin in MY tag. 

Ship the hell you like but stop ROMPERE IL CAZZO (as we say in Italy) in the other tag. You need attention? 

Ereri fans dont give a shit about that! For you is healty for Eren to stay with Armin? That’s your opinion, stop teasing us! 

RESPECT FIRST, stay away from the tag, you assholes.

(Of course, this is for people how constanlty post in the wrong tag, I dont like categorized a category  (?) )

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FjsS69knJc)

Hello everyone! I'm sorry this chapter took a while for me to publish, school has been absolutely kicking my ass and I was having a super hard time deciding what to do with this chapter. But hey! Here it is! Finally.

Anyways, I basically have the next few chapters all planned out. Writing them, of course, will be the problem here, but hopefully I'll be updating more frequently.

Originally, this chapter was gonna be super smutty but I decided it isn't quite time for all of the heavy stuff yet, so it kind of just developed into feels. But! If everything goes as planned-(which I'm praying it will)-the smut is coming soon.

I hope you guys enjoy this chapter! And as always, thank you so much for all of the feedback guys! It's the reason why I'm still writing this trainwreck!

***WARNING: This chapter contains some lowkey NSFW content***

ENJOY!

Eren

“Why did you take me here again?” I asked, surveying the front of the vacant building in front of us, shoving my hands in my pockets.

“No one else knows about it but me. And Erwin, of course, but I doubt he’s gonna be here.” Levi replied, his eyes locked on the building.

“This is where you go to get away? To clear your mind? Why?” I asked, glancing over at him.

“Like I said, I’m the only one who knows about it.”

“But so does Erwin. Why would being here make you feel better?”

“Everyone has a dirty, ugly side, Eren. You either discard it or live with it. I live with it. I’m not gonna let it ruin the way I view things,” He replied sharply.

“I wish I had that same mindset,” I mumbled, letting a soft sigh escape my lips. “Living with my dark side isn’t necessarily my forte.”

“Well you better get used to living with it, Eren. Because if you’re gonna be with me, it’s just gonna become stronger and more apparent,” He sighed softly, stealing a glance at me. I knew that the situation we were in was supposed to be serious, but I couldn’t help the giddy feeling I felt pooling in my stomach when I heard him say ‘be with me.’ Were we really already that serious? “Just look at the situation we’re in.” He added under his breath, his attention turned back to the large building standing before us.

Mikasa: Yeah, they are.

Eren: You know what else is beautiful?

Mikasa: [Blushes] What?