Knockin' On Heaven's Door || Risla
Friday the 13th January. One of the worst days in Rafe's miserable life. It wasn't just unlucky, it was down right depressing. This was the anniversary of Bethany Holloway's murder. The day Rafe wished his heart stopped beating, which it didn't. It kept on beating, no matter how much he begged it not to.
Now here he was, standing in the cemetery in which her remains rested, a large bouquet of her favourite flowers clutched tightly in his hand. His free hand was placed on top of her grave stone. He stared at her name craved into the stone until the letters become fractured and no longer made sense. None of this made sense.
He loved her, still does love her. He could never stand to think of her in the past tense. He could feel his heart ache as he counted back the years to when he last saw her alive. He had asked her to not go into work that day and call in sick so the two of them could stay in bed all day. She laughed at his suggestion, saying that while it would be fun, it wouldn't put food into their stomachs or keep the roof over their heads. If only she had listened. If only.
He laid the flowers down next to her grave stone carefully, making sure not one of the petals is crumpled, that each of them were perfect for her. He placed his fingertips over his lips, kissing them and placed his hand over her name. Tears rolled down his face, mixing in with the rain that was falling down from above.
He stood up and turned away from her grave to be see a figure standing off in the distance. The sight of the figure's blonde hair made him pause.
"Beth?" He knew he was acting foolish but something told him to go over to the figure. He followed that impulse, being careful to avoid the other graves as he went. But as he got closer, he wished he had ignored that impulse because he now recognised the woman. Why did it have to be her?